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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas.  Also a Happy New Year.

I got a new computer chair for Christmas, now my back won't hurt so much.  I also got some shoes and socks and a box of chocolates.  Pretty good takings. Not doing anything for new years again, I'm to old and to poor for that.  I'm 36 in May 2014.  I rather old.  Delusions come easy.  Mistakes also.  Hope I can live a long life without hurting myself or others.  We are all so fragile.  I have a Nanna still alive who's 82.  If she can do it I can at least live another 30 years.

We will see some amazing things in the next 30 years.  I'm hoping for life extension and then onwards and upwards to total immortality.  Failing immortality in my lifetime I believe technology will be such that I will be resurrected without to much hassle along with every other creature and being who has ever lived.  This is a fairly strong belief I have.  I don't think it's to far fetched.  Others disagree about immortality and wanting to live for ever.  I think the future holds a paradise but first there is work to be done in the fields.

Great Joy is possible in the future, probably through tech as it appears God has lost the race, after all God has had 2000 years. I could be wrong.  Maybe tech is Gods plan.  I hope I can find peace and trade peacefully with others.

Here are a couple of scriptures to ponder for no apparent reason.  The Kingdom of Heaven is Like:

Matthew 13:44-46
44 The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

45 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it

Merry XMAS.

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey.

Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft Skylar Grey.

Just discovered this.  Haven't listened to it much yet but I like the chorus.  Have to play it quietly at the moment as it's late at night and don't want to wake the neighbours.  I'll play it louder tomorrow when the neighbour has gone out.  This is the only time I can have loud music, when the neighbour goes out.  If there is no car I can have loud music.

Last neighbour kept calling noise control.  Got noise control around to my house at like 3.00pm in the afternoon.  I mean who rings noise control at that time.  Anyway enjoy this song.

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Bitcoin Digital Currency.

Bitcoin.  This is basically new to me.  I only just heard about it but it was first introduced in 2009.  Bitcoin as this currency is called can be mined using your computer.  My computer only has the capability to earn about 9 cents a day, this doesn't even cover the electricity that it would use.

But you can buy asic (Application Specific Integrated Circuits) Miners which mine much faster than your ordinary video card but they cost a fair bit and you have to mine for a while before you make the cost of the card back.  If I ever have any money i'm thinking of investing.  If i'd known sooner I could have maybe made some money.

I would probably invest in a asic miner and probably not make my money back.  Lol.

I'm going to run it overnight tonight to see how much I make.  This is basically another way to make some money.  Bitcoins were at one stage selling for $1200 US dollars for one.

U can run the software and still use the computer for surfing just not 3d games.

Look into Bitcoin if you want to make some money and you have a fast video card already.  Look into to they sell the asic miners.

This is all.


Naughty Boy La La La Ft. Sam Smith.

Naughty Boy La La La ft. Sam Smith.

Listing this just for the La La La part.  I like that.  The rest of the song is just average to me.  This song has over 200 million hits on YouTube.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Keri Hilson - Knock Me Down.

Keri Hilson ft Kanye West and Neyo - Knock Me Down.  Listened to this quite a few times over a couple of days.  Have discovered Monster by Eminem so this will probably go on the back.  This song is good enough to post anyhow.  I enjoyed it enough.

Eminem The Monster.

Eminem ft Rihanna - The Monster.  Liked this the first time I heard it but alas i'm deaf and have trouble hearing what Marshall is rapping.  I also love the distorted voice in the song.  That's my favourite.  Great song by Eminem and Rihanna.

Sunday, November 17, 2013


The CENSORSHIP of Darcy Lee and his phone call where he predicted a war, suffering and made a stand with the greatest urgency 2 days before the Twin Tower Terrorist attacks in America USA on New Zealand Nationwide talkback radio, the CENSORSHIP is pure evil.

This phone call still exists to this very day hidden and locked away safe somewhere inside a Government Department.  It's like a Mona Lisa.  It has been classified secret.  

I tell you this phone call is an important piece of information and knowledge.  Information and knowledge.  It is being kept from public view.  

I predict that this phone call could reach over 20 000 000 million views easily or more as a YOUTUBE VIDEO.  I really don't know but I know that it will be popular.  

This is important.  CENSORSHIP is wrong.  YOU MUST HELP ME.  

My phone call is an important piece of history.  I deserve the GLORY or not but it's the Mona Lisa this phone call to a talkback radio station that I speak of.  It needs to be in public view.  

PHONE CALL ON YOUTUBE.  It still exists.  You don't destroy something precious, valuable, unique expensive etc.    OF COURSE IT EXISTS.  


The GOVT powers that be use CENSORSHIP against my voice and my property.  This phone call is my property to release onto YOUTUBE and the INTERNET in general for all to see.   

They CENSOR my free speech against constitutional law I believe.  It is more important that this phone call be released than for it to be kept a secret.  It will change history and many lives.  It is important.  

Please DEFEND my Right to Free Speech.


Losing The Internet and Phone.

It's just turned 12am here in NZ and it's now the 17/11/13.  Later today my internet and phone are probably going to be cut off as I haven't paid the bill for about 3 months and it's $250 in debt.

I got a automated phone call from them saying that if I didn't pay the bill they would cut me off in two days, that was two days ago.

It's very sad.  My mum's going to go banana's.  I've had the phone and internet on for about 8 years now under my own name and have always managed to pay the bill.

O well just another casualty.  I should be well off and set-up for life because of the Twin Towers.  If I could get a copy of the phone call I made where I yelled war and made the whole phone call about how there was going to be a war in prophecy 2 days before the attacks on nationwide talkback radio then I would soon be a millionaire.  But alas the Govt censors the call from general public release.  If I could put the call on You Tube it would make me very wealthy and famous as well.

I need a lawyer.

So yep don't know when my internet will be back on.  This is sad and all the Governments fault.  I should be rich :(

All is lost.

Darcy Lee

Saturday, November 16, 2013

I Wonder Why.....

I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Darcy Lee

Sunday, November 3, 2013

All Along The Watchtower Jimi Hendrix.

All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix.

I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower".  It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does.  I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.  

So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others.  I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say.  I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess.  I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say.  I have suffered extremely and nobody knew.  So i'm telling you now.  There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had.  Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things.  Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was.  It's not pleasant.  I hope there is a purpose to it.  Surely it must make sense some how.

In suffering all is lost.  Suffering is the absence of joy.  I hope not to suffer any more.  1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.  I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it.  I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me.  What is the purpose of suffering?  Nobody knows.  Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.

Christ suffered.  If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered.  What is it about suffering?  I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm.  Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible.  I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever.  Something permanent has to be done.  Right now.  Not in a 1000 years but now.

Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain.  So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain.  I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day.  There will be no more pain.  Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain.  If you like it it's not pain.  I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are.  With the end of pain comes immortality.  There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering.  2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.

I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass.  We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do.  God seems along way off from reality.  I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering.  To defeat it.  I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore.  Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over.  No more suffering.  I have said enough for now.  War on suffering until immortality.  Let life shine brightest.

Anyway i'll leave you with Jimi Mr Hendrix.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

Take Me To Your Leeda.

I posted the text below on about 5 different forums.  On one forum,, I got my account banned (Lol), on another forum,, the post got deleted.  On, and the post still exists but the thread has died a horrible death. has 71 views and is still near the top of the forum but it doesn't see much action really.

Anyway here is the post:

Post anything you want to say to "The Powers That Be" here in this thread and I guarantee you if they like it, it will go to the top. This means posting in this thread gets you in front of President Obama and his aides. Or even higher people that exist outside the Pres in total shadowness. I guarantee that if it's important or somehow something they and these people will read it.

Can you make them laugh with some of your wit? Maybe you can? What are you going to say. Do you have words and wisdom that none of your adversaries will be able to resist or contradict. You have been delivered before Kings and Governors and Presidents. 

Believe and so speak.


I use the nickname Leeda when it's available.  Anyway here is the one reply that I got from from the user Gottservant:

We should believe we are heard.

We should believe we are heard when we pray too.

But prayer is more important.

That was his post.  None of the other replies on the other forums are worth mentioning.  I suppose if you posted a comment on this webpage and it was important then it would probably go up to the top through my handlers so by all means leave a comment if you dare it could be seen by the President, no really it could.  

One day if I ever become famous i'll start my own forum, it will only work if i'm famous because that will be the only way to get members.  I'll pay money and everything to set up a forum and run ads so that it eventually pays for itself.


Friday, November 1, 2013

Please Bleed - Ben Harper.

Ben Harper and the Innocents - Please Bleed.

I wasn't going to add this cause I didn't listen to it very much and I found it what you could say triggering a memory over and over that was annoying.  So anyway I have forgotten the memory and now enjoy the song and have added it to the music collection which now totals 113 videos added.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Timbaland Morning After Dark.

Timbaland - Morning After Dark.  Found the hook quite catchy for this song so been listening to it.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Bruce Springsteen I'm On Fire.

Bruce Springsteen, The Boss - I'm On Fire.  Probably going to listen to this a little bit more.  It's had a few plays so far.

DC Talk Jesus Freak.

DC Talk - Jesus Freak.  Listened to this a few times.

DC Talk - In The Light.  Found this after listening to the above.  Also have heard it on the radio.  Adding it cause I like.

Lorde Royals.

Lorde - Royals.  Decided i'm going to add this.  Wasn't going to.  Didn't appeal to me at first.  Now it's ok. Listened to it a few times anyhow.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Lorde Tennis Court.

Lorde - Tennis Court.  Not sure if I like the song Lorde Royals but this song above gave me a bit of a thrill. Lorde is only 16 and from New Zealand and just hit number 1 in the US with Royals.

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Ylvis What Does The Fox Say.

Ylvis - The Fox - What Does The Fox Say.  I think I like this song.  It's got a lot of views since it was first uploaded about a month ago from this posts date.  73200000 million views to be round about exact.

Shows you the power of the internet.  TV would never be able to do that.  Some amateur can get lucky and become a star overnight just by uploading from there bedroom.  This is very good indeed.  But it's no secret anymore.  People are trying anything to get famous.  Myself i've tried but failed.  Nobody listens to me even though I actually have a story.  Nobody believes me.  This is a sad evil world, I believe the world is evil with very few but powerless good people who are weak and vulnerable to death and injury.

 1 Corinthians 15:26 The last enemy to be destroyed is death.

This couldn't happen soon enough.  One day there will be no pain no sorrow no tears no death.  Pretty sure on this.  Enough of a rant that doesn't have much to do with this song.

Johnny Cash Hurt.

Johnny Cash - Hurt.  Listened to this over a couple of days.  It's a cover of a Nine Inch Nails song.  I probably like this better than the original.  Don't think I would listen to the original much.

Friday, September 20, 2013

YouTube Domain Name.

I got a reply back from Youtube regarding the domain I was going to claim.  They said:

Hi there,
Thank you for submitting your complaint. The account in question has been permanently closed, which means that it cannot be reclaimed. Please follow the below link to find other available usernames:

And that's it.  So I can't get damn.  Maybe I will be able to grab it when I become famous if that ever happens.  

You can try and claim your here.  This is if someone is using it and it's inactive and it's your trademark or copyright.  

World of Warcraft Mists of Pandaria.

Today in my email I got 7 days free time to play World of Warcraft.  My account had not yet been upgraded to Mists of Pandaria which is the latest expansion and today I found in my account 70 dollars which was Diablo 3 ah earnings.  I was going to put on my telecom phone bill but decided I would buy Mists of Pandaria.  I was expecting to pay $65 at Dick Smith but they had sold out of copies.  I next tried Noel Leeming.

Noel Leeming didn't have any copies either but I did see the Sony Muteki sound system and was impressed by it's size.  The pictures I had seen in brochures didn't really do it justice they made it look tiny.  It was actually quite big and looked and sounded quite nice.  Think it was about $1600 hundred.  If I had the money it would probably be the system I would buy.  I even liked the size of the subs.  Honestly I thought the system was tiny.  Anyway.

So I went to the Warehouse as a last resort.  I not only found Mists but they had taken it down from $78.90 to just $19.98.  Bargain.  I snatched it real fast.  So now I have 7 days to level my character to 90 from 85. I still have $50 bucks to put on the phone bill yay.

Here's a photo.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013


Love on Fire.
I posted the below post on about 3 different Forums across the net.  On one forum overnight I only got 2 replies and now the topic has died on all forums.  Here is the post I said I would be posting stuff that I posted on forums so here it is.  I also made a second post which was quite long as well.  O well you don't have to read all this.  I have added pictures so it looks nicers.

Express yourself here.  So what have you got on love. What can you pass on or teach to another about love? It's a tough topic. Seems not anybody knows about Love. Maybe you know about LOVE.

Are we just pretending? What are your questions and answers?

There is Love God, Love Neighbour, Love Enemy.

Do we dare love ourselves? (how do you read it).

What are the essential elements for LVOe. Does Love extinguish. Then was it love?

Poor Love. What are you going to do and say to/about it?

I'm sorry for setting such a tone. For the tone I know not what to set. For love. Hmmm, For LOVE is it real?

Got any science on love. I suppose you can post that here.

What is the extent of the power of LOVE.

What are your theories on LOVE. What are your realities about LOVE.

Do you have any LOVE to Share? Can you prove it?

I'm not feeling the LOVE.

Can LOVE grow back someones arm or leg?

What is the limit of LOVE. Whay is LUFF so limited currently.

Drop Some Love. If you got any. I'm sure there's plenty of people ready to eat.

Show US the LOVE.

We is Needy.

This is not sext. Cause ewww. Perv. Go somewhere else.

So in your opinion Love is building upto something big. Got any opinions at all?

1 Corinthians 13:8
This is my light. Shining. Is Love Boring? If i'm bored am I not loving? What if i'm tired. What if i'm in pain.

Um so what is your definition of LOVE. Consider this post. It may or may not contain LOVE. Are you offended? In what way?

Writing this with all my might... Well I figure the world needs more love.

How do you figure in LOVE VS PAIN? Who is the winner?

What can you honestly tell me about love? What is your experience?

Can Love heal? Love is the word.

Enlighten me. Cause I don't have the whole picture on love. Maybe a small peace.

One person sharpens another ya know. Maybe you could make good reading and cause action through your love?

I only have weak human love to offer.

I give my life so I can claim it back again.

Affear much.

Tell me what you want?

Do you practice LOVE?

Fine i've lost the subject.


Write something about LOVE here.

This has been my effort. Try an inspire without hurting yourself.

Does LOVE fail? So was it then LOVE?

What is the truth about LOVE?

What is going to be your stance on this topic and towards me?

If this thread dies is that LOVE?


Post on LOVE Here. Others need it. They need to know. There is huge interest.



That was the end of my first post.  Over the first night I got two replies.  The first post said "All you need is love" and had the beatles songs of the same name embedded.

The second post was by a user named DaphneApollo this is her post:

Love is the time you give someone and the little gestures and actions you do for them when you can't exactly say " I love you ". Love is just being there for someone who's in pain, lonely, helping bring happiness to their day and in turn they mirror happiness back to you.

Love swells someone's heart who just before they met you, thought no one cared. Love is kind, giving, sharing and caring about someone/thing other than yourself. Give a little every day to someone and watch the transformation, it in itself is a miracle, a beautiful flower blooming slowly in front of you that you've carefully tended with water and nutrients that now thanks you with a beautiful smile, it's bloom. Once you've shown these kindnesses to someone, they never, ever forget you. They begin to love in turn and understand that someone truly cares for them where before hopelessness may have been.

This little light you have inside, let it shine on others, and watch the miracle that develops before your very eyes. Nurture someone today, give LOVE AWAY.

That's it.  So after the first night and 2 replies I wrote this:

Rather pitiful turnout for LOVE. It's much to hard I think. Nobody has belief any more.

I don't LOVE. Not that much anyway. If there is ever love then you could pretty much do anything. Love does not exist right. Because God does not exist and God is Love.

If love entered this thread everyone would know it. Love is obvious. So nope no Love in this thread. Unless it's secret. It could be secret Love. But not with just 2 replies to the op. There's no secret love going on here.

Can I imitate your love? I don't have any or many examples to go by. So if I imitate Jesus I end up crucified and in alot of pain? This sounds like my life and I didn't ask for it. Alas there's tonnes of poor people in the world who need help.

Someone show some love please. And we can all imitate it.

To hard? You could change the world from your position right here on this forum.

Whos attention are you trying to capture? With your love surely we could do great things? Or are you like me and have no love? You right now have the attention of powerful people through this forum. You can affect them. Alter them. Have them copy and imitate you.

Perhaps your looking for someone to imitate? I rage alot myself so that's not a good thing. But I am being persecuted. Not that anyone would believe. Your welcome to imitate me as I try and provoke someone to love. I mean provoke. Violent Love perhaps.

No ones willing to love for more than a few seconds if at all. 2 Posts is pathetic.

If more people posted about love then maybe things could happen.

Basically we don't know anything about love. We don't know how to start it. But we know it when it there.

Is this any comfort to you. Am I being any comfort to you? Perhaps i'm the devil appearing as an angel of light. Love fails till Love wins. When there's no love your lost and in failment. Then oneday maybe well be old o baby and maybe love will appear for final victory. Love takes it's time and is slow.

I still see no love. I still feel no love. Love is losing. There is hope of course. But that's under a stress of pain and disbelief that nothing will ever happen.

What's your story.

Does anyone anywhere have any examples of love.

How do you practice love? Where do I begin? I'm lookin to love. See I think this love stuff is all made up.

I always thought love would be hugely powerful. What weapons does love provide? How do you fight using Love. What is the martial art called that uses love? Christianity the martial art?

No really how do you fight with love? Your love has no power here.

Do we really have souls? The bible says to prove all things (1 thes 5:21). Now how do you prove to me about love. If someone strikes you in on the cheek why do we hate back.

If someone possesses your body and mind how do you love them? There is no reason to.

How do we love our enemies? What practice should we take?

Why is it so hard to love. I can't even overcome simple evil with good. I'm evil myself and repay evil with evil leading to more of my suffering and I still don't learn. Rage Rage.

Jesus Christ seems to be failing the world. Limbs can't be grown back by his believers or brain damage can't be healed. Even a broken bone takes 6 weeks of healing. Maybe it's not Jesus who failed but his followers.

Why can't people copy and imitate the miracles of Jesus Christ. They would bring me such joy. See maybe they never happened. I don't believe the proof that i've seen so far. For 2000 years God has had a chance to educate and teach people about things. Right things. The right way to live. But no one has been taught. Everyone has had to do things and learn things by themselves.

The bible doesn't solve pain. We are waiting for a time when there is no pain.

Abandon Christ.

How long till love prevails. In the mean time your probably not being tortured so there's no urgency about life or matters as such. Your on vacation.

God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whosoever believe on him shall not perish but have eternal life.

I have not seen one believer ever. Not even myself. Not no one. No one is good.

So great. Machines shall lead the way of love. Our language and communication will be linked to machines. This is unless god saves us first which is highly unlikely.

I've typed enough. What is Love if God is love. What is human love.

Lay your life down for mine. A stranger.

Bring The Love.


That was my latest reply the very next night like 24 hours later.  I got a further two replies this is the reply from Arpgme:

Nobody can make you "feel the love". They can only inspire it but it is only felt from within.

If someone came here saying "I love everyone", you still may not be "Feeling The Love".

The next reply was a little weird but was this from Backcase:

I quoted you from this thread, in a recent thread of mine.

He was quoting Arpgme the post above but I don't know which thread he quoted him in.

All of this was on the forum

So yep that's all people had to say about LOVE. Not much really.  What do you have to say about the topic?

Thanks for reading.

Darcy Lee

Chiddy Bang - Mind Your Manners.

Chiddy Bang - Mind Your Manners.  Found this earlier.  Quite like the hook.  It's R18 though.  Advisory coarse language.  Lol.  Ba Ba Ba Ba There is no one like me.

Monday, September 16, 2013

How To Claim Domain Names.

Have you wanted to expand your brand name.  Perhaps someone is squatting on your account.  I'm talking about  I Recently found a page where you can claim these domain names if they are part of your trademark or you want to claim user rights.

I recently applied for a that I want, that I believe should go to me because I own the dotcom.  I'm not going to say what just to build suspense.  Anyhow i'm hoping within 3 weeks Google YouTube will respond to my request and hand me over the domain.

You can do the same.  You can claim a here at this link Claim Your Youtube Trademark Domain  Click I have a trademark issue with a specific channel.

It's pretty simple.  Just fill out the forms and then all you have to do is wait and see what happens.  I'll let you know if i'm successful with my application.

One thing is that I couldn't find anywhere to claim the domain names even creating a totally new one.  How do you claim the  I don't know how to claim that.  Hopefully they are still active. Anyway this has been my helpful bit of information for the day.

Thanks for reading not that anyone does but maybe oneday.


Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Anthem for the Year 2000 Silverchair

Silverchair - Anthem for the Year 2000.  Been playing this today so I thought i'd add it.  Always liked this song.  Been a fan of Silverchair since Frogstomp and even went to their concert when they were here in NZ a long time ago now for me.

Siverchair - Miss You Love.  Also been listening to this also by Silverchair.  This was one of the tracks I had on dvd when I had only 2 discs a TV and a dvd player back in 2004 when I first started going flatting by myself.

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Cult of Personality - Living Color

Cult of Personality - Living Color.

I remember yelling along to this when I was a kid.  Well I sorta do.  I'm sure it was cool.  A friend mentioned yelling along to it and that's what gives me my memory of yelling to it but it's so faded now i'm not even sure it's real.  I'm adding it cause I think it's real.  I don't want to forget it's dangerous.  I'm going to try and listen to this for a few times.  Number 3 play rolling now.


Ride on Time - Black Box 1989.

Avanti Tuatara Mountain Bike
Ride on Time - Black Box.

I used to enjoy this back in 1992 when it was the theme of a tv show where different famous nz personalities would compete in events against each other.  They hardly ever played the full theme and I was always hanging out to hear it.  This was before internet of course.  I remember the Avanti Tuatara mountain bike that they used to ride and I wanted one.  They were real expensive though.  I'm adding this not cause I enjoyed it now, but because I enjoyed it when I was a kid. Forum Post.

This is a post I made to the forums which is a forum dedicated to life expansion and immortality.  I'm going to start posting alot more of the stuff that I post on forums because why should they get all my hard work of writing and not get any new words added to it.  I have made quite a few posts in the past to forums and I will add the whole threads including replies.  I use the name Leeda when I can in forums.  Here goes the thread.

WAR ON DEATH is the title of the thread.

Here is my first post:

What are your tactics for the War on Death? You got any plans? There is a War of course you know this or do you. If there isn't a war there is because I been fighting it for a long time since my first memory.

Life is opposite to death. The war has been brutal so far with much pain on humanities side being bourne by so many down the centuries.

I believe many untouched by pain have no idea what's going on and are practically sitting idle and have many abilities and talents not being used. The problem is that once you discover the truth about pain your power and spirit have been taken from you and you are powerless. If someone could communicate the knowledge of pain and suffering and misery to someone who has never experienced these things it would set that person on fire.

While you have the light you must fight the war. War on Pain. War on Death.

I only have English to communicate to you pain which doesn't communicate the ideas effectively. I want revenge on pain I want immortality.

Do some of you not want immortality? Maybe you haven't loved. No really maybe. On the other side of pain is a numbness. But endurance to pain develops overtime. Also the motivation to never experience such things again. If you don't want immortality death already has you in it's grasp. You haven't lived perhaps to thirst after more. You haven't seen the light of life.

For the man whoever has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin. I like this concept. This is on the way to defeating death. But sin is a christian concept. I just associate sin with anything bad. Pain makes you hate life. It is in opposition.

This is a War on Death. Bang Bang Boom Boom. Trumpet Blast.

The days are evil. We live in an evil age. We must fight. To live is to fight. You already fight. But you must step it up. But I can't tell you how. I can only tell you what's out there. There is pain beyond your deepest imaginings and trouble. It's beyond your perception. You basically are kept in paradise until its's to late and the trap is sprung. But you who are in paradise must give thoughts to such things as suffering to acquire strength, maybe you can break the code.

Actually I don't know anything about what I talk about.

I can't offer you any weapons against death. Maybe the bible if your that way inclined. Maybe you could read science.

So where are you at in the War on Death? What are your thoughts on such a thing.

This is a militant guerrilla post attacking death and those opposed to living forever. This is an attack on death.

I see death as the ultimate enemy.

I'm starting an army.

If you want to join my army in the war against death you can post in this thread your ideas, text and words.

Did you know every man has to bear his own burdens

It's possible others can make your burden lighter I think knowledge can also ease the weight.

Immortality is a world thing. Everyone has a part to play in the War on Death.

It's got to start somewhere but this thread is not something and is really nothing.

Still War on Death proceeds.

How exactly do you war on death?

Through belief in resurrection you can claim death has already been defeated. Everyone is immortal it just hasn't happened yet but will. This defeats murderers who believe they have the last say. Any soldier who's died has died combating death.

I hold the belief that there is a record of everyones lives thoughts movements actions everything. There will be no secrets and darkness.

I guess there is little action we can take. But there are things we can do. I'm blocked from telling you even one thing you on your own can do. Envision.

You must post.

Bear my burden of a War, a War on Death. I will read your words. I don't know what they will do to me or others but you must post your written word to fight death in this War. Maybe your words will ease my weight or others to inspire.

You are but a private alongside me in the trenches. It's raining hard and there's mud explosions bullets pain misery everywhere. There ain't any officers or leedas around either.

This is a War on Death. Post here to Work a War on Death. Show me your War Private.


That was my initial post that started the thread. The thread was started on the 20th of August 2013. So far it's had 133 views and 1 reply.  

This post is by someone called Innocent.  Here is the reply I got:  

We need to survive as a civilisation if we can.

Then the future will resurrect us (Quantum Archaeology).

Other than that getting old can be fun.

I dont like the slowing down and restrictions of ageing, but it is an experience I can bear because I know its reversible, like death.

And here is my answer:

Yep we definitely need to learn to survive as a civilisation.  If we can live long enough, and it won't take long, then yep the future will be able to resurrect us and anyone who has ever existed.  

In the mean time there are alot of sick, tired, heavy laden people in the world. Getting old can be fun but only for a minority I believe, eventually you have to deal with death. For quite a few it's a challenge in many ways having to deal with illness etc the precursors.  You don't even have to be old.

I have suffered immensely.  No doctor could help me.  From the age of 20 till now and im 35.  It was only intense for the first 10 or so years, it's mild now compared to yesteryear. Growing old should be fun for me as I hopefully will heal and suffer less and maybe put the endurance I have created to use.  

The government and people of the world don't recognise my suffering and haven't given me any money.  If they understood I would have my needs meet like my own owned mortgage free house.   Truly I say unto you.

It's situations where poverty drives pain and suffering that need to be helped as well.  Not everyone is willing to help especially those creating the suffering and profiting finacially.  There's still plenty of slavery in the world.  

Right war on death.  I dunno.  I don't want to be on the wrong side of a resurrection.  LIke be a criminal or murderer.  What I have experienced can only be classed as evil.  I hope there is some reward at the end.  

God's a tricky one.  It could be that humans resurrect Jesus and that's his return.  

Do you have any thoughts on the war on death?  What about things like mind control in the future?  There could be another slave war.  

Yo WAR ON DEATH.  Use the tools you have, play your position.  Use up power, energy and time efficiently to produce fruit.  Look after yourself slowly evolve and get better.

Fight the good fight.  Run the good race to win the prize like an athlete.  Use all your might for things you do.  

That'll do.


So that's it for this thread so far.  I also post alot on a forum called Above Top Secret.  I'll post some more threads from there soon.  


Monday, August 26, 2013

Blacklist From the Blindspot.

Blacklist - From the Blindspot.

This band is basically Blindspot but with a new drummer.  I got a couple days out of this song.  It hasn't got many views yet.  There new album comes out Sept 2013 sometime.

Nesian Mystic It's On.

Nesian Mystic - It's On.

Got a few plays out of this.  It's also one of the songs that I cameo in.  The line "Here comes another one, Unlike them other ones".  And also "War Fax or Facts" that's all me.  Not much of a cameo but I guess it's still a hit.  Any how listen to this.

This is the 100th post under the label Music.  Yay milestone.  That's 100 you tube music videos that I have watched, enjoyed and then posted.


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Oh My Dayum

Oh My Dayum.  This made me laugh and I like it when he says Dayum.  This guy got 150k subs.  He's not doing to bad.

Stylus Never Again.

Stylus - Never Again.

These guys are a NZ band.  I was first introduced to them by a TV commercial.  I think they also do a September 11th song of mine.  ER I cameo in some of their lyrics but I forget which one can can't remember, I just remember seeing the commercial and thinking yep those are my words which made me look them up on the internet.  Truly there is a great number of bands in the mix that cameo my lyrics.  There are heaps.

I love the chorus of this song and the solo it's epic.

Alanis Morissette Hands Clean

Alanis Morissette - Hands Clean.  Used to listen to this when I had just a DVD player and a mono TV and a couple of mp3 disks.  This was like 10 years ago.  Also it's one of my September 11th songs that includes things I spoke first over talkback air in the lyrics of this song.

So yep i'm cameoed in the lyrics of this song and nobody knows and nobody believes me.  Sad world where nobody believes the truth.

I get nothing but insulted and tortured and abused for this truth.  Yet it should stand the test of anything anyone can throw at it.  The truth be the strongest I hope.

Taylor Swift 22

Taylor Swift - 22.  Listened to this periodically it's ok.  Taylor's pertty hot when she puts on the cat ears. Meow.

Francis Chan 22 parody.  This is the song that got me into the original 22 by Taylor Swift.  I found this tune catchy and I listened to it for a few times, also I love the giant head.  People are having trouble deciding whether  it's mocking Francis Chan or it's on his side.  I found that as soon as the video mentioned crazy love I found it good and I was thinking of love.  Up until then I thought it was mocking him.  LOL.

Friday, August 9, 2013

Get Up Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.

Bob Marley Live Get Up Stand Up.

Have like listened to this twice but think that it suits this website.

Get Up, Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Back To The Future.

A basic summary of the movie Back To The Future Starring Michael J Fox as Marty McFly and Christopher Lloyd as Emmett "Doc" Brown.  Set to Huey Lewis and the News - The Power Of Love.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

FraggleRock and Charmed.

Not sure on the exact criteria that I have for adding a new music video to my website.  Usually I find i'll add it if I come back to it the next day.  I'm adding this mainly cause I like charmed back in the day and I like the line "I'm human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does but derp."  But anyway I don't know if i'll listen to this tomorrow or not.

Charmed Theme Song - I think it's called "How soon is now" by the Smiths.  Also.

Fraggle Rock Theme.  Dance your cares away, worries for another day, let the music play, down in fraggle rock.  I found myself craving this for a while.  I like playing it over. yalol

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Five Finger Death Punch The Pride and Bad Company.

Metal is usually to heavy for me but this seems alright.  I don't always approve of the message though, I like good and more wholesome stuff generally.

Five Finger Death Punch - Bad Company

Five Finger Death Punch - The Pride.

We Are What We Eat, and LOL.

I don't have much news to post.  I have now made about $400 NZ dollars from playing the Diablo 3 Auction House.  I recently just renewed this domain name at the cost of about $32 NZ dollars.  It's good till July 2014.  I also bought another couple of fail names that nobody will be interested in but will try selling them on ebay anyway.  The domains cost me $4 dollars each but you can't actually do anything with them.  Like you can't point them to any websites or anywhere.  They are simply your domains registered in an account. Anyhow the domains I bought are and and I currently have them listed on ebay for $500 each not that anyone will buy them.  So far they haven't even got any views.

What else.  I might have a job lined up but it's still a long shot and might not happen yet. It's handling courier parcels at 5am in the morning.  But yeah long shot.  A few things have to happen first before I get it.  Just have to wait and see.

Don't have much else to write about.  Mum bought me $100 dollar bagless vacuum cleaner today.  I don't think it will get much use but I suppose it is handy.  My other one was horrible it sucked or rather didn't suck more to the point.  I do wish I had more money to spend.  At the moment I don't get any spare money each week.  It all goes on bills.

Also I wish I wasn't so lazy.  I wish I would do things day to day and achieve things.  I could post on this website more or make more videos to post on You Tube I could use my time more wisely and astutely to learn new things and skills.  But at the moment i'm very lazy.  I could even cook myself a meal instead of takeouts all the time.  But no i'm lazy.  I don't know how to beat laziness.  I'm a sad story living week to week.

I have been thinking recently about how we are what we eat.  I would really like to get into a lot of vitamin supplements.  Like eat alot of pills.  But this all takes money.  I would like to adapt and adjust my diet maybe eat more but more of the right foods. Anyhow it's pretty much true.  We are what we eat, breath and drink.  I need to make some changes in my life to live healthier.

This is probably not going to happen though.  Money could definitely help things.  But there are things I can be doing without money that I don't do so giving me money wouldn't fix underlying problems it would probably just ease my burden abit and create potential new problems but yes I do need money which could be spent wisely.

A house is a life long dream I have.  Owning my own little 2 bedroom house with garage and concrete backyard with no lawn or very little lawn to mow but this is never going to happen bar something major happening.

Anyhow I'm going to leave it here for now.  Thanks for Reading.  Remember You Are What You eat.

Darcy Lee

Monday, July 1, 2013

Deadmau5 Strobe - Original and Cover

Listened to these a few times and actually got noise control to come round yey.  It would suck getting my gear possessed so I am going to keep it quiet.  The old neighbours were way more forgiving.  O yeah the noise control was at 3:15pm in the afternoon so not like real late or anything.

Strobe Deadmau5 cover with Ipad and Launch Pad.

Strobe Deadmau5 Original.

Thursday, June 27, 2013

The Universe is Trying to Kill You. Out Smart the Universe.

This is like 30 seconds.  I think it would take a combined effort of the world to overcome death.  Each playing a member of the body.

1 Corinthians 12:14-26

14 Even so the body is not made up of one part but of many.

15 Now if the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18 But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” 22 On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24 while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has put the body together, giving greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25 so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26 If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

Something like that.  Everybody has something to do and plays a part.

It could be that one man or a team discover immortality and it's keep secret for a long time with people dying in the mean time.  I really don't believe they have it yet.  But they are trying very hard and everyday is a step closer.  They currently have a type of Manhattan project going I believe that will come up with some pretty neat stuff for humans to play with.  But probably it will be the domain of the rich.

They need to solve hunger.  That would power the world more.  There are many things that need to be solved.  It's good that people have to goto work for 40 hours a week.  The world is progressing.  You can see progression in the way prices drop on electronic goods like computers and TVs.  But I still say it's to slow.  Everyone needs to be involved not just the few.  People have skills that are yet to be discovered.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

For People Who Use The Bible and Run a Blog or Website.

The Truth Shall Make You Free.
Today I found a neat application for my website.  It's just a bit of code you copy and paste in but what it does is display scripture from the bible when you hover the mouse over the link it creates, this is whenever  your quoting chapter and verse.  eg, John 8:36 If you hover your mouse over that link you should be able to see what the scripture is.  Here's another one.  John 8:32

Not that i'm a Christian but occasionally I've quoted scripture so it's nice to have it linked and that in the future I won't have to type out the whole scripture just the chapter and verse.  You could add this to your website if you want to also, goto  there's also a link when you hover over the scripture that will take you there as well.

Jesus died a horrible and painful death.  John 15:13  No Greater Love.  Not many men could endure such a death.  Jesus chose to lay down his life so that he could take it up again.  John 10:18  I don't know his reasons.  Was it because we were trapped in sin and he needed to die to set us free, to pay the price.

So how do we partake in the resurrection power, or did Jesus not come back.  What's your opinion.  Did Jesus preform miracles.  Why can't we imitate and copy and preform them, the same miracles Jesus did, today.  Jesus himself said we will do the same and even greater things than him. John 14:12

Christians talk a lot about faith.  They need to focus on the primary.  Which is love.  Faith is nothing without love.  If you introduce somebody to Christianity introduce them to love. 1 Corinthians 13:2

If for all else forsake faith and stay with love.  Let's see there's Love thy neighbor as yourself.  Mark 12:31  Love your enemies.  Matthew 5:44  And finally of course Love God.  Matthew 22:37

1 Peter 4:8
What are we supposed to hate?  Or how do we go about hating?  Are we to have any hate at all?  Christians also talk about forgiveness of sins a lot to, they use the word forgiveness and attempt to forgive when they should be trying to love.  But again it comes back to love.  1 Peter 4:8

So I prescribe more love as DR Lee.  (My full name is Darcy Robert Lee, that makes my initials D R Lee or Doctor Lee).

The word love needs to be used instead of forgiveness and faith.  You can drop those for all I care.

I don't know much about Christianity but I try to practice love.  It's hard when you have the sickness.  I make for some poor decisions.  Love has to grow and get power and use that power.

The world is lacking power.  The kingdom of heaven is a kingdom of power but also not just a matter of talk.  1 Corinthians 4:20  I think by Jesus coming to earth power was able to reach places, dark places, that lacked the most power of all, light out of darkness.  Jesus was a friend of sinners.  His disciples were power producers and containers and vessels and they produced power.  Each disciple of the 12 were unique and they operated as a unit or body all in all aiding each other to produce power.  Jesus put a seed in each disciple and this developed power for the use of Jesus.  Each disciple had a power producing foundation in him that Jesus put there.

One theory I have going is that power that we would use to live a higher more abundant love filled life is being siphoned off.  Enough to keep us in darkness and the power that's siphoned is being used to sustain others lives who live the high life.  Like devils and stuff, they suck our power.  Not that devils are real.  We lack power.

I love story's.

Evil has no way of generating it's own power, it's soul or battery so to speak has been destroyed or it never had one.  It's a parasite and lives by sucking the power out of the world which blinds and deafens men and women.

I don't have any solutions to this theory.  Maybe we could produce more power and use power more efficiently some how, more power than the devil can burn off.  Power can beget power.  So spending expending power wisely to generate more power could help.  Power needs to reach the right places to loosen bonds and set people free, freeing up more power which can then be invested.  Jesus invested power in us maybe.

Matthew 19:24
Technology could possibly help.  I don't know if tech is the way though.  Magic miraculous powers seem the way to me but that's probably not going to happen.  Christ had this going on.  But it's unconfirmed.  When Christians talk about believe again instead use the word love.  Also Christ talks about how hard it is for a rich man to enter heaven which is kind of money is tech way.  Matthew 19:24

We could maybe taint the power that's being siphoned with love so it drives the evil nuts and it can't efficiently use the power.  Like maybe lock the power with love of some kind somehow.  Set a standard for the power to be at a certain level before it's able to be consumed.  But how do you do that.  Silly talk really.

What is power.  Do humans have power.  I wonder.

Because of the darkness we live in and under, because our minds are blind we barely make enough power for our daily needs.  Little by little as time progresses people slowly become freer I hope and think.  Little by little, day by day we produce a little more power which gets reinvested in acquiring a little more freedom and are each day a little more free.

Here it is, off topic, but here it is.

I'll never be free.  Other humans enslave me.  And i'm supposed to love. I have very little or no power.  I also have very little or no love.  Slavery sucks.  I don't think God is real.  So there's really no one to save me.  No even believes me in the first standard.  Woe is me.  I'm tortured and mocked and punished. Woe is me.  Crying out to God helps no one.

Revelation 21:4
One day there will be no more Death, Mourning Crying or Pain.  Revelation 21:4

Knowledge of God would set the world on fire.  It would spread faster than the speed of light.  I believe the world lacks knowledge of Jesus and God.  Knowledge of God would spread faster than anything.  We lack this knowledge.

The Holy Ghost has unlimited power to give us.  But we can become immune to that power.  Markers and placers need to be set to moderate intake of power.  You can use unlimited power more efficiently.  One person with unlimited power can do greater things than another with unlimited power.  They are using it better.  The devil probably has unlimited power as well.  But it's how he's built his house to enable and take advantage of that power and produce and tap into the power in the first place.  Maybe the devils power has a limit and isn't unlimited like God's I dunno.  The Devil has kept pace with God for a while but eventually God should pull ahead and leave the Devil in his dust.  With each day the Devil grows weaker and God and us grow stronger.

Cool Story Bro.

Power should maybe be reserved for suffering and hard times if power can be reserved activate and use it then.  Bawahahah.  Your a loon.

Darcy Lee

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Three Days Grace I Hate Everything About You.

I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace.

Rediscovered this today.  Use to listen to this from ages ago and remembered quite enjoying it so adding here to my collection.

Darcy Lee.

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Alphaville Big In Japan 1984

Big In Japan - Alphaville 1984.

I found this after watching a song called "Forever Young" also by 
Alphaville and read the title of this song so checked it out as the 
songs title is like a thing that everyone's heard.  I think you might 
have to click the You Tube button and watch it on You Tube.  

Anyway the song is kind of catchy.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

The Script Hall of Fame

The Script - Hall of Fame.  Ft.  Will.I.Am

Wasn't sure if I had added this but searched Google and my site and couldn't find it on there.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Only Girl In The World Rihanna

Only Girl In The World - Rihanna

Heard this once and wrote it down then looked it up again today.  It starts of ok but is just average but then good when it's like "take me for a ride" I think that's it anyway.  I just like this song for now and am posting it.  I have turned out to be quite the Rihanna fan anyhows.

Friday, May 24, 2013

My Life Information.

Hey all.  (I'm talking to myself no one reads this).

I been playing a little bit of Diablo 3.  I'm back up to $105 US dollars in my Paypal account but haven't had any sales for a couple nights now which is sad.  My inventory isn't the greatest I guess.  I am planning to expand with my brother lending me his D3 account so i'll be able to list twice as many items for sale, as most know there is a 10 item limit on the D3 Auction House.  This means i'll probably spend between $10 and $15 dollars on acquiring new stuff to sell for profit so will knock my Paypal balance a little.

My phone bill is in a little bit better shape so i'm going to try and save for a 24" monitor.  At the rate i'm achieving at the moment it's going to be a fair while.  Another thing is that the ads on this page have been doing alright.  I'm nearing the payout threshold for them but it's probably still a year away.  It seems that the ad's pay more now than they used to back in the day.  I'm also getting more traffic so that helps I guess.

I only actually got my new power supply on Monday after my old one died the bang.  One of the cables is to short so needs to be lengthened otherwise it seems fine so far.  Today I got my ram back that I send for warranty.  Again so far it seems ok and there have been no system crashes.  The original ram started to crash my machine after the first few hours.  It's been like 6-7 hours now without incident.  Yay.  Finally a stable computer.  I had the chance to buy an am2+ motherboard for $55 dollars but it sold before I finally decided I wanted it.  Very sad.  I have a quad core processor that would be faster than what I have at the moment it just needs a MB.

What else has been happening um.  I made a couple more pages on and , these are websites where with a page you ask for donations.  Some people have made a lot of money to start their project or fund whatever or maybe a sickness or something, some have made over 10k or even 100k.  I haven't gotten any donations but I did get one comment that's about it.  On my page I said that my suffering was probably in the top 5% of all time suffering.  I reckon it could be up there in about the top 2% of all time suffering without to much of a stretch.  I guess people just don't see my page buried in amongst all the others or they don't believe me.

What else has been happening er.  I had some new neighbours move into the flat next door to me.  O.  The landlords who had the house on the market because they were getting divorced - well the husband bought out the wife so I don't have to move.  This is great news.  I need stability.  I don't want to be moving around all the time and also there were about 5 open homes which was really annoying with people coming through all the time.  I would still love to own my own home one day with all the benefits that it comes with like cheaper living costs like rent.

Anyhow i'll leave it here for now.  I haven't been doing much at all as usual.    

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

I have been pronouncing Jesus as Daysis as in Days is Christ.  Daysis can be made to sound like Jesus.  Also I have been saying Endalls as Angels.  Anyway I just like this song so i'm adding it.  I could be a Christian if I believed in the bible but it seems so primitive for a God.  Sure there are some good things in there and i'll definately keep reading and listening but to say I believe what most churches believe would be difficult.

I believe in love I think.  Though that fails.  It's not a power to defeat much today of what is happening - of the suffering there is in the world.  Love falls short.  Who is there to help.  Drug could/can aid.  But do u get addicted and live a lesser life because of it.  Love won't help you with general issues or even important things.  It's quite an effort to summon up love which for me i'm probably not achieving/doing anyway it's just something that falls short.  How to love when you suffer?  Dunno.  Much to hard.  But that's possibly what you need to do.  I tried but failed.  Maybe I have never loved.  I had life a lot easier when I was younger.

Anyhow today is my birthday the 11th of May 2013 and I turn 35.  Happy Birthday to me yaya.

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb

This is the GPUZ of my new video card, an ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb.  It cost $130 nz dollars which is about $110 US dollars, the $130 cost includes $10 for courier.
GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2GB.

Since my original 600 watt power supply blew up I thought that it had taken out the video card with it.  I was only running an old 400 watt that was very dusty.  It had enough juice to power an ordinary 64mb pci video card but not enough grunt to run a pci-e.  I didn't know this till after the new video card wouldn't run either so I new it had to be something else.  I finally managed to borrow a 550 watt power supply and both video cards worked fine from then on and I am now able to run dual monitors.  I have a 22" and a 17" set up.  

Anyhow I now have to spend the rest of my hard earned Diablo 3 money on a new power supply.  I had a go with Diablo 3 and my new video card and it is alot better.  It doesn't lag for so long when there's alot of stuff on screen happening.  My new power supply is going to cost about $66 dollars including courier for a 600 watt.  600 watts should be more than sufficient for a while.  I got like 6 years out of my 400 watt power supply before it failed like it did with not being able to run a pci express video card.  I hope all is well with how it fits into the case and such.  It's a pretty small case.  I wouldn't mind a new case.

So with Diablo 3 as an update I have now earnt and drawn down into my bank account $145 US dollars or I got about $164 NZ dollars.  This is all since beginning trading on the 28th of March 2013 and it's now the 7th of May 2013.  I did have a brea k in trading cause my computer was down with no power supply but that was only about 3 days.  

As I write this I also have about $30 dollars in sales waiting to clear and go into my paypal account which will take the balance to about $40 dollars.  It's good.  I only just drawn down some money and I got almost enough to draw down again.  

My next drawdown is going to go on my phonebill as that's about $200 in debt.  After that is in control i'm then going to buy a new monitor hopefully.  A new 24" screen for around $180 NZ dollars I think they are.  I hope I can make it quicker than I can spend it.  Lol.  Not.   

Anyhow enjoy the GPU Z of my new 7750 video card and my mad rambles.  If you ever played Diablo 3 consider using the Real Money AH again if you have stopped playing.  There's still money to be made.  

Friday, May 3, 2013

Will.I.Am that POWER ft. Justin Bieber

Will.I.Am that POWER ft. Justin Bieber.

Ke$ha Crazy People ft. Will.I.Am.

Couple of songs featuring Will.I.Am.  Been listening to a bit of his stuff lately.  He sure gets around.

M4Sonic Virus.

Another one from M4Sonic called Virus.  Live Launchpad Original.

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

New Video Card ATI HD7750 + D3 Update.

I have been talking about Diablo 3 Real Money Auction House in my last post and will update now.  On Sunday the 21st  of April 2013 I passed $100 dollars US in my Paypal account for the first time.  That same day I withdrew $90 US which basically equalled $102.93 NZ Dollars and on Wednesday the 24th of April 2013 the money was there in my account.

That all being said I was going to spend the money on buying World of Warcraft Mists of Pandaria and 1 months subscription.  Unfortunately on Tuesday the 23rd of April the power supply in my computer decided to die taking with it the video card.  I have a spare power supply but it's only 400 watt and it's quite old like nearly 8 years old so it will need replacing soon enough.  Anyway I have ordered a new video card.

I spent $131.41 cents including courier on an ATI HD 7750 which according to a review written days ago is the most powerful video card in its bracket for the money and it's also the most powerful before needing an external power supply.  In other words it draws all it's current from the PCI-E slot.  According to GPU Z it's nearly twice as powerful, maybe two thirds as my old card which I paid $185 for back in 2010.  Plus is has 2gb of ram.  My old card an ATI HD 5670 had only 1gb.

I also spent $12 Dollars on couriering 2gb of ddr2 800 MHz of ram that I bought that was faulty and made my machine crash periodically.  It was $6 each way as it had to go to Auckland where I bought it from.

My mum paid some of the cost of the video card but it means that I can't play World of Warcraft as all my hard won Diablo 3 money went on the video card.  

So anyway that's it.  All my extra money I earnt has gone....  Although, I have been getting a few sales recently and my Paypal balance will be up to $58 US dollars by this time tomorrow once some money has cleared.  I still had $10 in there from when I withdrew the $90 but this does mean I have earnt yet another $48 dollars since the 21st of April 2013.   I earnt like $150 US total in a month from March 28th when I very first started trading in D3 to now.  


Darcy Lee


Sunday, April 14, 2013

Diablo 3 Auction House.

Diablo 3 Box Guest Passes and Notepad.
Recently i've been playing with the Diablo 3 Gold and Real Money Auction Houses.  I've been buying gear on the Gold Auction House and then re-listing it on the Real Money AH with mark-up to make a profit.

I started with $2.50 in my Paypal account and have worked my way upto currently having $55 US dollars in my paypal account with another $11 in sales due to clear overnight tonight, so really i've got $66 US.

Not only do I have $66 US dollars but I also have 10 legendaries all valued between $5-$15 US dollars listing value on the RMAH which are currently all listed and waiting for someone to purchase them.

All I did was research the markets and bought low and sold high using the price difference between the two different Auctions houses.  I buy gold off the gold AH for US $0.25 cents a million.

With the US $2.50 I had in my paypal account I  bought 10 million gold and then bought one item off the gold AH.  I sold that item at a profit and then once the money had cleared I had enough money to purchase enough gold to now buy 2 items from the Gold AH.  I just continued in this pattern of purchasing gold looking for bargains on the gold AH and re-listing them with mark up on the RMAH.

It's taken about 3 weeks to earn that money so it's not like you'll be able to earn enough to make a decent living but if you have some spare time like me then this is probably something you can do to earn some extra money.  The game has paid for itself so far.  But it is a dying game.  It's nearly a year old now and people will be moving away.  An expansion will revive things but that's probably a year or two away.

What the Diablo 3 AH Looks Like.
It's has been fun getting sales of things and watching the profits roll in.  It's getting harder now though as well.  There don't seem to be as many bargains as there once was.  I do wish that I had been doing this earlier.

One really good way of getting gear that will fetch a good price is to bid on items.  You basically need to be there when the auction closes but you can get gear this way alot cheaper than sometimes paying the buyout price.  Sometimes it's worth the wait to place a bid not to get the gear straight away .  You should place a bid at the max of what you think the item is worth and on how much of a mark-up you can place on it.

If you plan of using Diablo 3 RMAH then stats to look for are Critical Strike Chance, Attack Speed and Critical Strike Damage.  Anything with one or two of these stats is worth alot of gold.  These stats also when combined with Vitality and one of the primary stats Dexterity, Strength or Intelligence make them item even more expensive.

With the money I have earned i'm going to purchase World of Warcraft - Mists of Pandaria and some game time and start playing that again.  That at least is my hope.  I also hope to make a lot more money from the Diablo 3 RMAH as I make better choices in gear selection and learn to price stuff more efficiently for sales.

If you own the game and you have some free time and a couple dollars in your paypal account then you should definitely look into trading on the AH for some spare dollars and a bit of entertainment.  You don't even have to play the actual game you can just trade pretty much like what I do.  If you persevere and do the maths you should make a profit.

 Darcy Lee