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Monday, April 25, 2011

Confer, Money, House.

So fail. And more fail. My life is pretty much fail. Tortured everyday. Yay.

My auction on Trademe for failed. No one placed a bid. I did get 600+ views on the auction though. That's pretty good for a domain auction on Trademe. You can find the auction Here.

Think I will give up on trying to sell domain names now. Trademe is like $20 dollars to place an advert. Just too expensive. I do suppose that it stops all the rubbish domains from being listed but it should be cheaper like $5 dollars. I have an account with which is a domain selling place but not having much luck there either. Not that I know how to choose a domain that will sell anyway. I guess the bubble burst along time ago.

So anyways I now have diverting to this site, i'll keep it until it expires which is in just under a years time.

So in analysing my fails. This site doesn't get enough traffic. Either from Google or from other sites that link to this site. In fact not many sites link to my page. This is why i'm not getting any traffic I believe. Also there's something not right with the things I write, the way I write. I'm not all together with it in the head. So the quality of my writing is not up there with everyone else.

I've tried getting links from other websites but yeah fail. I don't know how to build quality links that will raise my rankings in google. The links i wish could even be of the quality of providing traffic in them selves as i have seen with some people linking. They get hits from when other sites who have been found in google.

This blog only generates between 1 and 10 hits a day. My which has less links and way less content generates between 5-15 hits a day. Solely from google, simply because I have high ranking for the term Pet Rocks For Sale.

At the moment from google (not that anyone cares but i'm writing to fill space to look cool and to make this blog lived in) at the moment from google the top two pages that get results are my bill gates house and slash his email address page and now from not so long ago my gpuz page of my new video card, both pages can be found Here and Here ... Both these pages show up in google for search terms relative to them.

Using Google Webmaster tools I am ranked highly for the word donate. I don't know how to move on from that. I like to ask for money. Money is another word i'm highly ranked for. There are 333 occurrences of donate on this website according to the tools. Money occurs 291 times. House is 3rd at 215 times. So Donate Money House. Top ranking words of this website.

The next top ranking words are:

4. Reality 196 times
5. Technology 196 times
6. Virtual 184 times
7. World (2 Variants) 152 times
8. New (2 Variants) 151 times
9. Darcy 141 times
10. Lee 136 times
11. Gates 135 times
12. Government 126 times
13. Dollar (2 Variants) 122 times
14. September 121 times
15. Bill (2 Variants) 117 times

K so lets analyse this a little. I don't want to say donate so much. There must be other ways of saying giver your money to me please. One word is gift. Please gift your money to me. I don't have good reasons why you should gift your money other than i'm poor and am sick enough to not be able to work for the rest of my life. My writing styles show I am poorly educated as well so don't have many opportunities . How was that?? Asking for money without the word donate?

I looked up donate in a thesaurus here's what i got.

Main Entry: Donate
Part of Speech: Verb
Definition: Make a gift of
Synonyms: accord, ante up, award, bequeath, bestow, chip in, confer, contribute, devote, do one's part, dole out, feed the kitty, get in the act, give, give away, grant, hand out, lay on, pass the hat, present, provide, subscribe, sweeten the pot.

So there's a few words I can use to get someone to dole out and sweeten the pot. Here are some more words you may be interested in if you are starting a chip in, feed the kitty donate website.

This is for the word Distribute: Administer, allot, apportion, appropriate, assign, bestow,circulate, consign, convey, cut up, deal, deal out, diffuse, disburse, dish out, dispense, disperse, dispose, disseminate, divide, divvy up, dole out, donate, endow, fork out, give, give away, handout, issue, lot out, measure out, mete, parcel, partition, pass out, pay out, present, prorate, radiate, ration, scatter, share, shell out, slice, sow, strew.

This is for the word Give: Contribute, Supply, transfer, accord, administer, allow, ante up, award, bequeath, besow, cede, come across, commit, confer, consign, convey, deed, deliver, dish out, dispense, dispose of, dole out, endow, entrust, fork over, furnish, gift, grant, hand down, hand out, hand over, heap upon, lavish upon, lay upon, lease, let have, make over, parcel out, part with, pass down ,pass out, permit, pony up, present, provide, relinquish, remit, sell, shell out, subsidize, throw in, tip, transmit, turn over, vouchsafe, will.

So if anyone would like to contribute and throw in some money they can by clicking the paypal button that is all over this page. No one has ever awarded me with their money in nearly 5 years of working on the internets. (Awarded originally said donated until I changed the construction).

See what I did there, I used contribute and throw in instead of donate. Much cooler than using the word donate for probably now the 340th time. I wonder if the Internets will ever payout to me?

I want the word Technology and other words. This blog isn't so much about consumer technology but secret technology that the government possesses. Virtual Reality Technology. Pictures in your head. Psychologists will call you schizophrenic. But any way the technology exists. I don't have much to write about this technology. I can't think of anything that would be important. The idea that you will have a headset is not new but the headset will be using your brain as a medium to receive the pictures not just to have a small screen infront of your eyes. Probably you won't even need a headset. Everything will be wireless. Pictures in your head technology. Wirelessly. The technology is real I can't stress this enough. It can definately be used to manipulate and control. You don't want to be an enemy of the people behind this technology as I am. I am there enemy. They don't like me. That's why I don't know much about the technology.

Things I know. They can send a picture/video directly into your head/brain/eyesight. A video, a computer image, it can be anything. Think porn. Inside you. Just like a dream except fully awake except generated by computer. This is the power they have. Some of the uses they have developed. They can see what you see and overlay information and graphics. No longer do they have to plant cameras in your house. You can be the camera. Your very own eyesight can now be a camera. People completely deny the existence of this technology and get angry and upset. Most people simply won't believe you.
So on that note i'll finish with a scripture from the King James Bible. I'm going to quote a few scripures in posts to draw in a few christians. I'm an agnostic athiest myself. Matthew 12:34-37

34 O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. 35 A good man out of the good treasure of the heart bringeth forth good things: and an evil man out of the evil treasure bringeth forth evil things. 36 But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. 37 For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

There ya go one boring scripture. I like the part "For out of the abundance of the heart of the mouth speaketh".

So it's like every word you say comes from having an abundance in your heart. If you have good in your heart then your words are good. I want good words/treasure to bring forth good things from. I'm low on treasure. If you studied at school. Thats like treasure. A resource. The ideas concepts you learned at school/university from our jobs interactions with people flow from our hearts maybe and whatever a heart is. My heart has not much an abundance of good words or treasure though there are plenty of words on this page. I'll try and remember to quote a few scriptures during or at the end of my posts for a few posts anyway I won't go to overboard. I like scripture at the moment even though i'm an atheist agnostic. That was Matthew 12:34-37 again.

Thats it for me for now.

Darcy Lee

Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band. The Beatles.

Listened to this for a few times as well to add to the beatles collection.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

We Can Dance If We Want To. Safety Dance. Safe to Dance.

I hear sometimes Weaken Dance and/or We Condense. Listened to this for a few days so posting it here.

Meaning of song

The writer/performer, Ivan Doroschuk, has explained that "The Safety Dance" is a protest against bouncers stopping dancers pogoing to 1980s New Wave music in clubs when Disco was dying and New Wave was up and coming. New Wave dancing, especially pogoing, was different from Disco dancing, because it was done individually instead of with partners and involved holding the torso rigid and thrashing about. To uninformed bystanders this could look dangerous, especially if pogoers accidentally bounced into one another (the more deliberately violent evolution of pogoing is slam dancing). The bouncers did not like pogoing so they would tell pogoers to stop or be kicked out of the club. Thus, the song is a protest and a call for freedom of expression. It has been claimed that the meaning of the song can be found in similarities between "Safety Dance" and "Safe to dance". Other lyrics in the song include references to the way pogoing looked to bouncers, especially "And you can act real rude and totally removed/And I can act like an imbecile".

Doroschuk denies two common myths about the song. First, it is not a call for safe sex. Doroschuk says that is reading too much into the lyrics. Second, it is not an anti-nuclear protest despite the nuclear imagery at the end of the video. Doroschuk says that he considers Men Without Hats "a punk band with one hit song" and that as such they were "anti- everything".

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Mad Rambles. Cigarettes, For People Who Smoke, Wow and House Dreams.

Haven't been playing World of Warcraft much lately. There isn't much to do if your not raiding. I'm bored with the auction house, I have 135,000 gold. Healing is a challenge. A friend of mine has been playing my mage for me and my mage is now more geared than my druid. Also my friend joined a pretty advanced guild and got walked through Blackwing Descent the first four bosses anyway so my mage is also further raid progressed than my druid. My druid doesn't even have any raid kills.

What else has been going on in my life, not much. I'm still very poor cash money wise. I just got a pay rise of $3.20 NZ dollars a week thank you New Zealand government. That puts me on $308.38 per week NZ dollars in the hand. But there's nothing left over once i've paid all the bills like rent, phone, Internet, electricity, bought petrol and food. Sigh No money left to buy additional stuff that's needed.

So today the 20th of April 2011 is like exactly 7 months since I gave up smoking to the day.

Some things I could suggest that might help but not really. You need something to occupy yourself and pass time for the first couple few days. I used World of Warcraft alot. I just played and passed time. Maybe start playing computer games maybe PS3 or Xbox 360. Getting rid of all tobacco and related stuff is a good idea. Also try and run out of tobacco at night time just before you goto bed so you get the whole night to sleep and be free from cigaretters for at least 8 hours initially before waking up. You will get cravings but you have to resist them this is where occupying yourself comes in.

They say nicotine gum or patches can help with the cravings. I guess you have to be aware that you will get cravings or thoughts about cigarettes but being occupied with things can help them to pass quickly. You have to be determined and have a lot of guts.

Another thing is not being around others who smoke. Often others will offer you cigarettes sometimes going out of there way to make sure you smoke. Also seeing others smoke can make you wonder what it would be like. A temptation.

I'm watching Bastion of Twilight at the moment on World of Warcraft. My friend is playing my mage and i'm using his laptop on Wifi with the batteries. Guess what. The battery died just then and it's now a couple of hours later and i'm back on the desktop and my friend has gone.

My friend got to the last boss of Bastion of Twilight and then got switched out. Not that anyones interested in that.

I was just typing this out on his laptop for something to do. I've truly run out of things to post about. I've asked for money lots on this website but that's failed. No-ones interested in giving me money.

Saying that i've made about $33 dollars US on the google ads u see on this page. Amazing yes. Well the thing is thats over nearly 5 years of having them. Another thing is you don't get paid out until you reach $100 dollars. It's in my interests that people click the ads but mostly the ads are for something terrabad so don't get clicked. Not that I have much traffic anyway. It's all about traffic. The more people you have visiting your site the better you do. So at the current rate I should get a payout from google ads within another 10 years. Lol

I've written about this before but truly I have nothing new to write about. What else can I write about? I'm going through Sisters of Mercy on YouTube at the moment listening to different songs of theres. Someone I knew had there cd a long time ago you should check out Temple of Love by them if you haven't heard it.

Ok i have nothing to write about now. I wish I had more money. Mostly I want a house so I can be somewhere more permanent and be even more retired and have more money because your not paying rent because you own the house. There's still bills like insurance and rates but these are cheaper than paying rent. I dream of owning my own house and not having a mortgage. A nice modern brand new house thats large. House prices are so expensive now that a mortgage is out of the question for me.

It's about (just guessing) $200,000 NZ dollars to buy the cheapest house in the town I live in. That's not in a very nice area and that's not brand new.

Anyway my dream of a house is nearly impossible in today's modern world. In the mean time I still have to deal with a mouse infestation in my current house.

I wish I could afford to move but if I do all my costs will go up and I will have to borrow for bond and weeks in advance which I will have to pay back reducing how much money I have for upto a year. I don't quite feel well or motivated enough to get a job yet. I think i'm allowed to earn upto $80 dollars NZ per week without it affecting my benefit income.

Moving would be a pain unless I found the ideal location. At the moment the supermarket is right across the road from where I live and there are other shops just down the road a little as well. But yeah the supermarket is so useful being able to just run across the road and do your grocery shopping. It would be a lot harder if I had to use my 50cc scooter to do the traveling inbetween home and the supermarket.

Ok so thats me for tonight. The photo is a Northern Mockingbird or Mimus Polyglottos. The other photo is of a random house. Donate by clicking the paypal button.

Darcy Lee

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

All Your Base Are Belong To Us

Saw this ages ago and thought it was really funny.

All Your Bass Are Belong To Us.

"All your base are belong to us" (often shortened to "All Your Base", "AYBABTU", or simply "AYB") is a broken english phrase that became an Internet Phenomenon or meme in 2000–2002. The phrase came about as the result of the spread of a Gif Animation that depicted the slogan. The text comes from the opening cutscene of the 1991 European Sega Mega Drive version of the video game Zero Wing by Toaplan, which was poorly translated from Japanese.

On June 1, 2006, the video hosting website YouTube was taken down temporarily for maintenance. The phrase "ALL YOUR VIDEO ARE BELONG TO US" appeared below the YouTube logo as a placeholder while the site was down. Some users believed the site had been hacked, leading the host to add the message "No, we haven't been hacked. Get a sense of humor."

The Beatles - Yellow Submarine

I always got a laugh with the way they timed the submarine to move on this video to the chorus.

The Beatles - I Am The Walrus

Got a few days out of the 3 Beatles songs posted here and still listening.

The Beatles - Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds.

"Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" is a song written primarily by John Lennon and credited to Lennon/McCartney, for The Beatles' 1967 album Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band.

Lennon's son, Julian, inspired the song with a nursery school drawing he called "Lucy — in the sky with diamonds". Shortly after the song's release, speculation arose that the first letter of each of the title's nouns intentionally spelled LSD. Although Lennon denied this, the BBC banned the song.

Title and lyrics

Julian's drawing

Lennon's inspiration for the song came when his son, Julian, showed him a nursery school drawing he called "Lucy - in the sky with diamonds", depicting his classmate, Lucy O'Donnell. Julian said, "I don't know why I called it that or why it stood out from all my other drawings, but I obviously had an affection for Lucy at that age. I used to show dad everything I'd built or painted at school, and this one sparked off the idea..."Lucy Vodden née O'Donnell, in a BBC radio interview in 2007, said, "I remember Julian and I both doing pictures on a double-sided easel, throwing paint at each other, much to the horror of the classroom attendant... Julian had painted a picture and on that particular day his father turned up with the chauffeur to pick him up from school." Vodden died of the immune system disease lupus in 2009. Lennon was surprised at the idea that the song title was a hidden reference to LSD.[3]

It was purely unconscious that it came out to be LSD. Until someone pointed it out, I never even thought of it. I mean, who would ever bother to look at initials of a title? It's not an acid song. The imagery was Alice in the boat.

Britney Spears - Piece of Me

I've played this more than once over a couple days now so think this qualifires to add to the collection.

Britney Spears - Piece of Me.

Korn - Thoughtless Live Acoustic

I got a couple days out of this song. I just liked the chorus. But now i'm not so sure, but posting here for the memories.

Korn Thoughtless Live Acoustic.

Telephone Lady Gaga Feat HBH.

This is a video I found I kind of like abit but I liked Lady Gaga at the time. I've stopped listening to lady gaga for the moment but I decided I wanted to compile the videos I have been watching, usually more than once and have lasted a day or 2 before being moved on for something else.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

New Domain - Wasting Money. Something I'm Good At.

So I finally came to the realisation that i'm good at something. I can spend money really well and i'm also really good at wasting it.

I bought a new domain on impulse without putting much thought into it. The domain is which can be pronounced AMERICA. What a complete and total waste of money to be honest.

To add further insult to injury (I know this is really boring and you don't care but no-one reads this). So to add further insult to injury I then listed the domain for sale on which is like ebay. This cost $20 bucks as well putting my trademe account into debt by like 17 dollars. So in total I spent about $40 NZ dollars on junk, $20 for the domain and $20 for the add.

It won't sell. I'm not smart enough to think of witty domains and I don't have the skill to then market them for sale on the internet. People with inside information are the main ones who make money now out of domain names.

So $40 dollars of my hard earned money gone. Sigh. Stupid impulse buys cause you have some spare money.

Also people could misconstrue AMaoriCar maybe. Like racism or something. So I could get flamed.

I just thought it was cool because it was a different spelling of America. If your in the market you could buy a domain for a website and actually use it rather than just selling it. I will probably never use amaoricar for a website and it will probably never sell. Yep i'm fail. And tortured.

Anyway i've bored you enough, I might write a little bit later in the day. Seeya.

Darcy Lee

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Pictures in your Head.

It's been just over 2 months since I posted last. I haven't been anymore busy than usual probably just a bit more lazy. This could be coming from the fact that I don't seem to be getting anywhere with my websites. It seems pointless to post. It relatively is.

But alas I return to keep posting. So some news. Well I managed to get kicked out of my World of Warcraft raiding guild. They said no one wanted to raid with me. :( I'm not the greatest best player but I must be doing something wrong. It's put me off raiding abit. I'm still a noobie raider only really know the first two bosses of black wing descent Magmaw and OmniTron not that that means anything to anyone here.

I'm still wondering how to make money with this website. It doesn't come by posting heaps. One way is establishing back links but not many people are interested in linking to this web page because of me and the topics I cover. It's not that the topics I cover aren't interesting it's just that I have no credibility, also my language is all over the place and not plain or flashy enough.

I'm not very smart. But one thing is for sure the government has the ability to send pictures into your head. To read and monitor dreams and do all sorts of crazy things inside your head with pictures and artificial intelligence.

It's probably 30 years before this technology gets released to the public but i'm telling you it exists now and has existed for over 10 years that I know of.

Anyway continue to ignore me internet community. There must be progress made in addressing this technology. But for now it remains an internet and world myth.


Believe, Belief.

Hello. It's been nearly seven months since I have had a cigarette. My life still sucks though. At the moment my house, the run down squaler place that I live in, is infested with mice. I've mice trapped six of the suckers so far, but they are still running around. I don't know what to do.

They are really hard to trap with what I have as the traps aren't sensitive enough and the mice just eat the bait with out setting off the trap. But still i've managed to trap 6 mice. This is really gross. Ewwwww.

The other day upon arriving home I saw a Rat, not a mouse but a rat.

So with these things in mind and the obvious poor quality of this website you should consider donating, giving to me, to lift me out of the terrabad conditions that I live in.

I'm working here to make money. In the 5 and half years I have been living in this house I haven't made more than $40 NZ dollars bucks online. So I pretty much fail. My pet rock shop gets heaps more hits than this webpage and contains a fraction of the content.

I am by ways of posting on this site working. But it just doesnt pay off. There have been some successful websites with creators behind them posting useful and helpful material, but the people behind them are smarter and healthier and more motivated than me.

I could've been rich by now. But the powers won't allow it. I feel pretty tortured and ripped off just to say. Especially tortured. Especially ripped off. Tormented. Broken. Betrayed. Used. Never Ending. By real live people.

There is no where to go.

No one believes.