"At The Bottom". Longecity.com Thread.

I posted this yesterday in my At The Bottom Thread on Longecity.com and am adding it now.  This actually came before in the thread than the post I made to this site just before down below.  So thread order was this post was yesterday the 3rd of June and the post below was written and appeared in the thread today the 4th of June.  This is an older post to the thread than the post made below.


HERE IS THE POST MADE TO THE THREAD:



1117 views as of todays date. This thread began on January 29th 2014.  Not much has happened.  I have moved and managed to find a new flat paying the same weekly rent as the old flat.  I am comfortable I guess but still poor.

By owning my own house mortgage free and just paying rates and insurances it should be half the cost of rent that I pay at the moment.  And if I have a granny flat that's able to be rented out then it will provide an additional $100-$150 in money as well.

This xtra income would immediately enable me to double my spending on food and give me a little savings as well. At the moment I'm pretty much a one meal a day guy unless it's payday then I have a little bit more to eat.

So this is my ultimate goal and plan to own my own house with a granny flat mortgage free.  This would set me up for life as I basically have a guaranteed income from the Govt for the remainder of my life and I never have to work.  I just need a little extra income to feed myself and save money for new computer, 60" TV and push bike etc etc and could do these things at just $40 bucks a week saving which is a couple grand a year but with a granny flat I would probably have even more to save.

No one will ever employ me.  I haven't worked for 15 years now so this is why.  I have lots of time though. This time can be devoted to a social internet life.  I run a website and post on about 2-3 other large forums other than this one.  I

l play World of Warcraft but can only afford one more month of time at US $15 a month. This is all the money I have left over from earnings from the Diablo 3 Auction House when you could make money selling gear from that.  I made about $600 US over about 6 months.  I'm hoping my mum will pay for Warlords of Dranei the next World of Warcraft expansion due out in the next 6 months and like 3 months time that should be enough for me to of had enough.  I've been playing WOW since September 2007.  I stopped playing shortly after the cataclysm xpac and have only just recently a few months ago got Mists of Pandaria xpac when it was on sale for NZ $20 dollars.  I have got about 250 days played across all my characters.  I have a 90 Druid, 90 Mage, 90 Pally, 83 Hunter, 80 Rogue, 80 Death Knight, All ally, also, 90 Priest, 50 Monk, 44 Lock, all horde,  These char are all on the same server.  I am starting a shaman who is 19 at moment on a completely different server.  The shaman is going to be my free level 90 boost that you get with Warlords of Dranei.  I'm going to level him to level 60 so I get free profession boosts to 600.  I actually started to level the horde monk with this intention and then realised it would be a lot better to start a character on a new server so I could be rich on that server as well.  I am already quite rich on both horde and ally side on my current server.  Recently I have been trading in pets.  Made a little bit of gold out of them.  Best I did was trade two pets that cost me 2k for another pet that I sold and got 7600 gold after fees had gone out so 5600g profit.  Cool.  I did level the pet to 25 so that did make it worth a bit more but that didn't take long.

I talk about WOW because it has taken up alot of my time of the last few years.  It's what i've been doing.

I have been a member of this forum since August 2006 and have been a member to the other forums I post on for about the same time so that's around eight years.

Anyway thanks for reading.  I'm really after a house that someone who is extremely wealthy can buy me.  I'm using the internet to achieve this.  Again thanks for reading.

Leeda.




That's the end of that particular post.  Here is another shorter post I made to the same thread just before. Science rules.  THREAD:



My Suffering > (Greater Than) Price Of A House.

It's science based when I say I have earned a house through suffering.  This is science based.  Backed with real tangible evidence and scientific knowledge.

Those who say I should get out and work and get a job.  I have done the work.  It was condensed in suffering.   The most extreme.

So Science backs me when I say I need a house under certain conditions.  I have suffered for this house.  It has been earned.  I have earnt it.  It has been paid in full.  This is pure truth and science.

Unrefutable.



Where is my house?  PLS.




That's the end of both posts.  Another great wall of text with no images.  Enjoy reading.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Thread I Post In, On Immortality Forum, Longecity.com

I made this post to the longecity.com forum which is an immortality forum.  You can find the thread HERE.  It's quite a long post.  I'm asking for a rich person to buy me a house on the forum.  One of the few forums that has let me post such a thing.  It has about 1100 views in 5 months.  So far it hasn't been deleted which is cool and the forum doesn't see many new threads or posts so my thread stays relative to the top.




Ahow bananas THIS IS THE POST FROM THE THREAD ENTITLED "AT THE BOTTOM" :




You would find it very hard to find someone who's suffered more in their life than me.  Maybe 10 people on the planet.

I have found that there is quite an adversary for people who want to live forever.  People joke about it like it's never going to happen.  There is definitely a fight against certain people who don't want to live forever and we are made a joke of.

I'm sure the Governments of the world are working on immortality and life extension but there are us who can take care of the little things.  We need numbers I think on this one to solve for immortality.  Soon our brains are going to be wired to a matrix type computer brain interface.  It's possible that everybody has a part to play with this sort of technology involved.  Everyone has weights and burdens in life.  Through manipulating our thoughts with computers this is the most likely answer that will lead to immortality.  I say this because the technology exists now in secret form.  The ability to put an image into the brain mind eyes now exists. The ability to interface with dreams exists.  Mind control exists.  They are not afraid to keep it secret and use it on whoever they want to.

Now this sounds weird perhaps.  I am never believed.  The Matrix movie came out in 1999.  This is how long they have been working on this technology day and night.  Thats like 16 years.  Also the concept existed way before the movies came out.  If you think they haven't done this yet then your stupid and old and naive and blind and misinformed also uneducated.  They can now put an image picture video in your brain mind eyes.

This type of tech is going to go along way towards the solve of immortality.  It's being hidden at the moment.  Because they want to do evil with it and use it against innocence.  This is a kind of power trip they have going over people.  They think they are superhuman and above everyone else.

I hope they are thrown out.

I really dislike this tech even though it has great potential.  While it is secret it can be abused and no one complaining will be believed and treated like a mental health patient. I tell you it's been 16 years since the matrix came out.  How hard to you think it can be.

Already the power exists to monitor every living individuals thoughts.  I have been monitored since I was a kid I remember the first time.  I would've been like 8 or 9.  I'm now 36.  This is how long they have been monitoring people.  They keep us in the dark for this long to take advantage of us.  They purposely blind us through media and movies.  No body thinks it possible.  That's why they get away with it.

I don't want my thoughts listened to.  There should be laws against it.  I haven't done anything wrong to be subjected the way I have been.

And yes these people are the ones responsible for my top 10 suffering on the planet.  The laws that govern us are corrupt.  We need to fight them.  They use mental health as a weapon to discredit and discriminate. The laws that say my mind can be read without my permission are wrong unless I am accused of murder or something or I willingly submit.

And Yes you will get a return one day on your investment in me.  Maybe your kids maybe your grand kids but you will get a return.  I really need a house to live in.

Here is a scripture for you:
Luke 6:34  And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full.

This scripture teaches a rather different teaching than what the world teachs.  But it is saying you will get credit for giving me a house and this credit has to be valuable perhaps.  I'm looking for a rich person who can actually afford a couple 100k without bankrupting or putting themselves out of any comfort.

I like the bible cause it teaches about immortality and hopes for it and also Jesus suffered heaps so we share that in common.  But as far as believing in Jesus Christ and christianity I got to say that I don't believe but I do like quoting the bible and will attempt to pick and choose all the good stuff from it.

The bible has become like a Tolkien epic to me.   I was hoping that the bible came with super powers but it appears tech has beaten out any chance the bible ever had.  I will say that I will continue to try and find the truth even if that leads to the bible and Jesus but I am relatively over looking for any help from that source . The bible has had 2000 years to prove itself and hasn't produced much.  I'll still cheer for it.  But it seems lost.  I'm pretty sure God's not real.  He's never helped me anyway or others that I know.

I guess if you buy me a house you get credit from God according to the scripture I quoted earlier.  But God's not real so that doesn't really work and nobody will buy into that.

So according to the scripture I quoted, the credit that you would get for buying me a house and not expecting repayment is that any good to anyone?

Looking for a holy righteous rich god believing man to set me up for immortality.  See not even a Christian will help me.  I guess Christians are all poor, not just financially.

I'm going to keep making some noise on the internet as I have done for the last 9 years that i've been flatting.

Not many people notice me and I take much abuse.  But that is the nature of the Internet.

Anyways Pls buy me a house from your wealth and not someone who's poor but generous, but someone who's rich and generous.

I am deserving.  I am awesome charity.

You could not find a better place to spend your excess of money.

I guess a Christian won't buy me a house cause I said I don't believe in God.  That's not love kindness or forgiveness.

If love has any play in this then I need a mortgage free house that I own myself to live in.

I guess LOVE can fail.

Haven't had much luck with love.  Been suffering to much to enjoy the pleasures of this world if that's what love is.  Love is possibly essential for immortality.
Otherwise you just have slavery and no one will have freedom.  But what is love?

Love would be giving me a free house.  Most people would agree this would be love and not some other motivation that you have especially after what you have just read.  Love is a good thing to strive for.  If believed it is the highest power.

That's why it's so hard for me to get a house.  SO few PEOPLE love.  Evil comes naturally to most as it's all they are familiar with.

With the internet now it is possible for me to work.

Employ me.  Buy me a house and give me free reign for the rest of my life.

Will Love, Charity and Kindness Come Through?  Watch This Thread.

Talking biblically.  I should have a house. Rich Churches and Christians notice me.  You owe me a house.

Talking To scientists.  I should have a house.  As much as I have suffered.  My suffering inherits me a house.

Now where is my house pls.

Leeda
Darcy Lee






That was the forum post.  Sorry for no pictures.  I thought it would be ok to present a wall of text.  Nobody reads my stuff anyway.  And I write poorly I believe in most cases anyhow.  I've seen much better writing skills. I've also seen people who can't write and read.  So yeah i'm way more advanced than them.  Just saying it doesn't mean much how good you write.  Google never picks up my text and gives it traffic even if I was a good writer.

This has been a long post.  Goodbye.

Darcy Lee




EDIT:

I was going to add a post I made yesterday to the same "At The Bottom" thread on longecity site but i'm now going to do that in a new post on this site.

Laura Story Blessings.

Laura Story - Blessings

This is kind of a sad song I find.  It's very Christian and Jesus.  I did get a few listens out of it though.

It's obviously very hard to believe in Jesus with so many people saying no.  The world pushes Jesus away.

I'm kind of ashamed of my belief in Jesus in the fact that I don't really believe in him.  There's a scripture saying.....  Luke 9:26   Whoever is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels.  And also..... Matthew 10:33 But whoever disowns me before others, I will disown before my Father in heaven.

I kinda love Jesus words but I can't see after 2000 years and the way technology is that Jesus is going to have an impact in the future.  It's possible there will always be believers in Jesus through the entire history.  I find it ever so hard to believe in Jesus and find that he's mostly a myth.  He probably did indeed suffer though so that's a pretty hard thing to do.  He deserves his church.  Isn't it hard to believe in his resurrection from the dead?  This is like a key point of Christianity.  Yet I find myself not believing.

The bible is just so hard to believe in.  Jesus is just as hard but I like what he says.  There is no evidence for his RES or his miracles.  I do like the fact that people gather once a week even if they are praising Jesus and worshipping.  At least there being social and making friends and communicating ideas and efficiencies. Proverbs 27:17 As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another.  The gathering is vital.  It's generally wholesome even if a little crazy from it's base.  I believe it does nothing but good unless they are strict and unlike children possibly.  Just the people interacting and talking and there can be quite alot of people.

John 8:32 The Truth Shall Make You Free.  If I was to know the truth about Jesus Christ and the bible I would have a heavy burden lifted off my shoulders.  It is a puzzle I have tried to solve for a long time.  I think I am at the point of not believing.  It is endless and neverending.  Maybe if I knew what I know now back when I was like 10 years old or something I could solve it with the endless energy I had back then and the much greater mind capacity.  But now I find I am much to dumb and deceived.  I would dearly love to know the truth.

I find I don't want to goto church.  It's to early in the morning for me and their beliefs are different from mine. The bible says not to forsake the gathering. I guess as a non believer this doesn't apply to me. It's unfortunate that I don't know the truth. I am definitely not free.

I need a demonstration of Spirit and Power.  Never seen one.  Who wouldn't believe these days.  So much lacking in todays Christianity.  How can they be happy with what they have even though they are taught to be content with what they have.  I'm pretty sure they don't have Jesus either or the truth.

Perhaps I love money?  Maybe this is my fault?  I need money I find.  To buy food and pay bills.  I also find there is always a shortage of money.  I could always use more money.  I do desire to be rich.  But this is because the opportunity has been within reach.  I would of had many other things to occupy myself the last few years if money wasn't in reach.  But I always seem to be just grasping at it and it's always out of reach never to land.  I hope one day to be wealthy.  But it's taken it's toll.  I don't need much.  Hebrews 13:5   Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have,

I would like a demonstration of spirit and power.  I certainly can't demonstrate such a thing.  I have never seen a demonstration. Nobody is able I guess and this frustrates me a hell of alot.

Christians need to go hard and solve some of these issues.  If they know God why can't others like myself. But I don't really see Christians as knowing God either.  God is hidden.  We are in darkness and people perish from a lack of knowledge.

This has been alot to add to this video but owell.  This is where i'm at with Christianity.

Darcy Lee

Immortality War On Death.

1 Corinthians 15:26 The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

I found this blog entry from my old war on death immortality website that was hosted at 110mb.com.  The site has been taken down now but it was my original blog that I started when I first made a blog all those years ago.  This post is dated 12th of February 2007.  It's an interesting read.  Turns out my house was actually bugged.  I wasn't crazy.

This post represents the theory that I had a song even before September 11th 2001.  I was being monitored as I am able to look back now and see definitely now that I have knowledge of the matrix that has been revealed to me.  Anyway here is the post for old times sake.

12/02/07
If you've just come to this page and this is the first blog entry that your reading then i'll update you as to what i'm up to. Basically i'm just trying to earn some money through the internet. Donations mostly, offering at the moment nothing in return for them. Free money. The money will go towards, well, hopefully a house, but as well all the possessions that make a house a house. Things like televisions, stereos, furniture. Any money will also be used for the general running costs of day to day living as well, electricity, food, basically anything you can think of. Some money could also be used for the promotion of this website, advertising through bidvertiser (i'm currently running a $9 US campaign at the moment from earnings of this website) or even something like the purchase of more domain names.

Things of encountered so far are that there is lots of competition from other websites who have much better ideas and/or better website design and/or are offering something of value in return. My plan to combat this is to try and operate this website for a long period of time say 4-5 years and over that time integrate ideas that will aid in receiving donations. The time factor is how I hope to compete, with time I will gain alot more content and come up with a clearer direction and have things running more smoothly and have a broader understanding of what is required to earn money for nothing. This website has been running for 5 months now since yesterday. I haven't had much traffic yet. Other websites have had so much more traffic after starting at around the same time. Traffic should be just "over time" as well. I mean i'm in a hurry but I can be patient as well. I haven't had any donations yet. So far i've earned $10 dollars US from a sponsered text link advertisement and thats it. It's a start though.

More information about me is that i'm kinda crazy. This is another reason I desire a house. A house is safety and security. Kinda crazy people need these things. If i'm not crazy then I am at least quite sick. The doctors actually have some debate whether i'm crazy or not, but they do definitely agree that i'm sick. When I was 16 I started smoking cannabis. I got very heavily involved in cannabis but not other drugs. When I was 20 and a half I got very sick and turned to religion. I was and am in alot of pain, i'd describe it like having a headache all the time. Cannabis has done alot of damage to my brain, to my thinking, cognitive and language abilities (basically my life). The lesson perhaps that can be passed to others from my experiences is to avoid cannabis and if you do smoke it to do so in moderation with the aim to get off it completely. I started smoking cannabis thinking that it was safe and the general opinion of people that smoke it is that it is quite safe, but my suffering and misery from it speak differently. The only advice about cannabis that I will give now is to avoid it with a passion. I've moved on from religion now, but that caused me alot of problems, believing in something thats false and not true does that. Thats my opinion of religion now, of Jesus. Avoid Jesus too with a passion. Life is difficult for many, I think it's impossible to avoid believing in things that are lies and wrong etc throughout our lives but most try as I do. So thats where I am at the moment.
Here now is one of my insanity storys, something that I think happened but maybe because i'm real sick it's all just false. I can't tell the difference if you understand. I was/am real sick. It will read as crazy but then some consider I am. I do suffer.

So well I was working in Wellington NZ, at Bond and Bond an electronics retail store as a sales person. I new for ages that I was on the way out and was sick but I just kept going hoping that I would pull through and get better. I was definitely delusional, mostly religious beliefs. So with my delusions I quit my job and moved back to my parents house. Well for some reason I thought that the government had bugged my parents house, as ya do when your delusional and religious. Well to deal with this I made a few comments out loud directly speaking to these so called listening devices. One comment was "It's sin in your time". It's hard to keep things in context, but what I meant was sorta like they were sinning with these listening devices and that "In your time". From here I will introduce you to the word "Mondegreens". A mondegreen is the mishearing (usually accidental) of a phrase in such a way that it aqquires a new meaning (form wikipedia). Like you hear a song on the radio and think the lyrics say one thing perfectly but when you look up the lyrics they actually are completely different from what you heard. Click the mondegreen link to read the wikipedia article. What i'll add next is that somehow I got the idea of the word "blue" in my head for about 6 months. I would just be walking around my house and with sadness say "blue" and over that six months I had many conversations with many people about "blue" but I won't tell you what was in those conversations (they new I was crazy of course but blue ya know it just made sense to me the crazy person). I had this belief in blue. For six months everything in my life revolved around the word "blue". (Told ya I was crazy). My answer to any question was quite commonly "blue".

Back to the listening devices. Another thing I said out loud to them was something like "Indeed I would Die" referring to immortality and what I had given and would give for it's invention and to me the only thing to die for. To the listening devices (and possibly cameras now) I also explained I was blue inside and that they were blue. Err ya had to be there. So I was real sick right. Well another of my beliefs was telepathy. I knew I was sick and I believed that the goverment was around and to me they were there to help but there was nothing they could do really. Well, not long after I got sick I was walking across my room and I was like, OH OH, there going to make a song about me. I then sat down on my bed and started to um try and help them write the song, with my telepathy of course. It's hard to explain how it worked but basically it was like combining energy of sorts (disclaimer - telepathy is not real). This was all in my head. Anyway it was real muddy inside my head but after a couple of lines of the song the question was asked what was my favourite car as this was to be included in the song. They chose corvette, but a corvette wasn't my favourite car, so I then started to have an argument (in my head with the songwriters) about how a corvette wasn't my favourite car but they just kept going with the song and wouldn't listen so I just left them to it after becoming real frustrated. That part was real crazy huh. Basically what i'm saying is that all the things I spoke out loud to the "bugs" are mondegreened into the song "Blue" by Eiffel 65 and that I proclaimed "oh oh there going to make a song about me" then had an argument about a corvette not being my favourite car and that corvette is included in the Eiffel 65 song and spent six months talking and thinking about nothing but blue. Just as another thing, I also said out loud to the bugs "Move your Body" referring to how they should move their minds and such. There is another song called "Move your Body" by Eiffel 65, with the minds aspect involved. All just the coincidences of a crazy person I guess. I must say though that I can't exactly communicate efficiently and coherently which would detract from what possibly could be real. All just the insanity of a craxy person I guess.

The mondegreened lines I hear are the chorus, where I hear "Indeed I would die" instead of blue da ba dee, and the line where it says "Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside" I hear as "it's sin in your time". The first part of that line used to sound different before I read the lyrics but i've forgotton now. The only real compelling evidence is that I spent like 6 months mentioning nothing but "Blue". If someone does that and then a song comes out like that what are they to think really. Having the notion that they were going to write a song and then having an argument about a corvette as well hmm er yeah this is crazy. Ignore me. I think there's is also one or two more mondegreened lines in there but this was like 8 years ago so I don't remember. Something else I said to the bugs was "Listen" in the same style that appears in the song.  All just coincidence I guess and the thoughts and experiences of someone who can only be and is crazy. I spent six months saying and doing nothing but "Blue". Anything can be heard wherever you want so don't take this as real to much. I just wanted to say. Oh yeah another thing I said to the bugs is "Blew my house" with the line in the song using blue instead of blew but I won't tell ya the context.

Here are the lyrics to "Blue" by Eiffel 65. Also you could have a look at some of the lyrics mondegreen websites that exist that have examples of peoples lyrics mondegreens as they have heard the same things that I have heard so i'm not alone. This was just a story of some coincidences and some mondegreens of a crazy person I was real sick though so they could of been doing something nice for me as there was nothing else they could do. Blue!!

Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas.  Also a Happy New Year.

I got a new computer chair for Christmas, now my back won't hurt so much.  I also got some shoes and socks and a box of chocolates.  Pretty good takings. Not doing anything for new years again, I'm to old and to poor for that.  I'm 36 in May 2014.  I rather old.  Delusions come easy.  Mistakes also.  Hope I can live a long life without hurting myself or others.  We are all so fragile.  I have a Nanna still alive who's 82.  If she can do it I can at least live another 30 years.

We will see some amazing things in the next 30 years.  I'm hoping for life extension and then onwards and upwards to total immortality.  Failing immortality in my lifetime I believe technology will be such that I will be resurrected without to much hassle along with every other creature and being who has ever lived.  This is a fairly strong belief I have.  I don't think it's to far fetched.  Others disagree about immortality and wanting to live for ever.  I think the future holds a paradise but first there is work to be done in the fields.

Great Joy is possible in the future, probably through tech as it appears God has lost the race, after all God has had 2000 years. I could be wrong.  Maybe tech is Gods plan.  I hope I can find peace and trade peacefully with others.

Here are a couple of scriptures to ponder for no apparent reason.  The Kingdom of Heaven is Like:


Matthew 13:44-46
44 The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.

45 Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls. 46 When he found one of great value, he went away and sold everything he had and bought it

Merry XMAS.

I Wonder Why.....

I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Phone Call On YouTube. Fascist Nations

Fascist Nations.  Phone Call On YouTube.

YouTube Domain Name.

I got a reply back from Youtube regarding the domain I was going to claim.  They said:

Hi there,

Thank you for submitting your complaint. The account in question has been permanently closed, which means that it cannot be reclaimed. Please follow the below link to find other available usernames:
http://www.youtube.com/create_account

And that's it.  So I can't get www.youtube.com/darcylee damn.  Maybe I will be able to grab it when I become famous if that ever happens.  

You can try and claim your youtube.com/domain here.  This is if someone is using it and it's inactive and it's your trademark or copyright.  

World of Warcraft Mists of Pandaria.

Today in my email I got 7 days free time to play World of Warcraft.  My account had not yet been upgraded to Mists of Pandaria which is the latest expansion and today I found in my account 70 dollars which was Diablo 3 ah earnings.  I was going to put on my telecom phone bill but decided I would buy Mists of Pandaria.  I was expecting to pay $65 at Dick Smith but they had sold out of copies.  I next tried Noel Leeming.

Noel Leeming didn't have any copies either but I did see the Sony Muteki sound system and was impressed by it's size.  The pictures I had seen in brochures didn't really do it justice they made it look tiny.  It was actually quite big and looked and sounded quite nice.  Think it was about $1600 hundred.  If I had the money it would probably be the system I would buy.  I even liked the size of the subs.  Honestly I thought the system was tiny.  Anyway.

So I went to the Warehouse as a last resort.  I not only found Mists but they had taken it down from $78.90 to just $19.98.  Bargain.  I snatched it real fast.  So now I have 7 days to level my character to 90 from 85. I still have $50 bucks to put on the phone bill yay.

Here's a photo.

Get Up Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.

Bob Marley Live Get Up Stand Up.

Have like listened to this twice but think that it suits this website.

Get Up, Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.

We Are What We Eat, Chriced.com and Ghostpel.com LOL.

I don't have much news to post.  I have now made about $400 NZ dollars from playing the Diablo 3 Auction House.  I recently just renewed this domain name www.darcylee.com at the cost of about $32 NZ dollars.  It's good till July 2014.  I also bought another couple of fail names that nobody will be interested in but will try selling them on ebay anyway.  The domains cost me $4 dollars each but you can't actually do anything with them.  Like you can't point them to any websites or anywhere.  They are simply your domains registered in an account. Anyhow the domains I bought are chriced.com and ghostpel.com and I currently have them listed on ebay for $500 each not that anyone will buy them.  So far they haven't even got any views.

What else.  I might have a job lined up but it's still a long shot and might not happen yet. It's handling courier parcels at 5am in the morning.  But yeah long shot.  A few things have to happen first before I get it.  Just have to wait and see.

Don't have much else to write about.  Mum bought me $100 dollar bagless vacuum cleaner today.  I don't think it will get much use but I suppose it is handy.  My other one was horrible it sucked or rather didn't suck more to the point.  I do wish I had more money to spend.  At the moment I don't get any spare money each week.  It all goes on bills.

Also I wish I wasn't so lazy.  I wish I would do things day to day and achieve things.  I could post on this website more or make more videos to post on You Tube I could use my time more wisely and astutely to learn new things and skills.  But at the moment i'm very lazy.  I could even cook myself a meal instead of takeouts all the time.  But no i'm lazy.  I don't know how to beat laziness.  I'm a sad story living week to week.

I have been thinking recently about how we are what we eat.  I would really like to get into a lot of vitamin supplements.  Like eat alot of pills.  But this all takes money.  I would like to adapt and adjust my diet maybe eat more but more of the right foods. Anyhow it's pretty much true.  We are what we eat, breath and drink.  I need to make some changes in my life to live healthier.

This is probably not going to happen though.  Money could definitely help things.  But there are things I can be doing without money that I don't do so giving me money wouldn't fix underlying problems it would probably just ease my burden abit and create potential new problems but yes I do need money which could be spent wisely.

A house is a life long dream I have.  Owning my own little 2 bedroom house with garage and concrete backyard with no lawn or very little lawn to mow but this is never going to happen bar something major happening.

Anyhow I'm going to leave it here for now.  Thanks for Reading.  Remember You Are What You eat.

Darcy Lee
 

My Life Information.

Hey all.  (I'm talking to myself no one reads this).

I been playing a little bit of Diablo 3.  I'm back up to $105 US dollars in my Paypal account but haven't had any sales for a couple nights now which is sad.  My inventory isn't the greatest I guess.  I am planning to expand with my brother lending me his D3 account so i'll be able to list twice as many items for sale, as most know there is a 10 item limit on the D3 Auction House.  This means i'll probably spend between $10 and $15 dollars on acquiring new stuff to sell for profit so will knock my Paypal balance a little.

My phone bill is in a little bit better shape so i'm going to try and save for a 24" monitor.  At the rate i'm achieving at the moment it's going to be a fair while.  Another thing is that the ads on this page have been doing alright.  I'm nearing the payout threshold for them but it's probably still a year away.  It seems that the ad's pay more now than they used to back in the day.  I'm also getting more traffic so that helps I guess.

I only actually got my new power supply on Monday after my old one died the bang.  One of the cables is to short so needs to be lengthened otherwise it seems fine so far.  Today I got my ram back that I send for warranty.  Again so far it seems ok and there have been no system crashes.  The original ram started to crash my machine after the first few hours.  It's been like 6-7 hours now without incident.  Yay.  Finally a stable computer.  I had the chance to buy an am2+ motherboard for $55 dollars but it sold before I finally decided I wanted it.  Very sad.  I have a quad core processor that would be faster than what I have at the moment it just needs a MB.

What else has been happening um.  I made a couple more pages on Indiegogo.com and gofundme.com , these are websites where with a page you ask for donations.  Some people have made a lot of money to start their project or fund whatever or maybe a sickness or something, some have made over 10k or even 100k.  I haven't gotten any donations but I did get one comment that's about it.  On my page I said that my suffering was probably in the top 5% of all time suffering.  I reckon it could be up there in about the top 2% of all time suffering without to much of a stretch.  I guess people just don't see my page buried in amongst all the others or they don't believe me.

What else has been happening er.  I had some new neighbours move into the flat next door to me.  O.  The landlords who had the house on the market because they were getting divorced - well the husband bought out the wife so I don't have to move.  This is great news.  I need stability.  I don't want to be moving around all the time and also there were about 5 open homes which was really annoying with people coming through all the time.  I would still love to own my own home one day with all the benefits that it comes with like cheaper living costs like rent.

Anyhow i'll leave it here for now.  I haven't been doing much at all as usual.    

GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb

This is the GPUZ of my new video card, an ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb.  It cost $130 nz dollars which is about $110 US dollars, the $130 cost includes $10 for courier.

GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2GB.

Since my original 600 watt power supply blew up I thought that it had taken out the video card with it.  I was only running an old 400 watt that was very dusty.  It had enough juice to power an ordinary 64mb pci video card but not enough grunt to run a pci-e.  I didn't know this till after the new video card wouldn't run either so I new it had to be something else.  I finally managed to borrow a 550 watt power supply and both video cards worked fine from then on and I am now able to run dual monitors.  I have a 22" and a 17" set up.  

Anyhow I now have to spend the rest of my hard earned Diablo 3 money on a new power supply.  I had a go with Diablo 3 and my new video card and it is alot better.  It doesn't lag for so long when there's alot of stuff on screen happening.  My new power supply is going to cost about $66 dollars including courier for a 600 watt.  600 watts should be more than sufficient for a while.  I got like 6 years out of my 400 watt power supply before it failed like it did with not being able to run a pci express video card.  I hope all is well with how it fits into the case and such.  It's a pretty small case.  I wouldn't mind a new case.

So with Diablo 3 as an update I have now earnt and drawn down into my bank account $145 US dollars or I got about $164 NZ dollars.  This is all since beginning trading on the 28th of March 2013 and it's now the 7th of May 2013.  I did have a brea k in trading cause my computer was down with no power supply but that was only about 3 days.  

As I write this I also have about $30 dollars in sales waiting to clear and go into my paypal account which will take the balance to about $40 dollars.  It's good.  I only just drawn down some money and I got almost enough to draw down again.  

My next drawdown is going to go on my phonebill as that's about $200 in debt.  After that is in control i'm then going to buy a new monitor hopefully.  A new 24" screen for around $180 NZ dollars I think they are.  I hope I can make it quicker than I can spend it.  Lol.  Not.   

Anyhow enjoy the GPU Z of my new 7750 video card and my mad rambles.  If you ever played Diablo 3 consider using the Real Money AH again if you have stopped playing.  There's still money to be made.  

New Video Card ATI HD7750 + D3 Update.

I have been talking about Diablo 3 Real Money Auction House in my last post and will update now.  On Sunday the 21st  of April 2013 I passed $100 dollars US in my Paypal account for the first time.  That same day I withdrew $90 US which basically equalled $102.93 NZ Dollars and on Wednesday the 24th of April 2013 the money was there in my account.

That all being said I was going to spend the money on buying World of Warcraft Mists of Pandaria and 1 months subscription.  Unfortunately on Tuesday the 23rd of April the power supply in my computer decided to die taking with it the video card.  I have a spare power supply but it's only 400 watt and it's quite old like nearly 8 years old so it will need replacing soon enough.  Anyway I have ordered a new video card.

GPU Z ATI HD 7750 2GB

I spent $131.41 cents including courier on an ATI HD 7750 which according to a review written days ago is the most powerful video card in its bracket for the money and it's also the most powerful before needing an external power supply.  In other words it draws all it's current from the PCI-E slot.  According to GPU Z it's nearly twice as powerful, maybe two thirds as my old card which I paid $185 for back in 2010.  Plus is has 2gb of ram.  My old card an ATI HD 5670 had only 1gb.

I also spent $12 Dollars on couriering 2gb of ddr2 800 MHz of ram that I bought that was faulty and made my machine crash periodically.  It was $6 each way as it had to go to Auckland where I bought it from.

My mum paid some of the cost of the video card but it means that I can't play World of Warcraft as all my hard won Diablo 3 money went on the video card.  

So anyway that's it.  All my extra money I earnt has gone....  Although, I have been getting a few sales recently and my Paypal balance will be up to $58 US dollars by this time tomorrow once some money has cleared.  I still had $10 in there from when I withdrew the $90 but this does mean I have earnt yet another $48 dollars since the 21st of April 2013.   I earnt like $150 US total in a month from March 28th when I very first started trading in D3 to now.  

Cya

Darcy Lee

   

About September 11th 2001 Letter to Lawyer.

Here is a a letter that I sent to over 100 different law firms asking for representation in court regarding my story.  So far I have gotten one phone call at 11.30pm at night from a UK law firm and he said he hadn't even read the email.  He basically said I should get a NZ lawyer which I have tried.  

Anyway here is the LETTER:

Hello my names Darcy Lee.  I’m looking for a lawyer.  Perhaps you can help.  I found you in Google.  I’ve looked for a lawyer before but never proceeded.  It’s come to the point where a lawyer is necessary as there has been no progress with any of my attempts. I am very poor at the moment I live on the invalids benefit so don’t have any money but this is the potential for multi millions so should be proceeded if you understand and financially you should realise the potential.  Here’s my story.  I will pay the bill.  But you have to earn your money.

Once psypwn a time ago I rang Newstalk ZB nationwide NZ talkback radio and was talking live on air with Kerre Woodham during prime time shortly after 9pm.  During the phone call I said “They Don’t Think” three times in a row.  See the thing is you really have to hear the phone call yourself.  It’s not good enough to type about it.  Anyway.  After saying “They don’t think” I then yelled “WAR” at full volume live on air and proceeded to call whoever was listening to stand up and be ready.  I laid my life on the line.  I also said “The Thing” x2 and at the end voiced a gleam in my eye.  I voiced that suffering and war were going to happen and two days later the planes hit the buildings. 

 There’s more to the phone call it went for about 30-40 secs or more all about war, you really have to hear it to get the best impression I made an aggressive attacking and defending stance.  So 2 days later the planes hit the World Trade Center and Pentagon.  The phone call was me preparing people for war and warning of war in the only way I could.  You have to hear it.  Maybe you think this phone call is not important.  You have to hear it.  Don’t judge before you have heard the phone call. You have to hear it.  Even if the original phone call wasn’t important what happened next makes it the beginning.  This phone call where I yell war, predicting a war, 2 days before September 11th 2001 is the Mona Lisa of phone calls.  It’s art.  It’s solid.  It’s solid state of the art.  It’s real and copies exist.  You don’t delete and destroy the Mona Lisa.

This phone call I made the initial one before the attacks is important.  People will be interested in this phone call.  It deserves it’s place on You Tube.  I predict that this phone call alone will garner millions of hits from You Tube.  It’s being censored from the public and my freedom of speech is being taken away.  I’m not allowed a copy.  For one, my phone call is important enough to never be deleted.  It pertains to a war, a terrorist attack that was broadcast live around the world, all this only 2 days after the phone calls inception. 

Now maybe you wouldn’t be interested if the story ended there.  You may be thinking that even with millions of hits on You Tube that my phone call wouldn’t generate much money.  The moneys not worth it for you.  The story so far is shaky and crumbly.  No one ever believes me.  I want to bankrupt myself to prove my story.  I must do what it takes. 

Anyhow the story continues.... Well after the planes hit the buildings in America I rang back Newstalk ZB.  If the planes had never hit I would never of rung back. 

In the phone calls that I made after the attacks I asked for a reward (that’s what I called it anyway a reward).  That reward was that famous musicians, Rockstars, make songs out of things I said over Newstalk ZB in further phone calls.  I asked for Eminem by name.

And here it is.....  Now songs by Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Linkin Park, Limp BizKit, Eminem, Tatu, Finger 11, SugaBabes, Outkast, Brooke Fraser, Finn Bro, Greenday, Hoobastank, Grits, Foo Fighters, Avril Lavigne, Stone Sour, Day of Fire,  all have cameo lyrics first spoken by me over Newstalk ZB radio air.... The phone calls still exist as again they are this important they are a base to songs by these groups.  Mostly the chorus.  As in words from my phone calls now are cameoed in all of these artists songs.
  

See the thing is I would rather leave the music out of it, not release those for a while, only after reviewing them and creating decent videos but i’m afraid lawyers might not be interested in my original phone call without first hearing it.  I’m broke remember.  So I have introduced the Music aspect at fear of not being believed.

So there is a phone call where I Yelled “WAR” and made the whole phone call about war.  Then the planes hit the buildings.  So I asked and somebody spent millions on converting things I said in phone calls I made to Newstalk ZB into now famous songs by famous rockstars. 

If you believe me then it should be win win.  We go to court and win.  You get paid I get my phone calls.

I am speaking the truth.  I am not delusional.  But no one believes me.  I need a lawyer to prove the truth.  For this I have to push and pay cash.  For this I say I will be a Millionaire.  But at the moment i’m broke. 

I do own www.darcylee.com www.darcylee.co.nz and www.darcylee.net  which in the future after the truth has set free will be worth heaps.

These domains would be worth considerable dollars I believe.  I am a celebrity even if only by cameo to some of the biggest songs in the world. 

The truth will set free.  The phone calls are the truth. 

Please if you have further questions please ask.  I hope I made sense.  Also please if your not interested could you pass this along to someone you think might be able to help or help me out by putting me in contact with the right people.  I need a lawyer who’s willing to go the distance and get these phone calls.

Copies of these phone calls still exist.  They are simply to important to delete.  They are my property.  People need to hear the phone calls.  I am willing to pay money to get them as they will earn far in excess of whatever I could possibly spend on lawyers fees.  I am willing to bankrupt myself.  If they didn’t want people to hear my phone calls then they shouldn’t have made the songs. 

The songs are secondary.  My first original phone call, where I yelled war, is by far way more important.  People have a right to hear it.  It should not be left unheard.  I have rights that should let me post something of intrinsic value on the internet. 

Ok so I made a phone call where I yelled war predicting a war over live radio talkback air and 2 days later the planes hit the buildings.  I haven’t told you the preparation I made upto the that first phone call.  Here is that.... How I prepared.

So it all started one-day when I was about 11 years old. The local radio station in Masterton New Zealand where I live was doing a live broadcast from Solway Park Hotel (as it was called then), which is Mastertons most flashy hotel. Our teacher grabbed three of us from school at 9.00am in the morning and took us to Solway Park Hotel. I was the first to go on the radio and somehow I thought that the dj was going to go round the three of us and ask us our names, anyway the dj asked me a question and I said my name, Darcy Lee. I never listened to the question to know what I should have said. Ok so afterwards the other kids were teasing me about it. The excuse I used was I was going to be around a terrorist attack and I was going to go back to the radio station to stop it. By saying my name I was storing power which I would claim later at the terrorist attack by returning to the radio with my name being a trigger in peoples subconscious. Sleepers. It was also like offering myself "Darcy Lee" with me stating "this is whats going to happen".  This was all in my mind.  I didn’t say anything out loud.

Ok so when I was 12 years old I went into this bird aviary that my dad had. I started to have this daydream with pictures. In the end the sum total of everything that I saw was that I was going to be around a terrorist attack which I couldn't stop but still had to try but that by being around the terrorist attack it would be greater than stopping it and was in effect stopping it. I still had to try and stop it, that was the sum but it said I wouldn't be able to, I would be around. From that day I practised everything I could about terrorists, and trying to stop an attack. Later at say about 15, 16 years old I discarded my daydream as just something but carried on about terrorists as to me it was the most likely thing that would affect the world. I practised trained alot. Things with the mind mostly, thoughts. Anything I could do with regards to war. I lived. I trained myself for war my own style since 12.

When I was about 19 I was walking home one night and had got to the point with chasing the terrorists that this was going to be the final run of things that I could do and that I had done everything I could do. A run is like refining and narrowing everything and being the best that you can be, becoming more skilled using information and patterns you have thoughts and feelings, I dunno a run. This was going to be my final run on terrorists as after this run there was nothing left to do. I'd been practising for years now. On my way home I got in a fight which basically opened total new areas in regards to the terrorists, a mountain of work, because of the fight. I had looked for the fight before though, ya know lurkers, in the style I use. Mind. Anyway I never completed my final run and new avenues got opened because of the fight. I now had more work regarding terrorists to be carried on with.  Anyone can get into a fight but this fight for some reason created work and new doors i never got to do a final.

About 2 months before 9/11, me aged 23, was at Westpac Stadium in Wellington NZ. I used to get these lines come up in my eyesight sometimes but they were always just random. This time a big jet flew overhead and the lines came up and started following it. They had never done anything like this before. Because of the lines I knew exactly what they meant by the way they were acting and the first thing I said to myself exactly is "What the fuck do they want those for" they being bad guys. I then spent 5 minutes trying to think of things that they would want them for but didn't even come up with something like an ordinary Hijacking. This still was quite a major run on aircraft.

A couple of times I measured within myself independent of everything else I was doing. Question: Event that will affect world that I can have a play in. Answer: Terrorist attack. Question: Where. Answer: America.

When I left school I left because and said "Screw this here they come". I made many preparations in total regarding a terrorist attack, always America. I did many things and trained alot.

So the ending is that 2 days before 9/11 I went on Newstalk ZB a nationwide NZ radio talk show and said They Don't Think 3 times then yelled WAR at full volume made some attacks/stand against the terrorists and then 2 days later the planes hit the buildings.

I practised and trained for a terrorist attack.

Now you want to know the rest?  This will be where I lose you. 

In February 1999 I got really sick and started to suffer.  The doctors have diagnosed me with Skitzophrenia.  This is a lie.  I can prove it.  It was a Government Machine, technology, with real life people behind it that made me sick.  I am held fast under law by this diagnosis.  I am laughed at and mocked and tortured for telling of technology and songs and 911, simply no one believes me.

The first time I could actually believe in this tech was one day around 2008, what happened was a chat window opened up in my head as I was in bed.  Whatever I thought came up on the screen in text and I could also read what they were saying.  It was a chat window just like you would see on a computer monitor with 2 or 3 panes.  This is the first time I actually was able to know that this was technology and after that I was able to go back through my life and found where this machine had been used on me before.  The vision I had in my bird aviary was this machine.  The lines that came up in my eyesight was this machine.
 

These people showed me the machine.  And guess what.  I didn’t like it.  I hated it.  They said about this that no one had ever resisted the introduction to this machine technology before.  Everyone they had come across before loved  this technology.  Technology that can produce an image in the human minds eye can overlay any graphic image picture in the mind and also see what you see and hear what your hear and talk through you.  I had been tortured and raped by it.

I let them know.  They after about 3 months or 2009 they started torturing me with this technology and because of the songs.  I had said America Sucks a few times to them and thats about the only reasons they have for torturing me.  It’s a new torture.  They constantly tease me and mess around with my mind and nobody, not you, believes me.  Anyone who hears this story instantly is bought in by the governments propaganda about mental illness.  How can they possibly have this technology you say. 

It took nearly 8 years from the time of September 11th 2001 until I was finally approached by people in my own house who I couldn’t see using tech to communicate with me and the songs had been made in the mean time.  I had tried profusely to get a copies of my phone calls but was just ignored on all attempts.  I lived in absolute poverty.  The deal was never to not get a copies of my phone calls but they persisted.  I tried from the beginning.  Here is a letter from Kerre Woodham I got.  Kerre is the host of the radio program who took my first original phone call where I yelled “WAR”.  You don’t destroy a piece of reality that is majestic, perfect and graceful and even if this wasn’t true my phone calls are still the base to songs this is why they are kept from me,  like I said if they didn’t want people to know then they shouldn’t have made them.  They shouldn’t have kept me poor.  They shouldn’t have denied me a copies of my phone calls ever.

The first email from Kerre reads:

Darcy, if you don't start taking your pills, I'm going to send the doctors round again. You're not well. No organisation keeps records for more than a year so even if you think you made the call, there will be no record of it. It's vanished into the ether. Google it, and you'll find out that's correct.

There is no record of any imagined call. Now take your pills and leave me alone or I'll get an outside agency to help you do so.

That was the first email.

The second email from Kerre reads:

Right. That's it. You are now spam so I will never receive your emails again and I'm sending the doctors round. They'll be there in the morning.

This was all in attempts to get a copy of my phone calls.

This is an outright lie.  She knows exactly what i’m talking about and exactly what’s going on.  I want some justice.  Why do you not believe the truth.  I have not spoken one lie.  I can prove with these phone calls that i’m not schizophrenic.  Schizophrenia induced by humans with technology is not schizophrenia.  They forcefully drug me under the mental health act and if I say no they put me in hospital where they forcefully hold you down and drug you.  They won’t ever stop drugging me unless I break them.  I need to go to to court.  My initial phone call where I yelled “WAR”  still exists and deserves a space on YouTUBE.  I know what I said in the phone calls.  There are honestly about 30-40 songs now completed by artists with me cameoing in the lyrics and the songs being based very much around what I said.  The artists wrote the songs around what I said in phone calls that they mixed and chopped up.  I asked and it was done.  But like so many you probably don’t believe.  I’m willing to put my life on the line for this.  By life I mean wallet.  I will spend money to prove myself.  Even if you don’t believe me believe myself going to bankruptcy because I will that’s how much i’m going to spend.  Believe the money you can get out of me. 

There is probably a conspiracy behind my original phone call where I yelled “WAR”.  It should never have been with held from me.  I not a fan of the songs that have been created now.  They are just silly and remind me of the great evils that have been done to me at the hands of others.  I have truly suffered because of technology.  Not one doctor could do anything for my suffering.  It was many years screaming without a voice.  People care not by what suffering they cause.  Failing to believe me suffers me.

Do you believe me?  If you have failed to believe me then you have failed to believe the truth.  I don’t know what this means but it’s not good for you.  Failing to believe in the truth has some consequences.  What I have said is the hard line.  I live in a warzone of tech. 

I need your help please.  I need a lawyer to take me to court as many times as it takes until i’m noticed and get copies of my phone calls.  I’m not delusional.  This phone call is beautiful in a landscaped of WAR. 

Will you help?  Do you believe?  How long must i be persecuted for disliking America and wanting my own private space and mind.  I have never had.  They think because I am poor and dumb they can do all things to me.  Will you believe? 

Just believe damn you.  What could you possibly have to lose?  I want justice and right and light.  Not darkness which is secrecy which is evil.  What has been done to me is of great evil now and then it never ends.  I am telling the truth.  I am not delusional.  I am not lying.  If you don’t believe then it is you who are deceived, and this can’t be good for things.  I sorry I speak so harshly.  It’s been so long.  This is my day everyday and has been for last 12 years. 

Will you help me prove what I say.  So far no one has ever helped me as no one believes me but believes in appearances.  Everyone wants to hear their own thing but not the truth.  I have been refined in the fires of suffering.  Death encroaches me all around with jagged snarling teeth.  Are you afraid?   No one believes me.  I’m telling the truth and want to prove it in court as I am being forced to do this.  Anyway reply back if your interested.  Believe the money.  Believe.

Thanks for your time

Darcy Lee

Leave a comment or something react somehow.  Anyway no one believes me.  That's bad for them I guess as the truth should hold some benefit and I have told the truth.

Thanks for reading.  

Forum Post of the Truth.

I posted this post on Abovetopsecret.com but didn't get many replies.  I'll post it here on this webpage as it tells of the current struggle I am undergoing.  I'll post everything I wrote and also any replies I got.  You can find the original thread here it will probably make more sense to visit the link and read the thread.  Here is my original post:

Post Begins:



I was wondering if Ats could make a list on how to get the truth out. What to do. Like say you know something that's highly unbelievable but it's still the truth but because of it's nature no one believes you.

It's a fight.

Or say your fighting the government who want to cover up something. What should you do. How do you go about educating people about what the truth is and getting the truth out. Say your telling the truth without a lie. But yet no one believes you. What do you do then.

Say the government will actively oppose and hunt you and what you represent. I want people to post ideas about how to get people to believe the truth. If any are suitable I will attempt them. Suspend disbelief. The truth must be set free. (The truth will set you free). This is your mission.

Last night and the night before I tried ringing Newstalk ZB a NZ nationwide talkback show. The host off air asked me what I wanted to speak about and I said September 11th and myself. The hosts name was Bruce Russel. I read the first two sentences of the following letter I will post and he cut me off. I rang back the next night and as a joke for the host I guess I spent 45 minutes on hold only to be disconnected after being passed over many times. He had asked me off air my name again and what I wanted to speak about. I said the same thing I said the night before.... September 11th 2001 and myself.

So after being cut off for the second time I sent him this letter:

Letter begins:

The problem I have is belief. Not a soul believes me. This is the letter I was going to read out on your show last night. You obviously don’t want me on your show. You should save this letter. Many years might pass but it will be worth something as with anything I touch.

I’m a rockstar. I am huge. Not many people know it but you have probably been listening to and enjoying my songs. There was a flood of songs. From 2001 to 2009 I can name at least 15 songs by famous musicians with at least a minimum of 30% ranging to 100% of lyrics I created cameod in their songs just as I asked. Read this letter. It is 100% truth. I am not delusional. I am not lying. I am not making this up. I am a rockstar. I am bigger than any olympic athlete and any other NZer you can name past and present. I will be world famous. Some people have spent a lot of money on me. I am news. I am a celebrity. Treat me as you will.

Suspend disbelief, pretend for a second that what I have written here is the truth. When the truth comes out people will be rabid wolves to get an interview and my name will be a household fixture around the world. You have missed the opportunity of a lifetime to accept my call to your show. I must fight for the truth and make a stand. Every word I speak about being a Rockstar is the truth.

But alas you probably won’t even read this and like so many others will fail to believe. At the moment the system is failing me. No one is willing to accept the truth. Not even a lawyer will represent me. So where do I go. Again pretend that i’m telling the truth and that i’m not delusional. Again i’m telling the truth.

I’m sorry that i’m from the future and that I tell the truth without lie, falsehood or delusion. I am going to give my life for this truth. I’m sorry that you don’t believe and that you will be hurt when you learn the facts.

Here is the letter I was going to read on your show:



i wrote this about a month ago and im just going to read it out. It will take about 1min
to 1 min and a half. If I could just read it out and take questions afterwards if any. (This is where i got cut off).

Hi my name is (Not allowed to post name). You can find me at (My domain is my name), or just search in Google for ........ There's 8 letters in the spelling.


Over 10 years ago now, I made a phone call to Newstalk ZB. It was during Prime time talking to Kerre Woodham. As for my part of the phone conversation, some of the things I said included "they don't think" three times followed by yelling "WAR" and then commanding whoever was listening to stand up and be ready for war and fight. I laid my life on the line. I said in the phone call at the end "I lay my life on the line" for my beliefs and what I had just spoken.

2 days later planes hit the Twin Towers and Pentagon in America.

This might not seem amazing just telling you but to really understand you need to hear a copy
of the original phone call I made. Copies of this phone call exist. They are secret. You need to hear.

Are you interested in hearing more. See the thing is probably not. That's been basically
the reply I have gotten so far. You want proof. Proof being a copy of the phone call for
people to listen to.

Here’s where it gets really amazing. I really want people to come to the truth and believe.
I guess the importance of my original phone call has in someway been eclipsed.

After the planes hit the buildings I rang back Newstalk and in further phone calls I asked
for a reward. The reward was this:

That famous musicians, Rockstars, make songs out of things I said over air on Newstalk ZB.

And they did. What i'm saying is that the lyrics of songs by Eminem, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit,
Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Outkast, Sugababes, Greenday, and others are word for word things I
said over Newstalk ZB air just as I asked. Sometimes the whole song is me speaking, every
single lyric, others it's just the chorus and a couple of lines elsewhere in the song.

There are witnesses to the phone calls via the people who were listening to Newstalk when I
made them. One person rang up and said "O my God what a reward". Also I am positive that every
single phone call I made exists on a government hard drive somewhere. With your help we can
obtain these phone calls. I'm talking Freedom of Speech.

The thing is not one person believes me. The phone calls I made are being kept from me
and the secret still remains.

But like I said there were witnesses and even after 10 years they should still remember.

Now I hope this doesn’t cause any offense but I dedicated the original phone call to Ben Smart
and Olivia Hope don't know why but that murder affected me.

One of either Ben Smart or Olivia Hopes father rang up. I had mentioned telepathy in my
phone calls and he said that he had tried it on my advice.

I want to tell him that it's not biological, it's a machine the government possesses.

You want even more unbelief well here's goes. The government have the ability to insert
and extract images, thoughts, moving video pretty much anything you can see on a screen or
thats also been invented, into your mind head brain.

They can read your mind. I guess the father was looking for some closure trying telepathy on my word but with this machine he could find out if Scott Watson was actually guilty and could get images of the murder extracted from Scott Watsons head. This tech is going to change things.

This tech is also something no one believes but if I can prove the rockstar business people will then believe about this technology and I can prove this machine.




Before I could post the continuation as I had run out of characters someone called Destinyone posted here is that post:


Interesting story. You have my attention. Since you can't give your name, surely you can give the name of one of your..as in you wrote and performed, songs. That I think would be legal.

Des





Here is the continuation of my original post:


Letter continues:


They want to keep the rockstar issue undercover because I went nuts at them saying things
like America sucks and swearing at them lots when they showed me the machine and what it
can do to manipulate and control people who are totally unawares and how long I and others,
had been under it's power. This tech is ancient it's not new.

The government of America and NZ keep me underfoot.

But totally that is nothing. I want people to hear my phone call. The original where i
Yelled war. So they will believe. I want to post it on You Tube. ON the internet.

It deserves it's place on You Tube on the internet where it will garner many hits and people
from therein will believe my tale. Not to mention freedom and also freedom of speech and
what is the censorship of my phone calls.

All the pieces will fall into place one day and I shall be exalted but with the time frame
that the government is working on I shall be dead.

The government torture me because of these truths.

This is the truth the whole truth and not a lie. I am not delusional.

So how do I prove all this. There is more to the story of course. But probably more than
you can bare without proof.

Proof. Well copies of my phone calls exist. People who work or worked at Newstalk ZB
have some knowledge of events. Leyton smith. Kerre Woodham. I talked to them both.
Marcus lush. There were many people who rung up and responded to my calls. And there
had to be heaps of people listening.

Ultimately what I want from all this is simply original copies of my phone calls.
Mainly the original one where I yelled war to post on you tube to garner criticism and
comments.

I'm talking Freedom of Expression, Freedom of Speech and ultimately Freedom full stop.

People will be interested. People like proof.

I want my phone calls to put on You Tube. I predict millions of views and much controversy
and conspiracy.

My name is ........

Letter ends.


This letter tells the truth of what i'm trying to get out.

Please view this without insult and pretend to help me by giving me suggestions. Go for it with i'm telling the truth 100% and have not lied am not delusional and i'm not pretending. Every word is truth.

What would you do? I guess I will get no answer to the question as the truth is so easily trodden on beaten and ignored and passed over as false.

I'm just a whack job.... But i'm not lying. I'm telling the truth. I'm not delusional. I'm tortured yes and captive.

But i'm standing in the truth. Will I win. I can not change my story I will be a liar. I am fighting lies. Lies that cover, warp, hide and disguise the truth. What do I get for wording the truth. Do I have the higher ground? Am I stronger than those who lie and deceive?

Can and will the truth prevail and how long will it take? How much will I suffer and be persecuted and insulted?

Does truth beat lies? Or can lies beat truth anyday?

What are your beliefs?

Let me know and I will respond

Thanks



That was the end of my post.  The next post from is from someone called Ophiuchus 13... Here is the post:



You await patiently for your PRAYERS telepathically sent to be answered by those who CAN DO SOMETHING here on EA*RTH who ARE the GOD(s) of this sphere. IN TURN THEY WILL COME  no need to go thru all the past fearing and sneak information sharing just PRAY, you never know how close they ARE to you/ALL of this sphere.

NAMASTE
LOVE LIGHT ETERNIA*******



The next post in the thread was from me replying to Destinyone.  I embedded a couple of videos of the song Hey Ya by Outkast the original and one by Obidiah Parker a cover of Hey Ya.  Here is the post:



I would post the lyrics of exactly what I said but that would probably be frowned upon. I say about 80-90% of the lyrics in this song were first performed by me.

Some were just spoken sentences some were me singing but they chopped up everything I said over various phone calls and created songs like parrots.

The two different versions represent how things can be changed and converted.

Shake It Like A Polaroid Picture.......

Leeda.



The next post is by someone called Harryhaller here is the post:


Beauty will save the world


And so perhaps that old trinity of Truth and Good and Beauty is not just the formal outworn formula it used to seem to us during our heady, materialistic youth. If the crests of these three trees join together, as the investigators and explorers used to affirm, and if the too obvious, too straight branches of Truth and Good are crushed or amputated and cannot reach the light—yet perhaps the whimsical, unpredictable, unexpected branches of Beauty will make their way through and soar up to that very place and in this way perform the work of all three.

Aleksandr Isayevich Solzhenitsyn


So make some more music, beautiful music.


The next post comes from someone called Aloysius the Gaul.  Here is the post:

Perhaps you could explain the sequence by which a couple of black guys from the US South managed to steal your lyrics from the obscurity of New Zealand?


The next post is me Replying to Aloysius the Gaul.  Here is the Post:


They didn't steal them. They were paid to include them. Somebody/people spent a whole tonne of money.

I had the USA Military ring up Newstalk ZB the radio station in regard to my phone call. In terms of obscurity my phone call garnered a reasonable amount of attention from around the world.

I simply asked over air and it was done. That's the sequence. I don't know much about the machinations behind the scenes which gave the final results. All I know is I remember what I said over air, and I can now look up the lyrics to songs and find myself through them.

Leeda.

The next post is from Aloysius the Gaul again.  Here is the post:

well someone must have "stolen" the words - do you have any theory WHY someone would PAY people to include your work, or why the US military is interested in song lyrics??  

and are you taking legal action for plagiarism????

The next post is from me again.  Post follows:

One possible theory of why someone would pay people to include things I said is to make money. I guess you could say that my original phone call 2 days b4 September 11th 2001 has been stolen. Also because no one is acknowledging the truth I guess you could say that my words have also been stolen. 

In saying that, some of my phone calls were quite BEAST. 

Another theory about why someone would pay people to include my words in songs is that my first phone call was pretty powerful and timed perfectly. It is weaponized from the beginning through and through. But again I think the main motivation was money. Weapons go with money. 

Maybe a bit of mercy on my part?? 

I have sent a letter to about 20 different lawyers explaining things and haven't gotten a reply. I'm running out of addresses to send emails to to get a lawyer. 

Saying that I need to use credit to get a lawyer like tick a whole lot of money and who does that? The thing is though I am prepared now to do just that. What an evil thing to have to do just to get my property. I will spent as much money as I can to see this through. I so desperately want a copy of the phone call where I yelled war as I know it will be huge on You Tube. Financially I live on a government benefit in a rented flat by myself. So financially the phone calls will be huge for me as well. But it means I don't have any money for a lawyer. 

The artists musicians initially have also used and given a lot of generosity in providing their talents, skills and personalities. 

The US MIlitary aren't interested in lyrics as such er I have trouble understanding what you mean could you please elaborate a little. I don't think the military had anything to do with creating the songs but they may have I don't know. The military were interested in my phone call where I yelled war. The lyrics were all my idea. 

I had the idea to get songs created from my childhood from my imaginations if I was ever to be around a terrorist attack in fashion. 

Eminem was the first song I saw of mine. I asked for Eminem by name over Newstalk ZB Air. That started the ball rolling. I can't remember how long it took for the first song to come out. 

I hope i have answered your questions. I'm not an eloquent speaker and i'm not to bright. Still it's all theories really. 

Please ask more questions. It's kind of a hassle but it must be done. I just want to get to the end where I have my property and the money. 

Im going to post a link to my alternative website. From there you can navigate to my main website if you so desire. I hope this doesn't break the terms of ATS and a mod can remove the link if so desired. 

PETROCKS This site will be developed into a Rock and Roll Site oneday far into the future.

And the final post in the thread is from me again complaining of why noone has taken any interest in the truth.  Here is the post:

So again the truth fails. I tell of an amazing story of WTC, Music and Virtual Reality all 100% real. I am not lying, I am not delusional. But this story no matter how amazing and how true doesn't get anywhere. Simply because it's to amazing and people are to primitive to even begin comprehension. 

Meanwhile stories that are fabricated and outright lies get acknowledged and get all the attention. 

I don't know how the songs were created and who is behind it but I know that they were. Someone spent some money to make it happen. 

Look here's an invite. You are invited to a Rock Concert. All you have to do is believe. The truth will set you free. This rock concert ties so many different musicians together. They are all related in the fact they use my words as lyrics. This all from September 11th 2001. 

You can be first and support me as the truth. You can acknowledge the facts. Or you can believe the lie. 

I know that what i'm saying is right up there with unbelievable but not really. Why. Because i'm telling the truth. The truth should expounded to be believed. I will be working hard in the back ground presenting this story to as many people as possible as it is the truth. People deserve the truth. 

I am blessed when people call me Skitzophrenic and delusional or a liar. I am blessed because I tell the truth. 

When I was at college there was a math problem in a book. Now i managed to work out the answer myself. Also in the back of the book was the answers. I worked it out by myself before looking at the answers and then confirmed it. The next day I told the answer to someone. They didn't believe that I had worked it out by myself. Also they had an older version of the book. Their book didn't have the answers in it. So not only did she not believe that I had worked it out but she also didn't believe that I had the answers in the back of my book and had confirmed it. I hadn't brought my book that day. See the thing is I had told the truth and she didn't believe any of it. It was a slap to the face. 

Anyone who will persist in the truth will find much opposition. But you are blessed. For although they mock you and call you all sorts of names you are yet correct. It is proper to suffer for what is right and vindication will be swift though death might first persist. I must endure to the end. Not deviating from the path, removing all obstacles as the power of the truth so enables. I stand not ashamed of the truth. 

So here I am again. Answering to the truth. Not maths this time. But a story of the truth that no one believes even though its true. If one has such a difficult time believing about a maths problem then how much more difficult to believe my story of Music 911 and VR. 

Now in regards to the copyrights of songs. If they're mine or proportionality mine then they will probably goto charity. This really is the only option. So I won't make much money off of the copyrights. The charity will have something to do with Immortality, Medicine and Virtual Reality. I can't really make money off them as it was 911 that set them up for me so it would be wrong I feel to make a few million dollars in that way. 

Saying that, I expect payment from the American government or the United Nations. Promptly asap. 

I have earned it. 

I tell the truth of a story of Music, Virtual Reality and September 11. People will remember 911 again when the truth about the songs gets accepted, when people hear my original phone call and that is finally known. 

So for now I am shopping for a lawyer. Though I am vs the govt so I don't think even a lawyer will help that much except to make me poor. 

I hope this is not soliciting but I have set up a site explaining my story and accepting donations towards a lawyer. I don't expect any donations though. Here is the LINK FOR YOU Mods please remove the link if it offends. 

But this is just another avenue to get to the end. I saw the link site on a post here at ATS. They had raised like 700k for a Nikola Tesla Museum. I hope to raise $20 bucks. 

My story just doesn't have that attraction. For a second imagine everything I say is real. How fantastical. How amazing. Beyond your average human to accept. Are you beyond average? 

I'm telling the truth. I am not lying. I am not deceived regarding this. 

Explain to me why the truth is not accepted. Explain to me why telling the truth gets you insulted and looked at as delusional. Explain to me this. 

Look the truth. But you don't want it. You can't handle it. You might be looking but your blind. If you don't believe me then you will never believe higher truth than this. 

Anyway thanks for your time I have 249 characters left. 

Cheers 

Leeda. 

The truth will set you free. I am telling the truth. That is all. 

That was the last post in the thread before it died.