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Looked this up after singing it. It doesn't seem as cool as I remember it. Still It's talking about lighting a fire.
Finger of God.
Luke 12:49 "I have come to bring fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled!
2 Peter 3:10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.
Deuteronomy 32:22 For a fire is kindled in My anger, And burns to the lowest part of Sheol, And consumes the earth with its yield, And sets on fire the foundations of the mountains.
That last one sounds ominous.
Like gods weapon hitting the target and burning at maximum yield.
EDITR* Had this post already to go for last year but never posted it. Posting now.
Yet another song I found myself remembering the chorus to. Didn't know who sung it. I would like to believe in a thing called love. Perhaps between a man and his creator. Greater than a woman. Or both.
Just love would be nice to experience. Can't say i've loved in a while being as sick as I am. I am in the darkness.
Started singing this the other day so looked it up. It was prolly a couple weeks ago that I looked it up as it's been sitting open in a tab waiting for me to add it. Just listening to it now and it's not bad. Going to add it to Music 3. It's not really much of a memory so not adding it to that category. Anyway another old song I have recalled listening to and find myself able to quote.
So in my thinking I come to this Question. What is Love. Google provides this song. It's familiar. A memory.
John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends.
I'll call this one the scripture of the day.
1 Corinthians 8:3 But whoever loves God is known by God.
I want to know if GOD is real or not. It would solve alot of problems in the world.
A lot of people are concentrating on how to produce cheap and clean energy. I've been trying to work out if GOD is real.
Like do we have a creator?
I guess it's almost impossible to believe in a virgin birth and resurrection. And also there's many competing religions. Each one claiming they are the one true religion.
GOD hasn't helped anyone in like forever. Not with miracle healings or anything.
There hasn't been much light in the darkness. The world is in a very sad state of affairs. People killing each other with weapons over GOD.
Guess GOD doesn't help people.
How has GOD ever helped you that isn't a strong delusion?
IF the world is an example of GOD then GOD is not very nice.
Why wasn't this dealt with before I was born.
We are in the dark.
Now i'm not very smart. But to be in this amount of darkness and suffering we must be slaves or prisoners of war. Anyway i've had a run in with something very evil. God hasn't helped. The bible made it worse.
I'm supposed to believe in a virgin birth. Also a resurrection. With no proof of either. Now if it were truth then it should be obvious to all.
We need a light in this darkness. Something of truth love and substance.
Jesus has so far been ineffective. Now if something of Christ were happening today the whole world could tune in like 9/11. The media would be there to give video footage to every single person.
For example Gangnam Style has over 2 Billion views. People can be informed of something happening. If Jesus were to walk on water today or feed 5000 people then we would all know about it. It wouldn't be hidden.
So if Jesus is hidden it's because he chooses to stay hidden.
I just got to say beware of the dangers in the world. I mean i was in crippling pain just from sitting in my chair for to long. You can become hurt very easily. Old age doesn't agree with me. Look after yourself. Prepare as young as possible. Make good habits young and you will keep them in your old age.
My life is horrible. Nobody believes anything I say. I need money and I can't get it.
A law change could help my life considerably. But then I would still have a housing problem. There is a housing problem in New Zealand. The houses are to expensive and they are run down. I need to move. This house stinks of mold. It's all through my clothes and everything. It's a very damp house.
NOBODY really is there to help you. Unless you have money you don't have much choice.
Possibly one-day money will be replaced. Perhaps an abundance in the world would help everyone. An abundance through technology. God seems not to want to help.
So GOD what exactly are you doing? I guess you don't exist.
We are on our own. Slave to the Govt's and their weapons.
Who will lead our enemies into captivity.
I have plenty of enemies. They torture me. They sit school exams on me using their mind reading matrix vr tech. Nobody believes. I should be free by law.
I am a slave. A war slave. And you allow this through your unbelief and mockery and laughter.
This tech they are going to use to control the world.
First listened to this and thought the "together together well be together" part was to aggressive but now I like it. I like this song so am adding it to Music.
I have memories of this. I listened to it in 1992 when I got a new stereo and FM radio was pretty much all I had. They used to play this heaps. Apparently it came out alot earlier than 1992. So NZ music was way behind because they played this like a new song.
I was very much music retarded growing up. As in only really had a radio and a few tapes. Tapes cost like $20 bucks. So much money. I didn't have very many originals. I also needed to humble myself and create mix tapes on the blanks I had as I had a few blanks.
Now after a quick search i'm going to add another Belinda song.
Belinda Carlisle - Heaven Is A Place On Earth
Adding to music 2 because of this song. If it was just circle then it would be music 3.
Can't remember how I got onto this song. I'm going to add it to Music 2 because it's good enough.
Also Adding this scripture.
Revelation: 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
I think there is enough here to add to Music 2. I have heard this through the years and have always enjoyed it. Remember watching it on TV while in hospital and a nurse asking who Sung it which I actually happened to know. I think if I'd told him the name of the song as well then he would've had more interaction with it in the future. Or was that he asked me the name of the song and if I had told him who sung it as well. Anyway I only gave him half what he needed. I guess I can call that a fail.
Started singing the Are You Ready Part and so looked it up.
I tried searching for this song to see if I added it and it doesn't look like I have. I also don't think i've added any other ACDC songs either, this is the first.
AC/DC.
There was some mention of 2 cellos cover of thunderstruck but I couldn't find it.
There isn't anymore information on this song. It only has 57 views as of this posting. I'm actually adding it to Music 2 because I have got quite a few views and listens out of it.
I've been in Malachi about a week ago. I had experience of the scripture and looking it up is where I found this Jewel.
I like the translation better where it says Malachi 3:17 and they shall be mine, saith the LORD of hosts, in that day when I make up my jewels; and I will spare them.
I have this memory of being at Wai College (Pronounced War Col) and thinking that one day I would make up my jewels and that they would be perfect I and would have all that I needed. There were like sockets on the body for jewels which enhanced your power. Other people were Jewels. You could refine and cut them until they became perfect. I think it was their word that was a jewel.
I remember a little more but I won't write it down pretty much because it's so fuzzy. I was basically leveling my gems and cutting them to perfection before the day when they would all be placed in their final sockets to be there for ever never to be moved again and they were to be perfect. Totally Crazy. But that's what being mind controlled as a kid gets you.
ANyway. Check this song out.
Added Label "Malachi". I'm going to add all the scripture books to labels over times as I post more scriptures.
This song is pretty cool. Was going to add it to Music 2 but listening to it now i'm going to add it to Music 3 as i'm bored of it already and there isn't much playability left in it. Really just to say i've been here and was thinking of you old U2 - One.
Called this up in my mind the other day so looked it up. This is MICHAEL JACKSON of the Jackson 5. Rocking it as a kid. Learning the craft. Pretty Great he became Michael did. Adding to Music 3 as just passing through.
This video has 26671 views on Youtube. I found the tab open and I just listened to it now so i'm going to add it to Music 3. This is just to say that I have been here to this video. I don't really know if the song is any good. THIS IS MUSIC 3. It mentions love and a weapon. That's all good. This almost deserves Music 2 after listening again and considering it's topic. OK. THIS IS MUSIC 2. I included it in both Music 2 and Music 3. Because after reading Love and Weapon.
Adding this to Music 3 because I didn't listen to it but I started singing it and looked it up. I don't really like Radiohead very much for some reason.
I remember watching the song Everybody Hurts by this band when it first came out on New Zealand TV. Back then before internet there wasn't much ways to get new music and TV played a huge part in introducing new music to me. And actually now my Alzheimers shows through. It was R.E.M that sings Everybody Hurts.
A song I do have memories of of Radiohead is Creep that I recognised when I looked up Radiohead. This is the very first song I know myself of listening to Radiohead. I must say it's a bit of a downer song now. It was on some mix compilation. It was quite good at the time.
I decided to embed Creep. It's below. It's an old song from my youth. I would've been like 15 listening to this. Check it out only if your super bored and recognize it yourself. But other than that this is Music 3.
Adding this cause it's pretty cool. Haven't listened to it much. I like the chorus. It's possible it's one of my songs but I cant remember. It was 14 years ago.
Finally after like 9 years of operating my website I have managed to get a payout from Google Adsense. I managed after this time to reach the NZ $130 dollar mark. I mean like 9 years. I'm pretty sure this website has had Adsense this whole time so it really did take me that long.
Goggle Adsense.
It was a long time. Anyway with the money I purchased a 2 Terabyte Western Digital external Hard Disc Drive. I'm pretty sure that I will be able to hit the payout limit in about 3-4 years this time. I've already had a good month. I don't think I'm actually allowed to tell you how much I earned through Adsense exactly so I won't. But already It's been pretty good.
The money from the first payout was in my bank account on October 22 2015.
I'm going to update the money clock on the side of page to show the new earnings. I'm also going to add the Diablo 3 earnings from the past and any other earnings I make like other games I have played. This money clock is for all money I make through the internet.
Added Label "Money Clock".
So in terms of what i've made through the internet here goes:
$10 US Dollars for Ad on Website. Source dried up. $391 US Dollars from Diablo 3 Auction House, Source dried up. $260 US Dollars Other Games. Can still make a little money from this source possibly but not much. $85 US Dollars from Google Adsense. Still able to make money from this source.
$746 US Dollars altogether and this is the total that's going on the clock. So my efforts from the internet have earned me this much in 9 years of trying. Not very successful really.
Watching this makes me wonder whatever happened to my life. I mean I made a million dollars at 23 but I had to suffer heaps to make that. I always thought I would make a discovery of something. Anyway I turned down the 1 million and here I am broke to this day. I'm still waiting for the Govt to pay me out. I should get enough money for a house one day from the Govt and then finally start to prosper.
I guess I never applied myself. I always found things to hard and gave up early. I could've learned to program computers but failed there. It would of been good enough just to be set up for life but I didn't even claim that for myself.
15 Richest YouTubers.
This video lists people who have made millions through YouTube. I'm jealous also.