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Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Cult of Personality - Living Color



Cult of Personality - Living Color.

I remember yelling along to this when I was a kid.  Well I sorta do.  I'm sure it was cool.  A friend mentioned yelling along to it and that's what gives me my memory of yelling to it but it's so faded now i'm not even sure it's real.  I'm adding it cause I think it's real.  I don't want to forget it's dangerous.  I'm going to try and listen to this for a few times.  Number 3 play rolling now.

I.....
Am....
The....
Cult....
Of....
Personality.

Ride on Time - Black Box 1989.



Avanti Tuatara Mountain Bike
Ride on Time - Black Box.

I used to enjoy this back in 1992 when it was the theme of a tv show where different famous nz personalities would compete in events against each other.  They hardly ever played the full theme and I was always hanging out to hear it.  This was before internet of course.  I remember the Avanti Tuatara mountain bike that they used to ride and I wanted one.  They were real expensive though.  I'm adding this not cause I enjoyed it now, but because I enjoyed it when I was a kid.

Longecity.com Forum Post.

This is a post I made to the Longecity.com forums which is a forum dedicated to life expansion and immortality.  I'm going to start posting alot more of the stuff that I post on forums because why should they get all my hard work of writing and darcylee.com not get any new words added to it.  I have made quite a few posts in the past to forums and I will add the whole threads including replies.  I use the name Leeda when I can in forums.  Here goes the thread.


WAR ON DEATH is the title of the thread.

Here is my first post:

What are your tactics for the War on Death? You got any plans? There is a War of course you know this or do you. If there isn't a war there is because I been fighting it for a long time since my first memory.

Life is opposite to death. The war has been brutal so far with much pain on humanities side being bourne by so many down the centuries.

I believe many untouched by pain have no idea what's going on and are practically sitting idle and have many abilities and talents not being used. The problem is that once you discover the truth about pain your power and spirit have been taken from you and you are powerless. If someone could communicate the knowledge of pain and suffering and misery to someone who has never experienced these things it would set that person on fire.

While you have the light you must fight the war. War on Pain. War on Death.

I only have English to communicate to you pain which doesn't communicate the ideas effectively. I want revenge on pain I want immortality.

Do some of you not want immortality? Maybe you haven't loved. No really maybe. On the other side of pain is a numbness. But endurance to pain develops overtime. Also the motivation to never experience such things again. If you don't want immortality death already has you in it's grasp. You haven't lived perhaps to thirst after more. You haven't seen the light of life.

For the man whoever has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin. I like this concept. This is on the way to defeating death. But sin is a christian concept. I just associate sin with anything bad. Pain makes you hate life. It is in opposition.

This is a War on Death. Bang Bang Boom Boom. Trumpet Blast.

The days are evil. We live in an evil age. We must fight. To live is to fight. You already fight. But you must step it up. But I can't tell you how. I can only tell you what's out there. There is pain beyond your deepest imaginings and trouble. It's beyond your perception. You basically are kept in paradise until its's to late and the trap is sprung. But you who are in paradise must give thoughts to such things as suffering to acquire strength, maybe you can break the code.

Actually I don't know anything about what I talk about.

I can't offer you any weapons against death. Maybe the bible if your that way inclined. Maybe you could read science.

So where are you at in the War on Death? What are your thoughts on such a thing.

This is a militant guerrilla post attacking death and those opposed to living forever. This is an attack on death.

I see death as the ultimate enemy.

I'm starting an army.

If you want to join my army in the war against death you can post in this thread your ideas, text and words.

Did you know every man has to bear his own burdens

It's possible others can make your burden lighter I think knowledge can also ease the weight.

Immortality is a world thing. Everyone has a part to play in the War on Death.

It's got to start somewhere but this thread is not something and is really nothing.

Still War on Death proceeds.

How exactly do you war on death?

Through belief in resurrection you can claim death has already been defeated. Everyone is immortal it just hasn't happened yet but will. This defeats murderers who believe they have the last say. Any soldier who's died has died combating death.

I hold the belief that there is a record of everyones lives thoughts movements actions everything. There will be no secrets and darkness.

I guess there is little action we can take. But there are things we can do. I'm blocked from telling you even one thing you on your own can do. Envision.

You must post.

Bear my burden of a War, a War on Death. I will read your words. I don't know what they will do to me or others but you must post your written word to fight death in this War. Maybe your words will ease my weight or others to inspire.

You are but a private alongside me in the trenches. It's raining hard and there's mud explosions bullets pain misery everywhere. There ain't any officers or leedas around either.

This is a War on Death. Post here to Work a War on Death. Show me your War Private.

Leeda



That was my initial post that started the thread. The thread was started on the 20th of August 2013. So far it's had 133 views and 1 reply.  


This post is by someone called Innocent.  Here is the reply I got:  

We need to survive as a civilisation if we can.

Then the future will resurrect us (Quantum Archaeology).

Other than that getting old can be fun.

I dont like the slowing down and restrictions of ageing, but it is an experience I can bear because I know its reversible, like death.


And here is my answer:


Yep we definitely need to learn to survive as a civilisation.  If we can live long enough, and it won't take long, then yep the future will be able to resurrect us and anyone who has ever existed.  

In the mean time there are alot of sick, tired, heavy laden people in the world. Getting old can be fun but only for a minority I believe, eventually you have to deal with death. For quite a few it's a challenge in many ways having to deal with illness etc the precursors.  You don't even have to be old.

I have suffered immensely.  No doctor could help me.  From the age of 20 till now and im 35.  It was only intense for the first 10 or so years, it's mild now compared to yesteryear. Growing old should be fun for me as I hopefully will heal and suffer less and maybe put the endurance I have created to use.  

The government and people of the world don't recognise my suffering and haven't given me any money.  If they understood I would have my needs meet like my own owned mortgage free house.   Truly I say unto you.

It's situations where poverty drives pain and suffering that need to be helped as well.  Not everyone is willing to help especially those creating the suffering and profiting finacially.  There's still plenty of slavery in the world.  

Right war on death.  I dunno.  I don't want to be on the wrong side of a resurrection.  LIke be a criminal or murderer.  What I have experienced can only be classed as evil.  I hope there is some reward at the end.  

God's a tricky one.  It could be that humans resurrect Jesus and that's his return.  

Do you have any thoughts on the war on death?  What about things like mind control in the future?  There could be another slave war.  

Yo WAR ON DEATH.  Use the tools you have, play your position.  Use up power, energy and time efficiently to produce fruit.  Look after yourself slowly evolve and get better.

Fight the good fight.  Run the good race to win the prize like an athlete.  Use all your might for things you do.  

That'll do.

Leeda 


So that's it for this thread so far.  I also post alot on a forum called Above Top Secret.  I'll post some more threads from there soon.  

Leeda



Monday, August 26, 2013

Blacklist From the Blindspot.



Blacklist - From the Blindspot.

This band is basically Blindspot but with a new drummer.  I got a couple days out of this song.  It hasn't got many views yet.  There new album comes out Sept 2013 sometime.

Nesian Mystic It's On.



Nesian Mystic - It's On.

Got a few plays out of this.  It's also one of the songs that I cameo in.  The line "Here comes another one, Unlike them other ones".  And also "War Fax or Facts" that's all me.  Not much of a cameo but I guess it's still a hit.  Any how listen to this.

This is the 100th post under the label Music.  Yay milestone.  That's 100 you tube music videos that I have watched, enjoyed and then posted.

Leeda.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Oh My Dayum



Oh My Dayum.  This made me laugh and I like it when he says Dayum.  This guy got 150k subs.  He's not doing to bad.

Stylus Never Again.


Stylus - Never Again.

These guys are a NZ band.  I was first introduced to them by a TV commercial.  I think they also do a September 11th song of mine.  ER I cameo in some of their lyrics but I forget which one can can't remember, I just remember seeing the commercial and thinking yep those are my words which made me look them up on the internet.  Truly there is a great number of bands in the mix that cameo my lyrics.  There are heaps.

I love the chorus of this song and the solo it's epic.

Alanis Morissette Hands Clean



Alanis Morissette - Hands Clean.  Used to listen to this when I had just a DVD player and a mono TV and a couple of mp3 disks.  This was like 10 years ago.  Also it's one of my September 11th songs that includes things I spoke first over talkback air in the lyrics of this song.

So yep i'm cameoed in the lyrics of this song and nobody knows and nobody believes me.  Sad world where nobody believes the truth.

I get nothing but insulted and tortured and abused for this truth.  Yet it should stand the test of anything anyone can throw at it.  The truth be the strongest I hope.

Taylor Swift 22


Taylor Swift - 22.  Listened to this periodically it's ok.  Taylor's pertty hot when she puts on the cat ears. Meow.




Francis Chan 22 parody.  This is the song that got me into the original 22 by Taylor Swift.  I found this tune catchy and I listened to it for a few times, also I love the giant head.  People are having trouble deciding whether  it's mocking Francis Chan or it's on his side.  I found that as soon as the video mentioned crazy love I found it good and I was thinking of love.  Up until then I thought it was mocking him.  LOL.

Friday, August 9, 2013

Get Up Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.



Bob Marley Live Get Up Stand Up.

Have like listened to this twice but think that it suits this website.

Get Up, Stand Up, Stand Up For Your Rights.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Back To The Future.



A basic summary of the movie Back To The Future Starring Michael J Fox as Marty McFly and Christopher Lloyd as Emmett "Doc" Brown.  Set to Huey Lewis and the News - The Power Of Love.

Thursday, July 25, 2013

FraggleRock and Charmed.

Not sure on the exact criteria that I have for adding a new music video to my website.  Usually I find i'll add it if I come back to it the next day.  I'm adding this mainly cause I like charmed back in the day and I like the line "I'm human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does but derp."  But anyway I don't know if i'll listen to this tomorrow or not.




Charmed Theme Song - I think it's called "How soon is now" by the Smiths.  Also.




Fraggle Rock Theme.  Dance your cares away, worries for another day, let the music play, down in fraggle rock.  I found myself craving this for a while.  I like playing it over. yalol


Saturday, July 13, 2013

Five Finger Death Punch The Pride and Bad Company.

Metal is usually to heavy for me but this seems alright.  I don't always approve of the message though, I like good and more wholesome stuff generally.




Five Finger Death Punch - Bad Company




Five Finger Death Punch - The Pride.

We Are What We Eat, Chriced.com and Ghostpel.com LOL.

I don't have much news to post.  I have now made about $400 NZ dollars from playing the Diablo 3 Auction House.  I recently just renewed this domain name www.darcylee.com at the cost of about $32 NZ dollars.  It's good till July 2014.  I also bought another couple of fail names that nobody will be interested in but will try selling them on ebay anyway.  The domains cost me $4 dollars each but you can't actually do anything with them.  Like you can't point them to any websites or anywhere.  They are simply your domains registered in an account. Anyhow the domains I bought are chriced.com and ghostpel.com and I currently have them listed on ebay for $500 each not that anyone will buy them.  So far they haven't even got any views.

What else.  I might have a job lined up but it's still a long shot and might not happen yet. It's handling courier parcels at 5am in the morning.  But yeah long shot.  A few things have to happen first before I get it.  Just have to wait and see.

Don't have much else to write about.  Mum bought me $100 dollar bagless vacuum cleaner today.  I don't think it will get much use but I suppose it is handy.  My other one was horrible it sucked or rather didn't suck more to the point.  I do wish I had more money to spend.  At the moment I don't get any spare money each week.  It all goes on bills.

Also I wish I wasn't so lazy.  I wish I would do things day to day and achieve things.  I could post on this website more or make more videos to post on You Tube I could use my time more wisely and astutely to learn new things and skills.  But at the moment i'm very lazy.  I could even cook myself a meal instead of takeouts all the time.  But no i'm lazy.  I don't know how to beat laziness.  I'm a sad story living week to week.

I have been thinking recently about how we are what we eat.  I would really like to get into a lot of vitamin supplements.  Like eat alot of pills.  But this all takes money.  I would like to adapt and adjust my diet maybe eat more but more of the right foods. Anyhow it's pretty much true.  We are what we eat, breath and drink.  I need to make some changes in my life to live healthier.

This is probably not going to happen though.  Money could definitely help things.  But there are things I can be doing without money that I don't do so giving me money wouldn't fix underlying problems it would probably just ease my burden abit and create potential new problems but yes I do need money which could be spent wisely.

A house is a life long dream I have.  Owning my own little 2 bedroom house with garage and concrete backyard with no lawn or very little lawn to mow but this is never going to happen bar something major happening.

Anyhow I'm going to leave it here for now.  Thanks for Reading.  Remember You Are What You eat.

Darcy Lee
 


Monday, July 1, 2013

Deadmau5 Strobe - Original and Cover

Listened to these a few times and actually got noise control to come round yey.  It would suck getting my gear possessed so I am going to keep it quiet.  The old neighbours were way more forgiving.  O yeah the noise control was at 3:15pm in the afternoon so not like real late or anything.



Strobe Deadmau5 cover with Ipad and Launch Pad.



Strobe Deadmau5 Original.


Thursday, June 27, 2013

The Universe is Trying to Kill You. Out Smart the Universe.



This is like 30 seconds.  I think it would take a combined effort of the world to overcome death.  Each playing a member of the body.

1 Corinthians 12:14-26

14 Even so the body is not made up of one part but of many.

15 Now if the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18 But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” 22 On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24 while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has put the body together, giving greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25 so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26 If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

Something like that.  Everybody has something to do and plays a part.

It could be that one man or a team discover immortality and it's keep secret for a long time with people dying in the mean time.  I really don't believe they have it yet.  But they are trying very hard and everyday is a step closer.  They currently have a type of Manhattan project going I believe that will come up with some pretty neat stuff for humans to play with.  But probably it will be the domain of the rich.

They need to solve hunger.  That would power the world more.  There are many things that need to be solved.  It's good that people have to goto work for 40 hours a week.  The world is progressing.  You can see progression in the way prices drop on electronic goods like computers and TVs.  But I still say it's to slow.  Everyone needs to be involved not just the few.  People have skills that are yet to be discovered.


Wednesday, June 26, 2013

For People Who Use The Bible and Run a Blog or Website.

The Truth Shall Make You Free.
Today I found a neat application for my website.  It's just a bit of code you copy and paste in but what it does is display scripture from the bible when you hover the mouse over the link it creates, this is whenever  your quoting chapter and verse.  eg, John 8:36 If you hover your mouse over that link you should be able to see what the scripture is.  Here's another one.  John 8:32

Not that i'm a Christian but occasionally I've quoted scripture so it's nice to have it linked and that in the future I won't have to type out the whole scripture just the chapter and verse.  You could add this to your website if you want to also, goto reftagger.com  there's also a link when you hover over the scripture that will take you there as well.

Jesus died a horrible and painful death.  John 15:13  No Greater Love.  Not many men could endure such a death.  Jesus chose to lay down his life so that he could take it up again.  John 10:18  I don't know his reasons.  Was it because we were trapped in sin and he needed to die to set us free, to pay the price.

So how do we partake in the resurrection power, or did Jesus not come back.  What's your opinion.  Did Jesus preform miracles.  Why can't we imitate and copy and preform them, the same miracles Jesus did, today.  Jesus himself said we will do the same and even greater things than him. John 14:12

Christians talk a lot about faith.  They need to focus on the primary.  Which is love.  Faith is nothing without love.  If you introduce somebody to Christianity introduce them to love. 1 Corinthians 13:2

If for all else forsake faith and stay with love.  Let's see there's Love thy neighbor as yourself.  Mark 12:31  Love your enemies.  Matthew 5:44  And finally of course Love God.  Matthew 22:37

1 Peter 4:8
What are we supposed to hate?  Or how do we go about hating?  Are we to have any hate at all?  Christians also talk about forgiveness of sins a lot to, they use the word forgiveness and attempt to forgive when they should be trying to love.  But again it comes back to love.  1 Peter 4:8

So I prescribe more love as DR Lee.  (My full name is Darcy Robert Lee, that makes my initials D R Lee or Doctor Lee).

The word love needs to be used instead of forgiveness and faith.  You can drop those for all I care.

I don't know much about Christianity but I try to practice love.  It's hard when you have the sickness.  I make for some poor decisions.  Love has to grow and get power and use that power.

The world is lacking power.  The kingdom of heaven is a kingdom of power but also not just a matter of talk.  1 Corinthians 4:20  I think by Jesus coming to earth power was able to reach places, dark places, that lacked the most power of all, light out of darkness.  Jesus was a friend of sinners.  His disciples were power producers and containers and vessels and they produced power.  Each disciple of the 12 were unique and they operated as a unit or body all in all aiding each other to produce power.  Jesus put a seed in each disciple and this developed power for the use of Jesus.  Each disciple had a power producing foundation in him that Jesus put there.

One theory I have going is that power that we would use to live a higher more abundant love filled life is being siphoned off.  Enough to keep us in darkness and the power that's siphoned is being used to sustain others lives who live the high life.  Like devils and stuff, they suck our power.  Not that devils are real.  We lack power.

I love story's.

Evil has no way of generating it's own power, it's soul or battery so to speak has been destroyed or it never had one.  It's a parasite and lives by sucking the power out of the world which blinds and deafens men and women.

I don't have any solutions to this theory.  Maybe we could produce more power and use power more efficiently some how, more power than the devil can burn off.  Power can beget power.  So spending expending power wisely to generate more power could help.  Power needs to reach the right places to loosen bonds and set people free, freeing up more power which can then be invested.  Jesus invested power in us maybe.

Matthew 19:24
Technology could possibly help.  I don't know if tech is the way though.  Magic miraculous powers seem the way to me but that's probably not going to happen.  Christ had this going on.  But it's unconfirmed.  When Christians talk about believe again instead use the word love.  Also Christ talks about how hard it is for a rich man to enter heaven which is kind of money is tech way.  Matthew 19:24

We could maybe taint the power that's being siphoned with love so it drives the evil nuts and it can't efficiently use the power.  Like maybe lock the power with love of some kind somehow.  Set a standard for the power to be at a certain level before it's able to be consumed.  But how do you do that.  Silly talk really.

What is power.  Do humans have power.  I wonder.

Because of the darkness we live in and under, because our minds are blind we barely make enough power for our daily needs.  Little by little as time progresses people slowly become freer I hope and think.  Little by little, day by day we produce a little more power which gets reinvested in acquiring a little more freedom and are each day a little more free.


Here it is, off topic, but here it is.

I'll never be free.  Other humans enslave me.  And i'm supposed to love. I have very little or no power.  I also have very little or no love.  Slavery sucks.  I don't think God is real.  So there's really no one to save me.  No even believes me in the first standard.  Woe is me.  I'm tortured and mocked and punished. Woe is me.  Crying out to God helps no one.

Revelation 21:4
One day there will be no more Death, Mourning Crying or Pain.  Revelation 21:4

Knowledge of God would set the world on fire.  It would spread faster than the speed of light.  I believe the world lacks knowledge of Jesus and God.  Knowledge of God would spread faster than anything.  We lack this knowledge.

The Holy Ghost has unlimited power to give us.  But we can become immune to that power.  Markers and placers need to be set to moderate intake of power.  You can use unlimited power more efficiently.  One person with unlimited power can do greater things than another with unlimited power.  They are using it better.  The devil probably has unlimited power as well.  But it's how he's built his house to enable and take advantage of that power and produce and tap into the power in the first place.  Maybe the devils power has a limit and isn't unlimited like God's I dunno.  The Devil has kept pace with God for a while but eventually God should pull ahead and leave the Devil in his dust.  With each day the Devil grows weaker and God and us grow stronger.

Cool Story Bro.

Power should maybe be reserved for suffering and hard times if power can be reserved activate and use it then.  Bawahahah.  Your a loon.


Darcy Lee

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Three Days Grace I Hate Everything About You.



I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace.

Rediscovered this today.  Use to listen to this from ages ago and remembered quite enjoying it so adding here to my collection.

Darcy Lee.


Saturday, June 8, 2013

Alphaville Big In Japan 1984


Big In Japan - Alphaville 1984.

I found this after watching a song called "Forever Young" also by 
Alphaville and read the title of this song so checked it out as the 
songs title is like a thing that everyone's heard.  I think you might 
have to click the You Tube button and watch it on You Tube.  

Anyway the song is kind of catchy.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

The Script Hall of Fame



The Script - Hall of Fame.  Ft.  Will.I.Am

Wasn't sure if I had added this but searched Google and my site and couldn't find it on there.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Only Girl In The World Rihanna



Only Girl In The World - Rihanna

Heard this once and wrote it down then looked it up again today.  It starts of ok but is just average but then good when it's like "take me for a ride" I think that's it anyway.  I just like this song for now and am posting it.  I have turned out to be quite the Rihanna fan anyhows.

Friday, May 24, 2013

My Life Information.

Hey all.  (I'm talking to myself no one reads this).

I been playing a little bit of Diablo 3.  I'm back up to $105 US dollars in my Paypal account but haven't had any sales for a couple nights now which is sad.  My inventory isn't the greatest I guess.  I am planning to expand with my brother lending me his D3 account so i'll be able to list twice as many items for sale, as most know there is a 10 item limit on the D3 Auction House.  This means i'll probably spend between $10 and $15 dollars on acquiring new stuff to sell for profit so will knock my Paypal balance a little.

My phone bill is in a little bit better shape so i'm going to try and save for a 24" monitor.  At the rate i'm achieving at the moment it's going to be a fair while.  Another thing is that the ads on this page have been doing alright.  I'm nearing the payout threshold for them but it's probably still a year away.  It seems that the ad's pay more now than they used to back in the day.  I'm also getting more traffic so that helps I guess.

I only actually got my new power supply on Monday after my old one died the bang.  One of the cables is to short so needs to be lengthened otherwise it seems fine so far.  Today I got my ram back that I send for warranty.  Again so far it seems ok and there have been no system crashes.  The original ram started to crash my machine after the first few hours.  It's been like 6-7 hours now without incident.  Yay.  Finally a stable computer.  I had the chance to buy an am2+ motherboard for $55 dollars but it sold before I finally decided I wanted it.  Very sad.  I have a quad core processor that would be faster than what I have at the moment it just needs a MB.

What else has been happening um.  I made a couple more pages on Indiegogo.com and gofundme.com , these are websites where with a page you ask for donations.  Some people have made a lot of money to start their project or fund whatever or maybe a sickness or something, some have made over 10k or even 100k.  I haven't gotten any donations but I did get one comment that's about it.  On my page I said that my suffering was probably in the top 5% of all time suffering.  I reckon it could be up there in about the top 2% of all time suffering without to much of a stretch.  I guess people just don't see my page buried in amongst all the others or they don't believe me.

What else has been happening er.  I had some new neighbours move into the flat next door to me.  O.  The landlords who had the house on the market because they were getting divorced - well the husband bought out the wife so I don't have to move.  This is great news.  I need stability.  I don't want to be moving around all the time and also there were about 5 open homes which was really annoying with people coming through all the time.  I would still love to own my own home one day with all the benefits that it comes with like cheaper living costs like rent.

Anyhow i'll leave it here for now.  I haven't been doing much at all as usual.    

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.



Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

I have been pronouncing Jesus as Daysis as in Days is Christ.  Daysis can be made to sound like Jesus.  Also I have been saying Endalls as Angels.  Anyway I just like this song so i'm adding it.  I could be a Christian if I believed in the bible but it seems so primitive for a God.  Sure there are some good things in there and i'll definately keep reading and listening but to say I believe what most churches believe would be difficult.

I believe in love I think.  Though that fails.  It's not a power to defeat much today of what is happening - of the suffering there is in the world.  Love falls short.  Who is there to help.  Drug could/can aid.  But do u get addicted and live a lesser life because of it.  Love won't help you with general issues or even important things.  It's quite an effort to summon up love which for me i'm probably not achieving/doing anyway it's just something that falls short.  How to love when you suffer?  Dunno.  Much to hard.  But that's possibly what you need to do.  I tried but failed.  Maybe I have never loved.  I had life a lot easier when I was younger.

Anyhow today is my birthday the 11th of May 2013 and I turn 35.  Happy Birthday to me yaya.


Tuesday, May 7, 2013

GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb

This is the GPUZ of my new video card, an ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb.  It cost $130 nz dollars which is about $110 US dollars, the $130 cost includes $10 for courier.
GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2GB.

Since my original 600 watt power supply blew up I thought that it had taken out the video card with it.  I was only running an old 400 watt that was very dusty.  It had enough juice to power an ordinary 64mb pci video card but not enough grunt to run a pci-e.  I didn't know this till after the new video card wouldn't run either so I new it had to be something else.  I finally managed to borrow a 550 watt power supply and both video cards worked fine from then on and I am now able to run dual monitors.  I have a 22" and a 17" set up.  

Anyhow I now have to spend the rest of my hard earned Diablo 3 money on a new power supply.  I had a go with Diablo 3 and my new video card and it is alot better.  It doesn't lag for so long when there's alot of stuff on screen happening.  My new power supply is going to cost about $66 dollars including courier for a 600 watt.  600 watts should be more than sufficient for a while.  I got like 6 years out of my 400 watt power supply before it failed like it did with not being able to run a pci express video card.  I hope all is well with how it fits into the case and such.  It's a pretty small case.  I wouldn't mind a new case.

So with Diablo 3 as an update I have now earnt and drawn down into my bank account $145 US dollars or I got about $164 NZ dollars.  This is all since beginning trading on the 28th of March 2013 and it's now the 7th of May 2013.  I did have a brea k in trading cause my computer was down with no power supply but that was only about 3 days.  

As I write this I also have about $30 dollars in sales waiting to clear and go into my paypal account which will take the balance to about $40 dollars.  It's good.  I only just drawn down some money and I got almost enough to draw down again.  

My next drawdown is going to go on my phonebill as that's about $200 in debt.  After that is in control i'm then going to buy a new monitor hopefully.  A new 24" screen for around $180 NZ dollars I think they are.  I hope I can make it quicker than I can spend it.  Lol.  Not.   

Anyhow enjoy the GPU Z of my new 7750 video card and my mad rambles.  If you ever played Diablo 3 consider using the Real Money AH again if you have stopped playing.  There's still money to be made.