|I Believe The Govt Damaged My Bones.|
I believe the Govt Damaged the bones or whatever my neck is made from with a weapon. A secret weapon that they deploy to go through walls. It can explode your insides. I believe my neck was hit by some sort of ultrasonic or weapon designed to induce pain and do a little damage depending on power settings. Think Microwave and cooking. They cooked me. I went pop. It damaged my bones it was that powerful.
The thing is I took xrays of my neck. I believe the xrays would definitely have shown something. They came back negative.
I still suffer from a type of osteoarthritis in my neck. My bones all grind together.
I believe my pain has been covered up. I must speak up.
I have truly suffered. Beyond reckoning. I believe I have set world records possibly universal records that will never be passed. Never. Even if you try.
My pain was excruciating. I believe alot of my bones in the top half of my body have been hit by this ray gun. It mainly shows in the top half of my neck.
I believe this was covered up. As it was a couple years before I got the xrays and they had dedicated all their resources towards a mental illness. They didn't want to go back. Also it's a form of human experimentation. The pain.
I must speak up. The Pain.
Even if I am delusional about the cover up. Well I am not delusional about the pain that I endured. Records have been set. Endurance athlete records. Soldiering Records.
They were playing with my life. The Pain.
We were not designed to endure 1 day of the type of pain that I underwent. The Pain.
It's like having your head chopped off. The vertebrae are smashed and the discs are broken. All you know and feel is pain in your head. But you can't tell were it's coming from.
For all I new the pain was in my brain.
Very real though. It did not lapse this pain. There was no place to rest my head. 24/7 I was under this pain.
So if my neck issue is false the pain still existed I just didn't know what it was. Also well I know I was tortured by Govt and technology. After I had been hit with their ray gun they continued to torture me for a very long time. The Pain.
The only evidence I have of my neck is the current grinding that the bones do. It also feels like bones are out of place in there as there is sometimes a thudding with my pulse.
Whenever I lie down at night to goto bed this for the first 2 min or so this is the best healing time.
I can kinda feel nutrients of at least a type of healing taking place with the flow of blood. The Pain.
It doesn't happen everytime but it's basically like the only time I feel i'm healing.
Narrow is the way. Progression is slow. Why am I still unwell after 16.0 years of being sick.
If I can heal then healing has been set back by new injurys that the Govt has inflicted upon me.
Now they inflicted these injuries because I said "America Sucks" a few times and got a bit antsy with them. I am now deaf totally in my left ear. My right ear is also poor. The Pain.
They spam an electronic high frequency sound at me all day and night. It's very loud. The Pain.
It has made me deaf. So yep the torture stopped briefly from the Govt for a few years after 9/11 but it started again in 2009 when I rejected them and their dumb songs. The Pain.
But still that whole time I was setting records for suffering with my neck. The pain left around 2008. The pain started around February 1999. So that's around 10 years of the most brutal universal record type of suffering you can imagine. I topped it out. The Pain.
Foxes have holes, birds have nests, but I had no place to rest my head.
The word NECROTPAIN is a word I invented and it clocked Google. There were no search engine results for it. So it can be pronounced Necro-T-Pain or Neckrot-Pain.
The T is for bearing your cross or my at least for my interest in Christian stuff. Necro for death. Pain for pain. Deathtpain you could say also. The Pain.
Necrotpain the word that didn't exist and clocked Google.
So just saying i'm now being tortured yet again.
It's not so bad this time. But they possess you and mind control you.
For your worst enemies will be members of your own household.
Enough Said. The Pain.
Acknowledge my record or don't. But it's real.
I also want the truth. Buying Truth. I believe once the truth is available people won't be able to get enough. I'm not so much saying the truth about me. But some freedom bringing, above all else, type of event. The highest truth possible. The Pain.
I would like to burn with the highest truth possible.
Also need love. I seem to be in short supply of both truth and love. Please send supplies.
I can't figure reality out anymore. It's to much a mixture of technology and myself. I've been a slave all my life. They treat their slaves horribly. The Govt. The Pain.
I'll stop talking now.
Thanks for reading if you got this far.
This has been an adventure. I Must Yet Still Speak Up.
Darcy Lee The Pain