Darcy Lee Professional Beggar Running a War on Death; Enemy of Death. THIS IS WAR. Death is an enemy. This website is dedicated to the defeat of death. All suffering, pain, war, crime, poverty, Sin, this is all death. Donate Today. I'm looking for enough donations to buy a house. This will be my base for the rest of my life where I will stage a war on death for as long as I live.
Got this on repeat at the moment. I only really like the chorus. Because it's Madonna and because i'm playing it right now on loop with my built in YouTube LOOP button, because of those things i'm adding it to Music 2. There's not quite enough here to go for Music I think. I do like he chorus though.
Ghosts are cool. I had a dream a few days ago and a voice in the dream said "Ghost Touch Me" I dunno if it was my voice or someone else. I think it was someone else though. I got kinda spooked out after that. It got kind of frightening and I woke up. What happened after Ghost Touch Me kinda freaked me out and I was scared in dream but I woke up not scared.
It was kinda like I was in hell and there was movement towards freedom like bands being loosed.
I always get the scary stuff. Now to randomize stuff a bit.
And the Scripture For The Day:
1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
So I guess I'm not yet the possessor of perfect love and i'm being punished.
I fear lots sometimes.
There's much to be afraid of.
Being watched in your own home has moments.
There are people eating gravel. Been thinking about them. Also like meditating on celebrity or other famous or newsworthy deaths.
One death I recently stumbled on was the Ferrero Chocolate maker and Nutella maker Michele Ferrero who was 89. He invented Nutella and kinder surprise. He was worth 26 Billion.
I don't understand how you need to have so much wealth. Wouldn't it be better to feed people. There are plenty of poor people in the world.
Spend this wealth instead of locking it up and guarding it. Liquidize it. Keep enough to sustain yourself and spend the rest on the poor and needy. Alot of people can give out of their wealth who aren't. You can still live a high life. But you must consider the bottom. Without doing this you are truly missing the higher love.
The billionaires of the world don't need all that money.
I know i'm going to try and be frugal with my billions when I earn them.
I'm going to build a support network. Each Millionaire I create will be a pillar in my church temple.
I don't probably have long on this earth. Sad story. I could live another 30 years. But like everyone else i'm slowly heading towards death. I seem to be stuck at waiting for money.
While heading towards death it would be great to be set free by the truth. To not die. To end suffering and pain, death.
The bible predicts the end of Pain and Death. "LET ME STAND HERE".
Isaiah 55:11-12 So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. 12 For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands
I actually totally did this as a kid, verse 11 anyway, I musta been like 9-10 years old. I must of heard the scripture somewhere and imitated it. What I did as a kid in primary school was to somehow send my word out. Then what happened is it came back and someone had voided it but they were lying. I had to add something to my word to make it so it couldn't be voided by cheating. I was like "What.... Void..... My word shall not return to me void" I was sending out my word to do good things. But alas this was along time ago. To my thinking I was doing something original that hadn't been done. It's only now I discover the scripture almost word for word exactly what I was doing. In this scripture I have imitated.
I added this cause I thought the tune was kinda catchy and also this is the scripture I have been meditating on for the last couple days.
John 10:27-29 27"My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; 28and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. 29"My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand.
I have this memory at primary school. It's from such a long time ago. I was very young. I can't really remember the truth. I remember a kid snatching something out of my hand.
If your talking Psy then it was like I was controlling people who I suppose could be sheep with my hands they were doing tasks and being rewarded or they were doing missions of discovery Psy. I can't remember accurately. All I remember is demonstrating this to like 2-3 other kids and that a kid tried to snatch them out of my hand. This is what he spoke.
It was kind of like there was a link between me and certain others that matched me and they were kept in my hand. Psy.
It's kind of like I wondered why he didn't goto the effort of starting his own rather than snatching mine. I think mine in my hand were only slightly built up but that is the advantage. This is about all I can explain. I think by showing others I was teaching. It's so hazy now. I can't remember exactly what I demonstrated that got snatched only something like it was a link to other people contained in my hands maybe fingers. I remember sending a person out and it was like they went right to the end of something and then back again completing something. It made you stronger or more complete or there was some type of reward.
I wanted to write this memory down. It's so fuzzy now that it's not very good. But basically the kid said he snatched the things out of my out hand Psy kind of exactly like described in the scripture at top.
If only I could remember what I demonstrated better.
I'm also going to post this exact post on ATS but it was posted here first this time.
I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower". It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does. I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.
So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others. I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say. I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess. I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say. I have suffered extremely and nobody knew. So i'm telling you now. There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had. Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things. Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was. It's not pleasant. I hope there is a purpose to it. Surely it must make sense some how.
In suffering all is lost. Suffering is the absence of joy. I hope not to suffer any more. 1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin. I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it. I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me. What is the purpose of suffering? Nobody knows. Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.
Christ suffered. If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered. What is it about suffering? I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm. Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible. I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever. Something permanent has to be done. Right now. Not in a 1000 years but now.
Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain. So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain. I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day. There will be no more pain. Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain. If you like it it's not pain. I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are. With the end of pain comes immortality. There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering. 2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life. I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.
I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass. We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do. God seems along way off from reality. I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering. To defeat it. I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore. Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over. No more suffering. I have said enough for now. War on suffering until immortality. Let life shine brightest.
I have been pronouncing Jesus as Daysis as in Days is Christ. Daysis can be made to sound like Jesus. Also I have been saying Endalls as Angels. Anyway I just like this song so i'm adding it. I could be a Christian if I believed in the bible but it seems so primitive for a God. Sure there are some good things in there and i'll definately keep reading and listening but to say I believe what most churches believe would be difficult.
I believe in love I think. Though that fails. It's not a power to defeat much today of what is happening - of the suffering there is in the world. Love falls short. Who is there to help. Drug could/can aid. But do u get addicted and live a lesser life because of it. Love won't help you with general issues or even important things. It's quite an effort to summon up love which for me i'm probably not achieving/doing anyway it's just something that falls short. How to love when you suffer? Dunno. Much to hard. But that's possibly what you need to do. I tried but failed. Maybe I have never loved. I had life a lot easier when I was younger.
Anyhow today is my birthday the 11th of May 2013 and I turn 35. Happy Birthday to me yaya.
1 Thessalonians 5:17 Pray without ceasing and 1 Thessalonians 5:21 Prove all things; hold fast that which is good KJV. Or NIV is Test Everything.
When I was about 12-13 years old I remember thinking I should pray about something and at the time measuring to see if there would be any benefit any difference from me praying. Er anyway I prayed and found that there was an ever so slight benefit but it was only marginal. From this I came up independently of the bible with the words Pray Without Ceasing.
This was my finding that you should pray without ceasing because in all things it would make an ever so slight difference for the better. Now the way I implemented this was to attempt to have all my thoughts as prayers. The streams of my thoughts I bent so they would be praying. Whatever that means.
I just remember having like all my thoughts converging and the different streams being bent and manipulated so they would then be praying.
Anyway I did come up with prayer without ceasing as a 12 year old without reading the bible. It came from praying and measuring the prayer and seeing if it actually did anything. I came up with the exact words "pray without ceasing" this was because in the beginning you could only move a small amount at one time. But eventually you hit the jackpot and your moving mountains after praying.
The problem with all this is it's untested. I can't prove my method for praying without ceasing and I can't prove that prayer actually improves anything.
As a child I thought I could actually measure prayer to see if it's working and also that every thought could be taken captive towards the goal of praying without ceasing. That every thought is a prayer and prayer included. But this all happened quickly and only got the once over. I don't have the same skills I did as a kid. Lol. Yeah it is unproven.
Saying that I was surprised when I found the scripture Pray Without Ceasing as I had used those exact same words. Is God trying to prove my independent discovery of the words pray without ceasing.
I do like the words test everything. I'll try and test alot more anyway. Most stuff from when I was a child never got tested, it just got believed. And I mean how do you like test half the stuff you come across anyway. I definitely enjoy testing my beliefs to find better truth or at very least the thought of testing. I mean how do you test everything we must have like a million thoughts every minute. I'm not to sure how to implement testing and proving everything and all things.
I am working on testing everything but I don't have the same imagination of when I was a child. I would like to have known at the time of inception of ideas when I was younger to test them more as they have shaped what I believed later in life. Like I said alot of thoughts and ideas went untested. I at least now after reading scripture know to test stuff and suggest you also test your own thinking as much you can.
So to post something bad. Terrabad. I'm wondering what Jesus meant when he said things like you must eat my flesh and drink my blood (john 6 in the bible). I wonder what the secret is.
So for 2000 thousand years people have been wondering what Jesus meant. I don't know.
John 6:53 Unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink His blood, you have no life in you.
It's like a riddle. Maybe it's real important. People still haven't figured it out yet in my opinion, I don't know either and I wonder if it has any importance towards immortality. How importantly should this be rated. I think immortality will be invented by science probably long before it can be figured out.
Maybe you need to see something to work it out. Like a key. If you knew what Jesus was referring to when he said eat my flesh and drink my blood. God is a dying cause in this day and age. Science is king at the moment. Religion has been reigning for the last 2000 thousand+ years.
I want to know what Jesus meant. He is hiding something. With these words. Something that could be explained more plainly. Eating his flesh and drinking his blood sounds cool because I reakon it's true that you can do it he's just refering to what he means in a hiding it unless you've seen something or understand something way maybe. He's hiding something with the truth in plain sight. I wonder what he means.
But truly I don't know. Whats your boring theories.
Eat Jesus's Flesh And Drink Jesus's Blood People that's my advice. O and atheism.
The Following Post I found in draft mode of blogger, i'm publishing it today 13/08/2014. I hadn't published it before I don't think. I not sure if I feel the same. I continue to search for answers but I can't think. I search for LOVE. Love that burns like a fire. What is higher? Love sounds like a good deal. I want a love that is just as strong as death. Is there another word for LOVE? What is your power? Here is the post anyway in it's entirety:
God is a boring subject. BORING. Not much wealth. I don't believe in god/jesus anymore. No thanks. It took me a while. The word I like at the moment is mythology. I always wanted to know about that. Wether god existed. I'm hoping to reap some benefits of knowing god doesn't exist. It should help a little. I won't be so dumb.
Here is some very expensive valuable information that would normally cost you $$$$$Thousands. GOD doesn't exist. It's a little important.If you want you can pay me for this hard won fought information by clicking the paypal button and using your credit card. I guess i'm cutting of all the people who believe in god and don't know when I say god doesn't exist. They can donate too if they want.
RULING THE UNIVERSE
Ruling the universe for me is for me having a really nice house with Sky TV, World of Warcraft, nice furniture, car, assorted electornics er basically being rich. Being as comfortable as possible and experiencing. A start for me would be a house. For ruling the universe. For me. I want to rule the universe. If you would like me to rule the universe. Um you can donate money getting me closer to a house. Every person has the power to rule the universe perhaps. Altogether at the same time as well. Everyone wants to be as comfortable as possible.
Asking for money is hard work. Ok this is a strange post. I'm begging which is bad also this is all of what someone in my position is capable of damn it for myself. I really wanted some money too.
Add World of Warcraft to my wishlist and Sky TV. I want house. With house I will rule universe.