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Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Scooter Accident.

I had an accident on my 50cc Scooter about 2 weeks ago on Wednesday the 16th of September 2015 at about 5pm. I'm ok. Just hurt my big toe. But it's ok now. My scooter front wheel and guard were damaged in the accident and possibly the front forks.

So far all seems to be going well with the people seeking parts to replace what was damaged.; It wasn't my fault. I was coming upto a giveway sign and a big toyota hilux came round on wrong side of road cutting the center line and caught and run over my front wheel. I was going pretty slowly so I just was able to jump off. I was like 1 metre from the giveway sign.

I remember thinking when I pick up my broken bike to check where it had fallen to see if I had crossed center line or something. It had fallen away from me and even the handle bars were inside the center line. The Hilux was well wrong and at fault.

It was very violent. It could of been much worse. I could've been killed.

I really need a car now to be safe. But i'm poor.

It's put me right off scooters.

It wasn't my fault I was hit unawares from out of no where before I even new what was happening. I even did the exact opposite thoughts thing that I should of in such an emergency. It was over so quicky but my thoughts and reaction were all wrong and I should've been jumping out of the way or something. I reacted poorly. I won't make it if I have to rely on my reactions vs thinking on what to do to save me or someone else in a life threatening emergency.

I don't think there is anything that can speed me up and make me more "onto it" as they say.

Here are some photos:









Hopefully soon enough i'll be rich and able to afford a car. Rich to me is like $450k.

I am expecting some money for my September 11th World Trade Center Phone call. Can only be patient and wait. A car would be safer. Really need to upgrade to a car for safety now. The scooter accident was violent. But i'm safe. But it really put me off riding a scooter now. If the scooter ever gets fixed and I have to ride it again i'm going to be ever so careful and dreaming of a car the whole way.

Buy me a car if your wealthy.

Justin Bieber Where Are You Now




Justin Bieber - What Do You Mean




Skrillex and Diplo - "Where Are Ü Now" with Justin Bieber

Justin Bieber
Listened to "What do You Mean" for alot then just now as i was looking up the song again to add it to this blog I read an article and through that I came to the skrillex and diplo song.

Now these are both good songs.

"Where are u Now" sounds jungle and technical. Little slice of heaven.

I'm ever yet to find a song that maintains a chorus the whole way through the song.

Like the energy or hook of the chorus but the whole song is like one giant hook. With no ups or downs or peaks or troughs or waits.  Maybe you could tell a story with only a few words repeated but let music talk more. Few words repeated or more complex?

Why do we get bored of songs?

What songs are going to be around in 100 years.

Music could change with the Matrix Virtual Reality Tech. Songs will become thoughts. I mean songs are thoughts but they will be ported in new ways to the brain.

I've already had them singing to me.

Today was a chorus of Try by Pink. I didn't recognize it and had to look it up but it was pretty cool this version that I heard in my mind.

Now the Bieber songs here are great. Check them out if you haven't heard them.

Added Label 100 Years. Adding this post to Music.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Friday, September 25, 2015

The Ancient of Days.

Found this picture after searching for Ancient of Days in Google. It's a Watercolor etching called The Ancient of Days done in (1794) by William Blake.

I thought it was very cool. Now.... I was searching for ancient of days because I sometimes call myself by that. I use this term because my suffering was like every day being a 100 years.

I feel ancient and very old and my body shows it. I'm lucky to have survived. I'm still a captive though of the Govts, still their slave.

I also pronounce Ancient of Days and Ate Shit of Days reminding me again of the long time I suffered when I should be having the best time of my life in my youth.

Write your comments about this Watercolor.

Daniel 7:13 “In my vision at night I looked, and there before me was one like a son of man,a coming with the clouds of heaven. He approached the Ancient of Days and was led into his presence.

Daniel 7:14 He was given authority, glory and sovereign power; all nations and peoples of every language worshiped him. His dominion is an everlasting dominion that will not pass away, and his kingdom is one that will never be destroyed.

I'm coming into a kingdom sooner or later of lots of money and modern tech. I hope to make it one that can never be destroyed or never pass away.

I believe in immortality and resurrection. These are things my kingdom stands for. We are in a fight against death. Death is the last enemy. One day Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain. My kingdom stands for these things.

People need lifting. Burdens need to be carried. There is a scripture for that it is: Galatians 6:2 Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.

So we can help each other. I will be helping others when I come into my kingdom and my kingdom should create a small fire and shift in the world.

Hopefully some everlasting damage can be done against all that is evil.

I am a light unto the world. Matthew 5:14 "You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. I am a light unto the world. I will be very famous if the truth is ever known. But it seems I can be hidden. People will be altered in their timelines that they are living.

Hopefully they will be lifted to a higher life. The matrix tech is coming. This tech in itself will change many things. I've had some wonderful dreams.

I've written enough.

Added Labels "Resurrection" "Revelations" "Kingdom" "Cool" "Burdens" and "Ancient".

Leeda
Darcy Lee


Thursday, September 24, 2015

Mad Max Fury Road 2015



Mad Max
Mad Max - Fury Road

This is definitely big budget. There are heaps of cars being tossed around blown up with explosions and heaps of stunts. Would recommend this movie if your of age. It's all action. I also like the story. Perhaps there will be a part 2 but maybe not. More explosions than the original and more cars.

Darcy Lee

Big Hero 6.



Big Hero 6
Big Hero 6

Watched this the other day and thoroughly enjoyed it. It was an emotional roller coaster ride. It was cool. Recommend it to anyone of any age. Most people should enjoy this.

Loved the robot fight scene when he's fighting gambling for money against other robots. Had me laughing.

Darcy Lee

Avril Lavigne Sk8er Boi




Avril Lavigne - Sk8er Boi

Been listening to this on and off for a couple days. Pretty sure it's one of my songs.




Avril Lavigne - Complicated

Also one of my songs. Got a few listens out of this also but mostly Skater Boy.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Marilyn Manson Long Hard Road Out Of Hell



Marilyn Manson.
Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell

Used to listen to this back in the day. Its from the Spawn soundtrack. It has a cool chorus. Don't personally like the look of Marilyn though. But that's probably what he wants. This photo ok but some of his looks pretty out there.

Killswitch Engage Strength of the Mind



Killswitch Engage - Strength of the Mind

Killswitch Engage.
This is more of a music 3 because of quality but I gave it a few listens. Adding to Music 2.

A low quality vid for a change.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Friday, September 11, 2015

6am Life Is Beautiful



6am - Life Is Beautiful.

6AM.
I'm pretty sure this is also one of my songs based around my World Trade Center Septermber 11th 2001 phone calls. No one will cry at my funeral and a couple other lines in this song are things I spoke.

I added lots of labels to this post. Don't know if I should but I have. It's just going to have to fit. It fits in that it's one of the created songs. It fits like that.

Papa Roach Last Resort



Papa Roach - Last Resort

Used to enjoy this back in the day. Listened to it a few time recently so it deserves a mention. I could almost class this song as one of mine if it wasn't dated earlier than 2001. I either copied it or it copied me anyway. Probably the first one in this case. Thing is I did ask for them to date some of the songs as coming out earlier than 2001 and i'm pretty sure they have. Butterfly from Crazytown is one of them but I could be wrong about that also, like I said, I did ask for them to backdate some of the songs theyer were to create. Can never be sure.
Papa Roach.

No one will ever know every song I feature in but some are more obviously not mine than others and I have just copied their lyrics. Like The Whos Behind Blue Eyes.

But some have me fooled even.

I couldn't even tell you.


Stabbing Westward vs Wink Torn Apart



Stabbing Westward vs. Wink - Torn Apart

All I can say is wait till he sings... "These words have torn my world apart". I really like the chorus anyway.
Stabbing Westward.

I actually got on to this by going through some of the songs on the spawn album. That's where this is from. I'm going to add a Marilyn Manson song from that album as well.

THESE WORDS HAVE TORN MY WORLD APART.

Adding this to Music. This will be the 200th song in Music and the 286th in total. This chorus I love and it's also an old song I used to listen to so it goes in memories as well.

Darcy Lee

Filter & the Crystal Method Cant You Trip Like I Do



Filter- Take a Picture



Filter - Hey Man Nice Shot



Filter
Filter & the Crystal Method Cant You Trip Like I Do

Now the bottom two songs I remember the top one not so much. I remember Trip Like You Do From the Album "Spawn". That was a great album and my brother inherited it from me once I was sick of it as I had it on CD.

Hey Man Nice Shot I remember somehow. I think I used to have it. Or i have listened to it before. Most of these songs date from about 1999 or earlier.

The top song is slow but still ok. The bottom two songs are alot more rocky.

Darcy Lee

9/11 in New Zealand day.

In New Zealand it is the 11th of September 2015. 14 years ago tomorrow going by American time the planes hit the buildings in New York and Washington.

It was an easy attack. Everyone was a sheep. The terrorists used box cutters. The people in the planes that hit the buildings didn't fight back because of what they had seen on movies. The terrorists always landed the plane and asked for money or a list of demands or something stupid. 

Poor sheep that we are. We are just not a match as yet for the evil that is exists. 

OMG Muhammad and Islam (Added label Islam). I like Christianity better cause Mr Christ had powers. Islam is just a man talking. 

I've started a religion and i'm just a man talking.

Granted few people follow know that they follow me. But this is just a temporary thing like death.

For my followers. Death is the last enemy. Defeat death and everything changes. I'm talking no pain no death no suffering no crying no tears no misery no sorrow. 

Death is like a root of many things that cause evil to the human race.

Hmm.

So Love of money is the root of all evil.

OMG who doesn't love money right.

I mean Food. Shelter. Clothing. Cars. Petrol. Electricity. Internet. Electronics. Houses. Medicines. Weed. 

Love of Money. Love of Money. Love of Money.

Some translations have it "Love of money is the root of all kinds of evil". Not all evil but all kinds of evil.

I agree with this new translation more.

There's evil in the animal world that doesn't involve money. It's just a drive for hunger. A lions got to eat a zebra. Shark got to eat a fish. Human got to eat a cow.

Evil be like rampant and free running.

Evil has been warned but doesn't listen.

Nek minute.

But still. Evil has had it's day.

So death the last enemy. Love of money the root of all kinds of evil.

There should be something to think about there.

Not everyone sees death as an enemy. I like to think without death I wouldn't age. I would always have the perfect body.

Hollywood and the world chases this. Aging is death. May they know God and perfection.

It will take immense power, spirit and love to defeat death.


Song of Solomon 8:6 For Love is as Strong as Death.


Darcy Lee
Leeda


Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Beethovens 5th Symphony



Beethovens 5th Symphony

Beethoven.
I thought I had added a Beethoven song before and I was right. It was Fur Elise. You can find that song by clicking this link. This song, Beethovens 5th Symphony is the one that goes Ba Ba Ba Baaa, Ba Ba Ba Baaaa. Most will recognize it straight away upon listening. If you enjoyed this check out Fur Elise. Fur Elise reminds me of the 80s TV show Whiz Kids.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Monday, September 7, 2015

Minions The Movie



Minions The Movie.

Minions
Watched this just a couple of hours ago. I enjoyed the beginning there were quite a few laughs but to me it kind of became silly in the end. To much silly stuff happened. I was still laughing occasionally but yeah I kind of lost interest because heaps of sillyness. I enjoyed Despicable Me 1 and 2 better than this. Watch if your a kid. I'm sure you'll get heaps of laughs out of it.

I just didn't really enjoy this very much because it was to cartoony and unrealistic. I mean don't get me wrong I enjoy cartoon physics but this was just to much.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Descendants



Disneys' Descendants.

Watch this last night because my back is so sore that I can't play World of Warcraft anymore. At least i'm afraid to play it cause I might hurt my back again. I guess I watched this because of Angelina Jolie and her movie Malificent. I definitely enjoyed that. That was much better than this but this is still worth a watch if your of the right tastes.
Descendants

Anyway this movie rates ok. It would be good for teenagers and kids I guess. It is a musical and I knew that before I watched it but I was hoping the music wouldn't be to over powering and it wasn't, it was a good balance.

I like the ending and who grabs the wand is a little twist. I would say give this a watch if your 20 or under. There's not much here for adults but I enjoyed it anyway. It wasn't like mind blowing great or anything. I did enjoy the message of being good.

I am now resolutely going to be good from now on. But it never lasts long. I have a craving to be good. As a kid it was much easier to be good. In the movie at about the 49 min mark it mentions many parts of a body similar to Christian teaching in the bible. 1 Corinthians 12:12. Check this out if you have the movie.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Avengers Age of Ultron




The Avengers.
Avengers - Age of Ultron.

Watched this a couple of nights ago and really enjoyed it. Would recommend to anyone old enough for explosions and gun fights. It was pretty much big budget action the whole way. Check it out.

Of course A.I isn't going to happen like this. It will be a brain computer interface at first. Robots will be much later. The BCI will be worth worrying about first.

Darcy Lee

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Tenacious D Master Exploder.




Tenacious D Master Exploder.

I went from listening to You Move To This Phenomenon to Tribute to trying a few other Tenacious D songs. This was the first one I tried and I liked it immediately. I'm adding it. I'm on the 3rd play now. I'm definitely going to get more plays out of it though. The video is also quite humorous.

Tenacious D
As for personal life i've injured my back after sitting in a chair for like 27 hours playing World of Warcraft. I felt it when I first sat down that I was loading all my weight onto a disc and kinda locking out a little. If I had a better more padded chair I would be ok. The chair I have although the best i've ever had is still lacking in any padding. It doesn't really have any cushion to soften it for you. It has a little but not enough for there really to be any movement.

I have to be more careful. The pain is terrible in certain positions. I can barely move. I like a little old hunched up lady. Getting up and sitting down is terrible.

Anyone want to buy a poor person a chair? Or buy me anything? I'm poor my wages never change. You buying me something anything will add to my overall total. Perhaps you could just donate cash and let me spend it on what ever. That could be cool. No ones ever donated before. But saying that after nearly 8 years I am actually about to be paid out in Google Adsense. The payout limit is $130 NZ dollars. I'm hoping to buy a 2TB External HDD as my internal 1.5TB is nearly full.  It should take me about 1-3 more months to make the last $1.25. Hopefully I can get a 2TB without spending the money on something else.

Another thing but I recently got a new monitor. It's the same size (22") and Resolution (1680x1050) as my old one but it has a faster refresh rate. I've also managed in my wheelings and dealings to pay for a new 24" full HD (1920x1080). It's going to take about a month to arrive though. I will have dual monitors a 22" and 24". At the moment i'm using a 22" and 19".

I recently just ticked over 1 million gold across all my characters in World of Warcraft. Mostly trading in pets from server to server.

I thought I would get this post in before midnight and the end of the month but I didn't quite make it. I got distracted, so now it's going on the first of the month. September. Only 11 days till 9/11 anniversary.

Another thing. I recently had an uncle die as well. Uncle Peter. I knew him from the ages of about 5-17 or so. His kidneys had failed a while ago and he was on dialysis. I didn't see much of him in later life but it's still sad to hear of his passing. I don't see much of the cousins these days. I do have one memory of him selling me some shoes as a kid. He lived and owned a shoe shop in Carterton for a while. I'm pretty sure I have the right uncle.

Leeda
Darcy Lee





Monday, August 31, 2015

Marc Cohen Walking In Memphis



Marc Cohn - Walking In Memphis.

This was a favourite back in the day when I was like 14 or so, so adding it cause I used to like it, not cause I listened to it now.

Marc Cohn.
Adding for memories. I used to love the line "Are you a Christian" and he'd reply "Maam I am tonight". Used to love that part. I often identified as a Christian though kept somewhat secret about it. I practiced Christianity growing up. But it has failed now as you can read from my last post.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Thousand Foot Krutch You Move To This Phenomenon.




Thousand Foot Krutch - You Move To This Phenomenon.

Been listening to this for the last couple days. Bit bored of it now buts it's still pretty cool and I like it. It's also one of my songs. The line "You Move To This Phenomenon" is me speaking. I was speaking about Jesus.

Don't know about Jesus anymore. I've done nothing but suffer and be tortured by other humans. All because of these songs. Before 2001 it was worse. I don't understand how humans can be so evil. None of the bible ever comes true. O death where is thy sting. Well death still survives to this day. People get tortured. Pain thrives. God does nothing.

God when are you going to change this world into something good. At the moment it's only evil. There is only suffering.

I'm tortured daily by humans. They mind control me with technology. They lord it over me. They won't give me any money to provide some comfort. They keep my phone call a secret.

The are vain and think ever so highly of themselves.

The bible does nothing though. Neither do Christians. No Christian believes my story so no action is taken.

I want some comfort.

I want some money.

I want to stop being mind controlled. I want the people behind it to be judged by the public for what they do. They mind control everyone. The laws they make put them above us.

They keep it secret.

No one believes.

God you suck. God your evil. You do nothing.

Jesus you suck. Your death which you could've avoided did nothing but give them something to mind control me with.

Religion sucks. It doesn't work. The cross has no power. Jesus has no power and is dead.

I need to die.

Jesus you are a liar.

2000 years of human suffering makes me believe Jesus is a liar. But to come to this conclusion yourself then you must suffer for like at least 5 years of the worst suffering imaginable.

Jesus doesn't save.

Jesus is evil. Jesus doesn't care.

Jesus teachings are evil. They are undecipherable. They provide no comfort in your pain. They only lead to madness.

The whole bible is a book of madness.

God is evil but more than likely doesn't exist.

What else can I say about God? Even right now the usual things that come up in my eyesight are coming up right now. These are mind control items. I am being mind controlled right now.

Nobody believes in this tech.

I hate God.

God has done no good in my life.

God is not good. God is not real. There are only evil humans like Hitler with no humans to oppose the evil. The evil goes unchecked.

I have for the last 17 years been tortured by humans. Even longer than that. They have mind controlled me all my life.

No Christian will accept me. They don't believe my words. My words about the tech and songs are truth. Yet no one acknowledges me.

God is not real. God is evil.

Christians are evil. They don't believe in their God. If they did they would believe me.

I hate God.

I hate Christians.

Not one person has believed me.

God does nothing. Nobody can hear his voice. In the face of absolute suffering for years on end God did nothing.

God your evil. You don't prove me wrong.

God show your face you coward. Stop hiding.

There are no weapons the average man has against the evil in the world. If your going to be tortured you will be tortured. No God will stop it.

When will I stop being tortured. When will I be believed. When will these men and women who have practiced mind control on me be brought to justice. Do you think they believe in your God?

They know there isn't a god. Their behavior exhibits what they believe. They torture people for fun

I am tortured for sport and fun.

You don't believe me. So they can carry on with out fear.

I need the people who do this to me to be punished.

Their laws can't possibly hold up under reality. If the people knew about them.

They break international war rules about torture.

I am a torture victim.

I have no scars and nobody believes me. Yet I am tortured by other men daily.

I believe the theory of God is evil and he doesn't exist.

But as long as men can do things in secret their will always be wrongs.

The darkness that these cockroaches hide in needs to be brought to the world

The world needs to know about this tech. This so others aren't tortured by it.

They are worse than Hitler these people. They are hardcore fascists. Nazis in true blood. Only armed with modern tech.

It is a war.

I am tortured as a prisoner.

I have done nothing wrong.

These people have made all the choices and decisions.

I asked for money everyday they watched me. I am destitute and poor.

These people have no heart. They have no mercy. They have given themselves to the way of evil.

They enjoy evil more than good. They practice it to get better at it.

I am very distressed at the moment.

God is no help. There is no help for me.

I want my freedom that is my right.

I want my rights that every human should have. The right not to be mind controlled and tortured.

These people think so highly of themselves. They call themselves God.

They treat everyone as underneath and below them.

They are not afraid. They have no fear.

So you Christian. When are you going to believe me.

I don't believe in your evil God anymore. He is evil. I have now endured more than Christ did  for a much longer period of time. Chirsts' suffering was over in a matter of hours. Mine went on at max level for 10 years. Then it stopped for like 6 months then the humans started right back at it. Now I have all new wounds.

All humans are evil.

I want my rights. I want the law to do me justice. They are breaking the law and they are from the Govt. Nobody cares about me.

I don't even have one comment on my website after like 8 years.

No body loves me.

To love me is to believe what I say.

From experience I can only go by. My experience is God never speaks to you. I haven't heard his voice. God doesn't fight for you. From experience God doesn't exist.

Men are evil. Men know that God doesn't exist and take advantage of  men that believe in God.

Why should I be tortured. I am innocent. I've done nothing criminal. They torture me now for pleasure.

They fail to understand pain as they have never known it.

I want the torture to stop.

When will the torture stop.

They make me angry. They mock and tease me with the tech.

They even can control what I type and make me speak out loud what and as I type.

They can see what I see hear what I hear. Who gave them permission.

We didn't. We make the laws. Not them.

They can't make a law that make me their slave.

I am a slave under law though.

They keep me as a slave. They treat me badly. Jesus is evil

I can't say how much I hate Jesus for all the suffering he has brought into my life.

Jesus you are not good. God you are not good either.

There is no one good. Not One.

These people need to have it taken off them. Permanently.

These people need to be mind controlled themselves.

They need their minds read and made public.

Something needs to be done. But you are evil.

You are evil as well.

You don't believe. You haven't suffered.

Until the truth comes out you are all evil.

You are evil with them.

You chose to believe them over me.

I hate God now. I have given God 37 years to do something. That's totally long enough.

God is useless in the face of human suffering and death.

God does nothing.

This tech seems much greater than god if it can control my every move.

What gives them the lawful right to make me their slave.

They are exactly the same people before 9/11 and after 9/11.

Nothing changed. The evil was allowed to live.

Evil must be killed and punished and tortured.

Lay your life down for me.

I hate God. I hate the world. I hate life.

You are not innocent. Nobody is. Please help me stop being tortured by other humans. Believe what I say. Maybe not about God but at least about the songs and about being tortured.

Noboby even believes I am being tortured. It's all in my head.

Well you shall mourn then.


Darcy Lee
Leeda





Thursday, August 13, 2015

Bob Marley Iron Lion Zion



Iron Lion Zion - Bob Marley

Bob Marley
I was surprised that I didn't have this up. I had another Bob Marley song up Get Up Stand Up. I often sing Iron Lion Zion. It could also be Iron Like a Line In Zion. I like this song. Adding this to Music.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Pink Try



Pink - Try.

I like this song but bit annoyed with it now after listening to it more. I think I can listen more not
Pink
sure. I'm running on a monitor that is only 1280x1024 so I can't have heaps of tabs open otherwise it clogs the screen. I have bought a new monitor. Should get that soon. It's almost an exact replacement for what I had.

Anyway give this song a Try.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

The Beatles Helter Skelter



The Beatles - Helter Skelter

This is the short version. It's pretty cool. Live.




The Beatles - Helter Skelter longer version

This version is 8:50 long. I think it's been looped or something. I'm going to listen to this more. Shame it got attached to racism and murder by one man. It's bigger than that though.

Darcy Lee
Leeda


Insurgent Trailer 2015 Divergent Sequel



Insurgent
Insurgent Official Trailer #1 (2015) - Shailene Woodley Divergent Sequel.

Watched this last night. I thought it was pretty good. You really need to have seen the first on
e though it's not really a standalone film.  I followed most of it and it was all finished so there won't be anymore after this pretty much unless a whole new story line appears. That's not a spoiler.

So anyway. I would say that you should watch this if you have seen the first one. The first one is better. There's enough here to recommend this movie as worth watching at least once. Enjoy.

Darcy Lee
Leeda