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Monday, June 16, 2014

Immortality. War On Death.

Don't even bother reading this.  I decided that i'm going to add my former Immortalitywarondeath website to this page.  It's basically a wall of text.  This is the first half anyway.  I wrote this like 8-9 years ago.  I had this webpage hosted on a free host but it's since shut down.  This is the text I was writing when I first started blogging 8 years ago.  Here is the easy to copy text.


5/12/06

Transfered site to new host and added Google Adsense day.

3/12/06

WAR

22/11/06

World suffering in the universe day. Thing.
15/11/06

Build robots. Slaves and servants.

14/11/06

Proberly the hardest thing i've found so far about this website is getting traffic. If you don't have a good idea or someway of being noticed then you just don't get any traffic. Apparently there is something of a two month time period for new websites to start showing up in search engines. I expect this will be alot longer for myself. It's called the sandbox effect or something. This website is about 2 months old now and i've had hardly any hits but thats what I knew would happen in the early days all along. If I just keep adding content via this blog and finding more links and other relevant interesting stuff and keep expanding the site by working each day on it then search engines eventually shouldn't have any problem with giving me a decent ranking.

How long do I want to carry on this site for? Hmm. Well I would like to see more people getting involved in immortality so I think I should be able to go for a while. I'm having trouble blogging I guess because well i'm new and also i'm not to bright and well I just don't have good ideas and am not very good at communicating them even if I do which I don't. More interesting than immortality for me is proberly money. I really want your money, gimme your money perhaps because i'm crazy enough to have presented such a dumb thing and you feel pity. Surely you feel pity. You proberly laughing going like haha me give you money hahahahahahaha. Some people will give me money (maybe) just because i'm asking for it. Really thats all i'm doing, i'm asking you to give me money without me doing anything for it and you receiving nothing in return. This is a new medium "the internet" with which I can contact billions of people from all over the globe without leaving my house and since i'm contacting you why not ask you for money. I guess I don't make a very good case for you to give me money. There's lots of competition to. Contacting random people over the internet and asking them for money this is what i'm doing, the numbers stack up, for the millions of potential of people that are able to read and might stumble across this site a few will actually make a donation and well I make some money for basically doing nothing, just for asking.

Immortality, what are your opinions. I guess i'm going to die. Thats really sad. Anyones death is a sad thing. I actually think it's wrong that people should die. Life is actually really hard but few grasp this I think or people do grasp this but can do very little about it. This is sad as well. Something I would say is that life is really hard. Even though now you might not find it hard there will be times in your life that are unbearable. Everyones kinda new at living, the experiences of how hard life can be are very difficult to communicate especially to the some that live in complete heaven. People are doing things but I really think that a major paradigm shift needs to take place. Something so incredibly powerful needs to be imagined and created. I'm a dreamer totally. I would pray and have prayed but there is no god to answer. So the thing is on humanity to better things.

Things I have learned in life that I can communicate but won't really be understood are things like "don't do drugs", any kind of drugs, even the least harmful like marijuana even just a little. America has been waging a war on drugs but from all accounts they've been losing, but they shouldn't give up. Every life they draw away from the drug scene is so infinitely valuable and makes the effort worth while. Drugs are a very bad thing. Another thing i've experinced is watching less intelligent people out preform way more intelligent people simply by putting in a few hours work each day while others are out enjoying themselves. A couple of hours study each day or less but each day kicks the ass of lot of people. But it's finding the motivation but more so the wisdom to be able to do a little extra each day. It just adds up the work that you do. Yup I got my ass kicked. So with this principle i'm going to try and spend time each day trying to improve this site mainly by just surfing and entertaining myself through the internet and adding stuff that I find relevant and fitting. A little bit of work each day if you can manage it and just adds up and then when you look at the big picture eventually you've put in massive time.

I watched a friend study a little each day after school when we were at school and he did this everyday (don't know how to keep doing it everyday all the time but if you can see it's only a little time each day but it adds up to the total picture) he beat people in marks way more intelligent than him just by doing a little each day of course i'm so jealous of him now (a little each day you know such wisdom). Then we started smoking marijuana together. He chose to give it up and not smoke it as that is what was right to him, and I kept smoking. Now i'm the drug addled crazy person and hes the person whos done lots of hard work but it wasn't really hard work at all it was just a daily thing, a little each day. I'm so envious. I'm the loser and I get to watch others have wonderful lifes and see there decisions like not to smoke marijuana bear fruit like retaining your sanity. I discovered marijuana causes mental illness by smoking it. Argh. Yep i'm sick and crazy now while others who made the right choices have nothing but wonderful safe lives ahead of them. So the thing is don't do drugs, any kind it's wisdom that can be read but is rarely understood. A little each day over time you come to have alot. Physical fitness is the same. It's just a little each day but to understand this I don't. So i'll post a letter from my doctor that I have asked for that will say exactly what they think is wrong with me maybe you'll give me money cause. So um study a little each day, do a little of something each day that will keep adding up, don't do drugs, ever, anykind, and work out just a little each day cause. Eat well. One step at a time a little each day.

Such wisdom my friend had over me and the whole time I thought I was like doing the right thing. It's like the movie basket ball diaries when Leonardo Decaprio sees someone he was playing basketball with make the american allstar team or something and thats where he could have been himself. I've failed at life magnificently. Just by doing a little each day and staying on track with what is right and not being lead by others who are mostly out for a quickie. I dunno really i'm so sad. Yeah I lost my life. So I have to learn by where others have succeeded and try to follow in there footsteps, a little each day but I don't have the health anymore, my excuse. I'm always going to have an excuse just as I had excuses then. I've lost my life. I'm one of the stupid people now. Really I have never not been stupid but it really shows up now by the pain I experience. Life was good before marijuana. Marijuana's not safe for everyone but its deemed fine by the majority, it can cause mental illness (pain). Hidden trap and nothing to spot it with. Some spot it though like my friend.

Gimme money cause i'm not very bright and have done so much stupid stuff and immortality. Watch those who have made it and learn from them I guess, copy. Don't do drugs. Any. Learn this. Any. Stay in school and study. One day at a time. Eat well. Exercise. Definately don't smoke cigarettes (I smoke)(yes i'm that stupid). I'll add more things that i've observed but don't practice myself in future blogs. Common sense easy stuff you hear all the time. Watch out for your peers. You may find you have to put alot of effort into not doing what there doing and what there doing is incredibly tempting. I can't blame peers i'm not allowed. Watch though. Temptation. Fight? I'm partially crazy thanks. This has been a "my own fault" blog entry.

9/11/06

I don't know what to say now. I'm going to be poor all my life. To make money through the internet you have to be talented, original and creative. Those sorta things. I'm going to be poor all my life. Did I mention hard work. If I work really hard I would make some money. So with the internet if I work hard I can make some money. I'm going to be poor all my life. I would like to work hard but i'm not talented, original and creative. Motivation. If I motivate myself to work hard using the internet I can make some money. I'm very interested in money. It would be a huge rest you see. So if I can just work hard. The internet is the new way to make money. It's an audience all round the world. But it's about hard work. I'm not the hard working type but the oppurtunity to make money by just hard work and the internet is very powerful. But alas i'm going to be poor all my life. Anyway can I ride on your hard work by you giving me money. Proberly not. Anyway I like the idea of hard work if I get money. It's worth it. Hard work is the key it will get you places. Hard work is impossible for me though. So through the internet and hard work. Money. I want money. Gimme your money. For free. Donation. The internet is amazing now. I can sit here at my keyboard and ask you for money and you can transfer it to me electronically by credit card into my paypal account and I can then put it into my bank account and spend it. This is amazing. I going to work really hard to take advantage of this. People all round the world can give me money. Everything is hard work. If your sick then your hard work is not at the same level as others. I've been lazy all my life. If people work hard they reap there own rewards. Guess if I really want money then I will work hard. The internet. It's new. Gimme money. Everything I say makes sense. You know it.

29/10/06

The internet I think is just starting to take off. Websites like You Tube which hosts millions of videos from people all over the world for your viewing pleasure are very new. Broadband internet is still new and not available to everyone yet because of cost but broadband for many people already has opened the door to graphic and video intensive websites. One of the things I noticed on You Tube was what was called a Vlog, a Video log, people making a video diary or commentary and interacting with each other with an audience. All you need is a webcam to start posting videos. So the internet is just starting to take off. You can become famous now. Some videos on You Tube get 3 million plus views. There's lots of money to be made with the internet. I'm begging because i'm not very smart or talented or skilled and i'm poor. So gimme money. Make yourself famous. Immortality. We are allowed to fight. One way I want to tackle the problem of death is through a numbers game. The more people that are working for the cause of immortality, actively doing stuff, war - ing, then the faster we get there. The more people that become interested. So i'm going to run this website for a few years hopefully. Just asking for money and mentioning immortality. People are alot smarter than me and have alot more power and they are already doing things for immortality. From this corner i'm just beginning. The internet is only just beginning as well. So anyway things I want and need to be more comfortable are a house, vehicle like a scooter, and thats about it. So gimme money, please. War effort.

26/10/06

Added this webpages own immortality plus general forum today.

19/10/06

Within my blog as I write it I hope to come up with ideas that will lead to receiving lots of donations and traffic. You really have to be original and inspirational I think. What will draw people to my blog and keep them coming back? Anyway thats my current plan, to just keep adding entries to my blog to add content, information and learn. Become more skilled at blog writing. An idea I have at the moment just for something fun to do is to take photographs of all my material possessions and display them in a gallery on this site. As I get new possessions i'll add them to the gallery along with a datestamp. People might find it amusing to see every single item I own. Anyway it's just something i'm going to do for myself just like this site. One more thing. I will add more videos to the videos page soon and upgrade the layout. The ones I select are mainly because they amuse me and I hope that they will entertain others as well. My guestbook has a few entries now, it's mainly advertising but i'll leave them in anyway. Immortality's not something thats going to be easy but I just really think that with all the suffering that has taken place in the history of the earth even back to the dinosaurs that it's just a matter of time. I'm preparing myself for death. Immortality though. I think it's just time. There's been so much misery, suffering and sorrow in the world that oneday surely something will correct it. Immortality. Gimme money if you can/want even though yet I haven't shown why you should. E-begging. It's hard work earning each and every single donation. Immortality.

15/10/06

I now have 5 different forums listed in my links below. If your interested in immortality join one of the forums and start posting and expressing your ideas. People are much more charismatic and skilled than me at expressing ideas so i'm recruiting you for just that. You the reader have to stop me from dieing. Through your efforts you can possibly stop me from dieing and in the same instance stop yourself from dieing. At the moment I believe in something like resurrection. Even if I die at some stage in the future I will be resurrected to immortality. This has nothing to do with god. Humans will be the ones who will resurrect me and in the new world I am born into there will be no sickness, no death, nothing bad, a place like heaven. So I guess this website is voicing the opinion that immortality is dead set and that everyone alive right now will be resurrected and if they've done good like haven't murdered anyone etc then they have eternal life. The problem with the "now" is that there is still sickness, suffering. How does one person possibly do something about this. Well I encourage you to help people that are suffering or sick. Read as much information about as much stuff as you can. Donate money to causes that you think will help humanity. Humanity will eventually reach immortality and then begin resurrecting everyone who has died and they will be judged. Before then suffering and misery needs to be controled and reduced as much as possible. Some people are so desperate, in so much pain that it's impossible for the ordinary person to comprehend. I don't know what to do but i'm doing this. It is of course possible that I don't need to die and that immortality can be discovered in my life time. Thats up to you the reader. I have about 30-40 years left to live. If I die it's all your fault. Lazy asses. End suffering now.

8/10/06

You the reader have to stop me from dieing. If I die its all your fault. Lazy asses. I'm sorry for complaining about dieing.

5/10/06

The reason for this blog is to add content to my site over time. It's also the means of communication i'm using to ask for money. This is my first ever site and it was something I wanted to do to see if I could and so I could do it again. This site was completed using just html which I don't have very much skill at but it still shows how much power someone can have on the net if only they have the right topic. I'm not registered with any search engines yet but i'm hoping that as I add content and relevance that I will get a listing for some keywords in google. If you have the right information about a certain keywords that people search for you can rank highly in search engines and receive alot of traffic. So the stage i'm at now is learning how to get a high page rank in search engines. There's alot of competition for keywords and people are much more skilled than me but hopefully i'll learn eventually. So anyway gimme money for a house and if your interested in immortality then do something about it.

26/9/06

Possibly all I will achieve with this website is to embarrass myself and provide some opinion and views that are not realistic and even crazy. I'll keep warning people of the dangers of reading what I have written to minimize how much I embarrass myself. It is inevitable that I shall. Um I have already embarressed myself haven't I. My opinion is that immortality is impossible in my life time meaning that I am going to die. I'm going to get old. What i'm going to do with the time I have before getting to old and dieing is to run this website for a while with words like immortality appearing every so often (and gimme money). Those interested in immortality will have there own opinions about it and will undertake there own work. Those not interested in immortality I will annoy immensly and perhaps even receive abuse from them. Hopefully people will give me money just because. Um what i'm saying is that immortality is something that just interests me and more people should be doing stuff about it but really I'm just asking for money. I'm just asking for money and mentioning immortality. So to round up what I've been saying gimme money and do stuff about immortality if you want to because there is hope for it I say. Disclaimer: Any money given will be spent by me on what I feel like and you will be laughed at by others if you tell them what you did.

21/9/06 - Evening

Ageing and stuff then death is reality. Some people like the current way of things. Immortality for the human race is surely impossible in my lifetime. I'm going to die. 6 billion other people are going to die as well. Everyone thats alive right now. All dead. I should still do work towards immortality though I think. It kinda seems obvious. But i'm dead. In like 80 years from now i'll be dead. Who cares. All dead. I think it's pain I fear more than death. War on pain. Losing my mind. Pain. This is a dream site. 6 Billion people will build stuff and think some stuff and do other stuff before they die. Sufferings dumb. Im standing in an endless universe. Sufferings dumb. Everything that can be done is being done. Im not saying very interesting stuff. You get used to standing in an endless universe and it becomes ho-hum I guess. I'm going to die and you the reader have to stop that. But alas i'm still going to die. Others have more power than me. They should show it off. I could have a theme for this website like "you the reader have to stop me from dieing". If I die its all your fault. Lazy asses. I'm sorry for complaining about dieing. The reader doesn't care if I die. People do are off showing I guess. Can I interest you in trying to stop me from dieing. Trying not to die yourself and succeeding would proberly mean I wouldn't die. Thats what I mean. Um. Crazy people on the net. Yeah so we're all going to die. Ho hum. If you want me to shut up then stop reading. Ha ha.

21/9/06 - Morning

This is my first effort at a real web page. The hardest part about making a web page would be getting the traffic to actually view it. Putting it together can be simple enough and even text only pages with the fewest of graphics can attract hundreds of thousands of hits. Its all about the information the page is presenting that attracts thousands of hits. I guess really this site is a blog at it's core. I'm going to experiment by adding entries to the blog over time and watch the size of the site increase. I'll hopefully keep it ticking over nicely for a while as really just something to amuse myself and figure out how everything works with regards to harnessing traffic and becoming perhaps more graphical with even more links. This website is an incredibly simple thing to maintain really. The first thing you need for a war on death is an army. I guess because immortality is in the realm of scientists and not the ordinary folk to figure out then the ordinary folk are more like support staff and motivators and finacers and other roles related to immortality but not the actual discoverers or inventers. An army saying goes "We stand alone together". Thats proberly what i'm looking for people to do. In an army. Actually people will have much better resources and ideas about immortality than me. I'm not ordering anyone to do anything. I'm running this website so that I can raise enough money for a house. Immortality interests me and once I get a house then I guess i'll keep trying to get more money. Because money is a useful tool towards living and living is a useful tool towards achieving immortality.

14/9/06

There are 6 billion people on the planet currently. Thats alot of power. I'm wondering what things can be achieved by say 5 billion people over 5 years. You really have to ponder on or think on the number 5 billion people for a while to begin to understand the scale. So what things can 5 billion people over 5 years accomplish. 5 years in the future from the year 2006 the world will be a completely different place because 5 billion people have been doing stuff. The world will be more powerful, things will be easier. But you really do have to again imagine the number 5 billion people in your mind and all the work that this number of people is doing. The work that 5 billion people are doing is changing the world incredibly rapidly. In 5 years from now the world will be more advanced. 5 billion people. This number of people shouldn't find anything difficult. Perhaps it's a harnessing problem. 5 billion.

11/9/06

This is the first blog entry. My war on death is just an idea im playing with. Immortality interests me greatly. This is really an e-begging site so you have been warned. The spin on this e-begging site is to include the words "immortality", "war" and "death". I am very serious about these things though. I have lots of free time to set up websites and use forums and generally communicate using the internet so this is how my war on death and will proceed. As I live I will use the internet to further the cause of immortality. This site won't attract many hits so it's not exactly going to achieve much, but even a little bit counts. There are lots of ways the individual can help with the war on death. I think one of the best things that can be done is to get more people involved. I guess theres only a small movement at the moment because immortality is perceived as either not being possible or so far in the future that it's not really worth bothering with at the moment. I hope to inspire and motivate others to join the war and through this war end death forever. The internet has opened the door to cheap mass communication and will be a great tool in changing attitudes and bringing on board more people who can then add their ideas and time to the overall completion of the task of immortality. Everybody needs to be mobilised and working. Many hands make light work. If your interested in immortality then voice your opinion on websites, in chatrooms and on forums. Do some work for your own personal gain and enjoyment. I'm in a war and i'm going to drag as many people as possible into it as well.

I'm not going to make any money with this am I. Hehe.



That was from my former website.

Immortalitywarondeath.

Leeda



Thursday, June 5, 2014

"At The Bottom". Longecity.com Thread.

I posted this yesterday in my At The Bottom Thread on Longecity.com and am adding it now.  This actually came before in the thread than the post I made to this site just before down below.  So thread order was this post was yesterday the 3rd of June and the post below was written and appeared in the thread today the 4th of June.  This is an older post to the thread than the post made below.


HERE IS THE POST MADE TO THE THREAD:



1117 views as of todays date. This thread began on January 29th 2014.  Not much has happened.  I have moved and managed to find a new flat paying the same weekly rent as the old flat.  I am comfortable I guess but still poor.

By owning my own house mortgage free and just paying rates and insurances it should be half the cost of rent that I pay at the moment.  And if I have a granny flat that's able to be rented out then it will provide an additional $100-$150 in money as well.

This xtra income would immediately enable me to double my spending on food and give me a little savings as well. At the moment I'm pretty much a one meal a day guy unless it's payday then I have a little bit more to eat.

So this is my ultimate goal and plan to own my own house with a granny flat mortgage free.  This would set me up for life as I basically have a guaranteed income from the Govt for the remainder of my life and I never have to work.  I just need a little extra income to feed myself and save money for new computer, 60" TV and push bike etc etc and could do these things at just $40 bucks a week saving which is a couple grand a year but with a granny flat I would probably have even more to save.

No one will ever employ me.  I haven't worked for 15 years now so this is why.  I have lots of time though. This time can be devoted to a social internet life.  I run a website and post on about 2-3 other large forums other than this one.  I

l play World of Warcraft but can only afford one more month of time at US $15 a month. This is all the money I have left over from earnings from the Diablo 3 Auction House when you could make money selling gear from that.  I made about $600 US over about 6 months.  I'm hoping my mum will pay for Warlords of Dranei the next World of Warcraft expansion due out in the next 6 months and like 3 months time that should be enough for me to of had enough.  I've been playing WOW since September 2007.  I stopped playing shortly after the cataclysm xpac and have only just recently a few months ago got Mists of Pandaria xpac when it was on sale for NZ $20 dollars.  I have got about 250 days played across all my characters.  I have a 90 Druid, 90 Mage, 90 Pally, 83 Hunter, 80 Rogue, 80 Death Knight, All ally, also, 90 Priest, 50 Monk, 44 Lock, all horde,  These char are all on the same server.  I am starting a shaman who is 19 at moment on a completely different server.  The shaman is going to be my free level 90 boost that you get with Warlords of Dranei.  I'm going to level him to level 60 so I get free profession boosts to 600.  I actually started to level the horde monk with this intention and then realised it would be a lot better to start a character on a new server so I could be rich on that server as well.  I am already quite rich on both horde and ally side on my current server.  Recently I have been trading in pets.  Made a little bit of gold out of them.  Best I did was trade two pets that cost me 2k for another pet that I sold and got 7600 gold after fees had gone out so 5600g profit.  Cool.  I did level the pet to 25 so that did make it worth a bit more but that didn't take long.

I talk about WOW because it has taken up alot of my time of the last few years.  It's what i've been doing.

I have been a member of this forum since August 2006 and have been a member to the other forums I post on for about the same time so that's around eight years.

Anyway thanks for reading.  I'm really after a house that someone who is extremely wealthy can buy me.  I'm using the internet to achieve this.  Again thanks for reading.

Leeda.




That's the end of that particular post.  Here is another shorter post I made to the same thread just before. Science rules.  THREAD:



My Suffering > (Greater Than) Price Of A House.

It's science based when I say I have earned a house through suffering.  This is science based.  Backed with real tangible evidence and scientific knowledge.

Those who say I should get out and work and get a job.  I have done the work.  It was condensed in suffering.   The most extreme.

So Science backs me when I say I need a house under certain conditions.  I have suffered for this house.  It has been earned.  I have earnt it.  It has been paid in full.  This is pure truth and science.

Unrefutable.



Where is my house?  PLS.




That's the end of both posts.  Another great wall of text with no images.  Enjoy reading.

Darcy Lee
Leeda


Thread I Post In, On Immortality Forum, Longecity.com

I made this post to the longecity.com forum which is an immortality forum.  You can find the thread HERE.  It's quite a long post.  I'm asking for a rich person to buy me a house on the forum.  One of the few forums that has let me post such a thing.  It has about 1100 views in 5 months.  So far it hasn't been deleted which is cool and the forum doesn't see many new threads or posts so my thread stays relative to the top.




Ahow bananas THIS IS THE POST FROM THE THREAD ENTITLED "AT THE BOTTOM" :




You would find it very hard to find someone who's suffered more in their life than me.  Maybe 10 people on the planet.

I have found that there is quite an adversary for people who want to live forever.  People joke about it like it's never going to happen.  There is definitely a fight against certain people who don't want to live forever and we are made a joke of.

I'm sure the Governments of the world are working on immortality and life extension but there are us who can take care of the little things.  We need numbers I think on this one to solve for immortality.  Soon our brains are going to be wired to a matrix type computer brain interface.  It's possible that everybody has a part to play with this sort of technology involved.  Everyone has weights and burdens in life.  Through manipulating our thoughts with computers this is the most likely answer that will lead to immortality.  I say this because the technology exists now in secret form.  The ability to put an image into the brain mind eyes now exists. The ability to interface with dreams exists.  Mind control exists.  They are not afraid to keep it secret and use it on whoever they want to.

Now this sounds weird perhaps.  I am never believed.  The Matrix movie came out in 1999.  This is how long they have been working on this technology day and night.  Thats like 16 years.  Also the concept existed way before the movies came out.  If you think they haven't done this yet then your stupid and old and naive and blind and misinformed also uneducated.  They can now put an image picture video in your brain mind eyes.

This type of tech is going to go along way towards the solve of immortality.  It's being hidden at the moment.  Because they want to do evil with it and use it against innocence.  This is a kind of power trip they have going over people.  They think they are superhuman and above everyone else.

I hope they are thrown out.

I really dislike this tech even though it has great potential.  While it is secret it can be abused and no one complaining will be believed and treated like a mental health patient. I tell you it's been 16 years since the matrix came out.  How hard to you think it can be.

Already the power exists to monitor every living individuals thoughts.  I have been monitored since I was a kid I remember the first time.  I would've been like 8 or 9.  I'm now 36.  This is how long they have been monitoring people.  They keep us in the dark for this long to take advantage of us.  They purposely blind us through media and movies.  No body thinks it possible.  That's why they get away with it.

I don't want my thoughts listened to.  There should be laws against it.  I haven't done anything wrong to be subjected the way I have been.

And yes these people are the ones responsible for my top 10 suffering on the planet.  The laws that govern us are corrupt.  We need to fight them.  They use mental health as a weapon to discredit and discriminate. The laws that say my mind can be read without my permission are wrong unless I am accused of murder or something or I willingly submit.

And Yes you will get a return one day on your investment in me.  Maybe your kids maybe your grand kids but you will get a return.  I really need a house to live in.

Here is a scripture for you:
Luke 6:34  And if you lend to those from whom you expect repayment, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, expecting to be repaid in full.

This scripture teaches a rather different teaching than what the world teachs.  But it is saying you will get credit for giving me a house and this credit has to be valuable perhaps.  I'm looking for a rich person who can actually afford a couple 100k without bankrupting or putting themselves out of any comfort.

I like the bible cause it teaches about immortality and hopes for it and also Jesus suffered heaps so we share that in common.  But as far as believing in Jesus Christ and christianity I got to say that I don't believe but I do like quoting the bible and will attempt to pick and choose all the good stuff from it.

The bible has become like a Tolkien epic to me.   I was hoping that the bible came with super powers but it appears tech has beaten out any chance the bible ever had.  I will say that I will continue to try and find the truth even if that leads to the bible and Jesus but I am relatively over looking for any help from that source . The bible has had 2000 years to prove itself and hasn't produced much.  I'll still cheer for it.  But it seems lost.  I'm pretty sure God's not real.  He's never helped me anyway or others that I know.

I guess if you buy me a house you get credit from God according to the scripture I quoted earlier.  But God's not real so that doesn't really work and nobody will buy into that.

So according to the scripture I quoted, the credit that you would get for buying me a house and not expecting repayment is that any good to anyone?

Looking for a holy righteous rich god believing man to set me up for immortality.  See not even a Christian will help me.  I guess Christians are all poor, not just financially.

I'm going to keep making some noise on the internet as I have done for the last 9 years that i've been flatting.

Not many people notice me and I take much abuse.  But that is the nature of the Internet.

Anyways Pls buy me a house from your wealth and not someone who's poor but generous, but someone who's rich and generous.

I am deserving.  I am awesome charity.

You could not find a better place to spend your excess of money.

I guess a Christian won't buy me a house cause I said I don't believe in God.  That's not love kindness or forgiveness.

If love has any play in this then I need a mortgage free house that I own myself to live in.

I guess LOVE can fail.

Haven't had much luck with love.  Been suffering to much to enjoy the pleasures of this world if that's what love is.  Love is possibly essential for immortality.
Otherwise you just have slavery and no one will have freedom.  But what is love?

Love would be giving me a free house.  Most people would agree this would be love and not some other motivation that you have especially after what you have just read.  Love is a good thing to strive for.  If believed it is the highest power.

That's why it's so hard for me to get a house.  SO few PEOPLE love.  Evil comes naturally to most as it's all they are familiar with.

With the internet now it is possible for me to work.

Employ me.  Buy me a house and give me free reign for the rest of my life.

Will Love, Charity and Kindness Come Through?  Watch This Thread.

Talking biblically.  I should have a house. Rich Churches and Christians notice me.  You owe me a house.

Talking To scientists.  I should have a house.  As much as I have suffered.  My suffering inherits me a house.

Now where is my house pls.

Leeda
Darcy Lee






That was the forum post.  Sorry for no pictures.  I thought it would be ok to present a wall of text.  Nobody reads my stuff anyway.  And I write poorly I believe in most cases anyhow.  I've seen much better writing skills. I've also seen people who can't write and read.  So yeah i'm way more advanced than them.  Just saying it doesn't mean much how good you write.  Google never picks up my text and gives it traffic even if I was a good writer.

This has been a long post.  Goodbye.

Darcy Lee




EDIT:

I was going to add a post I made yesterday to the same "At The Bottom" thread on longecity site but i'm now going to do that in a new post on this site.


Monday, January 13, 2014

Immortality War On Death.

1 Corinthians 15:26 The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.

I found this blog entry from my old war on death immortality website that was hosted at 110mb.com.  The site has been taken down now but it was my original blog that I started when I first made a blog all those years ago.  This post is dated 12th of February 2007.  It's an interesting read.  Turns out my house was actually bugged.  I wasn't crazy.

This post represents the theory that I had a song even before September 11th 2001.  I was being monitored as I am able to look back now and see definitely now that I have knowledge of the matrix that has been revealed to me.  Anyway here is the post for old times sake.

12/02/07
If you've just come to this page and this is the first blog entry that your reading then i'll update you as to what i'm up to. Basically i'm just trying to earn some money through the internet. Donations mostly, offering at the moment nothing in return for them. Free money. The money will go towards, well, hopefully a house, but as well all the possessions that make a house a house. Things like televisions, stereos, furniture. Any money will also be used for the general running costs of day to day living as well, electricity, food, basically anything you can think of. Some money could also be used for the promotion of this website, advertising through bidvertiser (i'm currently running a $9 US campaign at the moment from earnings of this website) or even something like the purchase of more domain names.

Things of encountered so far are that there is lots of competition from other websites who have much better ideas and/or better website design and/or are offering something of value in return. My plan to combat this is to try and operate this website for a long period of time say 4-5 years and over that time integrate ideas that will aid in receiving donations. The time factor is how I hope to compete, with time I will gain alot more content and come up with a clearer direction and have things running more smoothly and have a broader understanding of what is required to earn money for nothing. This website has been running for 5 months now since yesterday. I haven't had much traffic yet. Other websites have had so much more traffic after starting at around the same time. Traffic should be just "over time" as well. I mean i'm in a hurry but I can be patient as well. I haven't had any donations yet. So far i've earned $10 dollars US from a sponsered text link advertisement and thats it. It's a start though.

More information about me is that i'm kinda crazy. This is another reason I desire a house. A house is safety and security. Kinda crazy people need these things. If i'm not crazy then I am at least quite sick. The doctors actually have some debate whether i'm crazy or not, but they do definitely agree that i'm sick. When I was 16 I started smoking cannabis. I got very heavily involved in cannabis but not other drugs. When I was 20 and a half I got very sick and turned to religion. I was and am in alot of pain, i'd describe it like having a headache all the time. Cannabis has done alot of damage to my brain, to my thinking, cognitive and language abilities (basically my life). The lesson perhaps that can be passed to others from my experiences is to avoid cannabis and if you do smoke it to do so in moderation with the aim to get off it completely. I started smoking cannabis thinking that it was safe and the general opinion of people that smoke it is that it is quite safe, but my suffering and misery from it speak differently. The only advice about cannabis that I will give now is to avoid it with a passion. I've moved on from religion now, but that caused me alot of problems, believing in something thats false and not true does that. Thats my opinion of religion now, of Jesus. Avoid Jesus too with a passion. Life is difficult for many, I think it's impossible to avoid believing in things that are lies and wrong etc throughout our lives but most try as I do. So thats where I am at the moment.
Here now is one of my insanity storys, something that I think happened but maybe because i'm real sick it's all just false. I can't tell the difference if you understand. I was/am real sick. It will read as crazy but then some consider I am. I do suffer.

So well I was working in Wellington NZ, at Bond and Bond an electronics retail store as a sales person. I new for ages that I was on the way out and was sick but I just kept going hoping that I would pull through and get better. I was definitely delusional, mostly religious beliefs. So with my delusions I quit my job and moved back to my parents house. Well for some reason I thought that the government had bugged my parents house, as ya do when your delusional and religious. Well to deal with this I made a few comments out loud directly speaking to these so called listening devices. One comment was "It's sin in your time". It's hard to keep things in context, but what I meant was sorta like they were sinning with these listening devices and that "In your time". From here I will introduce you to the word "Mondegreens". A mondegreen is the mishearing (usually accidental) of a phrase in such a way that it aqquires a new meaning (form wikipedia). Like you hear a song on the radio and think the lyrics say one thing perfectly but when you look up the lyrics they actually are completely different from what you heard. Click the mondegreen link to read the wikipedia article. What i'll add next is that somehow I got the idea of the word "blue" in my head for about 6 months. I would just be walking around my house and with sadness say "blue" and over that six months I had many conversations with many people about "blue" but I won't tell you what was in those conversations (they new I was crazy of course but blue ya know it just made sense to me the crazy person). I had this belief in blue. For six months everything in my life revolved around the word "blue". (Told ya I was crazy). My answer to any question was quite commonly "blue".

Back to the listening devices. Another thing I said out loud to them was something like "Indeed I would Die" referring to immortality and what I had given and would give for it's invention and to me the only thing to die for. To the listening devices (and possibly cameras now) I also explained I was blue inside and that they were blue. Err ya had to be there. So I was real sick right. Well another of my beliefs was telepathy. I knew I was sick and I believed that the goverment was around and to me they were there to help but there was nothing they could do really. Well, not long after I got sick I was walking across my room and I was like, OH OH, there going to make a song about me. I then sat down on my bed and started to um try and help them write the song, with my telepathy of course. It's hard to explain how it worked but basically it was like combining energy of sorts (disclaimer - telepathy is not real). This was all in my head. Anyway it was real muddy inside my head but after a couple of lines of the song the question was asked what was my favourite car as this was to be included in the song. They chose corvette, but a corvette wasn't my favourite car, so I then started to have an argument (in my head with the songwriters) about how a corvette wasn't my favourite car but they just kept going with the song and wouldn't listen so I just left them to it after becoming real frustrated. That part was real crazy huh. Basically what i'm saying is that all the things I spoke out loud to the "bugs" are mondegreened into the song "Blue" by Eiffel 65 and that I proclaimed "oh oh there going to make a song about me" then had an argument about a corvette not being my favourite car and that corvette is included in the Eiffel 65 song and spent six months talking and thinking about nothing but blue. Just as another thing, I also said out loud to the bugs "Move your Body" referring to how they should move their minds and such. There is another song called "Move your Body" by Eiffel 65, with the minds aspect involved. All just the coincidences of a crazy person I guess. I must say though that I can't exactly communicate efficiently and coherently which would detract from what possibly could be real. All just the insanity of a craxy person I guess.

The mondegreened lines I hear are the chorus, where I hear "Indeed I would die" instead of blue da ba dee, and the line where it says "Blue like my corvette, it's standing outside" I hear as "it's sin in your time". The first part of that line used to sound different before I read the lyrics but i've forgotton now. The only real compelling evidence is that I spent like 6 months mentioning nothing but "Blue". If someone does that and then a song comes out like that what are they to think really. Having the notion that they were going to write a song and then having an argument about a corvette as well hmm er yeah this is crazy. Ignore me. I think there's is also one or two more mondegreened lines in there but this was like 8 years ago so I don't remember. Something else I said to the bugs was "Listen" in the same style that appears in the song.  All just coincidence I guess and the thoughts and experiences of someone who can only be and is crazy. I spent six months saying and doing nothing but "Blue". Anything can be heard wherever you want so don't take this as real to much. I just wanted to say. Oh yeah another thing I said to the bugs is "Blew my house" with the line in the song using blue instead of blew but I won't tell ya the context.

Here are the lyrics to "Blue" by Eiffel 65. Also you could have a look at some of the lyrics mondegreen websites that exist that have examples of peoples lyrics mondegreens as they have heard the same things that I have heard so i'm not alone. This was just a story of some coincidences and some mondegreens of a crazy person I was real sick though so they could of been doing something nice for me as there was nothing else they could do. Blue!!

Saturday, November 16, 2013

I Wonder Why.....



I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Leeda
Darcy Lee











Saturday, July 13, 2013

We Are What We Eat, Chriced.com and Ghostpel.com LOL.

I don't have much news to post.  I have now made about $400 NZ dollars from playing the Diablo 3 Auction House.  I recently just renewed this domain name www.darcylee.com at the cost of about $32 NZ dollars.  It's good till July 2014.  I also bought another couple of fail names that nobody will be interested in but will try selling them on ebay anyway.  The domains cost me $4 dollars each but you can't actually do anything with them.  Like you can't point them to any websites or anywhere.  They are simply your domains registered in an account. Anyhow the domains I bought are chriced.com and ghostpel.com and I currently have them listed on ebay for $500 each not that anyone will buy them.  So far they haven't even got any views.

What else.  I might have a job lined up but it's still a long shot and might not happen yet. It's handling courier parcels at 5am in the morning.  But yeah long shot.  A few things have to happen first before I get it.  Just have to wait and see.

Don't have much else to write about.  Mum bought me $100 dollar bagless vacuum cleaner today.  I don't think it will get much use but I suppose it is handy.  My other one was horrible it sucked or rather didn't suck more to the point.  I do wish I had more money to spend.  At the moment I don't get any spare money each week.  It all goes on bills.

Also I wish I wasn't so lazy.  I wish I would do things day to day and achieve things.  I could post on this website more or make more videos to post on You Tube I could use my time more wisely and astutely to learn new things and skills.  But at the moment i'm very lazy.  I could even cook myself a meal instead of takeouts all the time.  But no i'm lazy.  I don't know how to beat laziness.  I'm a sad story living week to week.

I have been thinking recently about how we are what we eat.  I would really like to get into a lot of vitamin supplements.  Like eat alot of pills.  But this all takes money.  I would like to adapt and adjust my diet maybe eat more but more of the right foods. Anyhow it's pretty much true.  We are what we eat, breath and drink.  I need to make some changes in my life to live healthier.

This is probably not going to happen though.  Money could definitely help things.  But there are things I can be doing without money that I don't do so giving me money wouldn't fix underlying problems it would probably just ease my burden abit and create potential new problems but yes I do need money which could be spent wisely.

A house is a life long dream I have.  Owning my own little 2 bedroom house with garage and concrete backyard with no lawn or very little lawn to mow but this is never going to happen bar something major happening.

Anyhow I'm going to leave it here for now.  Thanks for Reading.  Remember You Are What You eat.

Darcy Lee
 


Tuesday, May 7, 2013

GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb

This is the GPUZ of my new video card, an ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2gb.  It cost $130 nz dollars which is about $110 US dollars, the $130 cost includes $10 for courier.
GPU Z ATI Radeon HD 7750 Sapphire 2GB.

Since my original 600 watt power supply blew up I thought that it had taken out the video card with it.  I was only running an old 400 watt that was very dusty.  It had enough juice to power an ordinary 64mb pci video card but not enough grunt to run a pci-e.  I didn't know this till after the new video card wouldn't run either so I new it had to be something else.  I finally managed to borrow a 550 watt power supply and both video cards worked fine from then on and I am now able to run dual monitors.  I have a 22" and a 17" set up.  

Anyhow I now have to spend the rest of my hard earned Diablo 3 money on a new power supply.  I had a go with Diablo 3 and my new video card and it is alot better.  It doesn't lag for so long when there's alot of stuff on screen happening.  My new power supply is going to cost about $66 dollars including courier for a 600 watt.  600 watts should be more than sufficient for a while.  I got like 6 years out of my 400 watt power supply before it failed like it did with not being able to run a pci express video card.  I hope all is well with how it fits into the case and such.  It's a pretty small case.  I wouldn't mind a new case.

So with Diablo 3 as an update I have now earnt and drawn down into my bank account $145 US dollars or I got about $164 NZ dollars.  This is all since beginning trading on the 28th of March 2013 and it's now the 7th of May 2013.  I did have a brea k in trading cause my computer was down with no power supply but that was only about 3 days.  

As I write this I also have about $30 dollars in sales waiting to clear and go into my paypal account which will take the balance to about $40 dollars.  It's good.  I only just drawn down some money and I got almost enough to draw down again.  

My next drawdown is going to go on my phonebill as that's about $200 in debt.  After that is in control i'm then going to buy a new monitor hopefully.  A new 24" screen for around $180 NZ dollars I think they are.  I hope I can make it quicker than I can spend it.  Lol.  Not.   

Anyhow enjoy the GPU Z of my new 7750 video card and my mad rambles.  If you ever played Diablo 3 consider using the Real Money AH again if you have stopped playing.  There's still money to be made.  


Tuesday, April 30, 2013

New Video Card ATI HD7750 + D3 Update.

I have been talking about Diablo 3 Real Money Auction House in my last post and will update now.  On Sunday the 21st  of April 2013 I passed $100 dollars US in my Paypal account for the first time.  That same day I withdrew $90 US which basically equalled $102.93 NZ Dollars and on Wednesday the 24th of April 2013 the money was there in my account.

That all being said I was going to spend the money on buying World of Warcraft Mists of Pandaria and 1 months subscription.  Unfortunately on Tuesday the 23rd of April the power supply in my computer decided to die taking with it the video card.  I have a spare power supply but it's only 400 watt and it's quite old like nearly 8 years old so it will need replacing soon enough.  Anyway I have ordered a new video card.

GPU Z ATI HD 7750 2GB
I spent $131.41 cents including courier on an ATI HD 7750 which according to a review written days ago is the most powerful video card in its bracket for the money and it's also the most powerful before needing an external power supply.  In other words it draws all it's current from the PCI-E slot.  According to GPU Z it's nearly twice as powerful, maybe two thirds as my old card which I paid $185 for back in 2010.  Plus is has 2gb of ram.  My old card an ATI HD 5670 had only 1gb.

I also spent $12 Dollars on couriering 2gb of ddr2 800 MHz of ram that I bought that was faulty and made my machine crash periodically.  It was $6 each way as it had to go to Auckland where I bought it from.

My mum paid some of the cost of the video card but it means that I can't play World of Warcraft as all my hard won Diablo 3 money went on the video card.  

So anyway that's it.  All my extra money I earnt has gone....  Although, I have been getting a few sales recently and my Paypal balance will be up to $58 US dollars by this time tomorrow once some money has cleared.  I still had $10 in there from when I withdrew the $90 but this does mean I have earnt yet another $48 dollars since the 21st of April 2013.   I earnt like $150 US total in a month from March 28th when I very first started trading in D3 to now.  

Cya

Darcy Lee



   

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Fail Website This Is.

I'm bored telling people about virtual reality. People need to experience it for themselves. Not that that's going to happen. But i'm sure the government is slowly letting important people use and become aware of this technology.

What else can I talk about? I could talk about how poor I am and how I struggle each week to have enough food to eat which is really depressing. I am very poor. I don't know any rich people. I need to win lotto which is hard to do or have a great idea or invention and then make money off that which is equally as hard to do.

Yep i'm poor. Posting on the internet is not going to fix it. I don't see many people making money through the internet not people around me anyway. I'm struggling to post this. I'm like "give me money" for no reason so I can buy a house. Well it doesn't work. I've been trying for nearly 6 years for someone to give me a donation and I haven't got one.

It's because I fail at getting traffic to this website. 3 hits a day after 6 years is not very good. None of those hits are for older posts they're mostly for the same couple of posts.

People aren't interested in my website and it's obvious that this will never work. I'll try not to give up but it's pretty fail. I'll end this short post here. Maybe you could be the first to donate.

Darcy Lee

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Money for Me.

So at the moment i'm a little stuck on how to continue with this website. It's not drawing many hits. It's pretty much stagnent and it doesn't matter what I write it won't be very interesting.

It doesn't seem to be achieving much. I'm coming up on 5000 unique page views but that's taken 5 years to acheive. So this page pretty much fails in all accords. One way I could improve the site is post more. But like I was saying i'm not sure what to write about. I don't have any skills or hobbies. I just don't know what to write about. I've written everything at least once. It's not being read, but it's still being written down.

I could complain about how hard it is for an unskilled computer user to post on a website and expect to receive money. It's pretty tough I won't lie. There's not many places you can turn and google won't help you much. Of course i'm sure anyone a little more motivated than me could achieve better results and I have seen websites succeed where I have failed.

So what else is there to say. Moving day soon. Should be interesting. Lots of lifting thats always fun. I been living in my current house for 5 years and 8 months. Thats quite a long time. I really do wish I was rich so I would never have to move again. You know just park up in the one house which is really comfortable and everything I need for the remainder of my life. I don't have much need to be moving all the time.

Paying rent is hard. I'm on the borderline each and every week with no spare money. It's hard not working.

TV is switching to freeview soon in NZ which means you have to buy a little box and probably a sattelite dish to get TV reception. No more rabbit ears. I need a decent TV. Like a 50" or better yet 2 of them one for the lounge one for the bedroom. But that's never going to happen.

At the moment I don't get the chance to save any money. No one's ever donated any money to this website. That's how clever I am. I'm trying to post more with nothing to write about.

I think i'll leave it there for this post. Thanks for listening.

Darcy Lee

Friday, July 8, 2011

Not Saying Much.

So not much to add today. I may have found a nice house to live in. But it means I have to take a big pay hit. I really wish I was rich. Wouldn't things be so much easier. Like owning your own home.

Anyways. Still no one has given any money towards this website yet. I've nearly had 5000 unique pages views pretty soon.

I still don't have much to say about pictures in your head technology. It exists. Thought I should remind you. Virtual Reality.

This blog has just gone over the record for most posts in one year with now 50 posts and the previous record being 48 posts per year and it's only July just on over half way through the year. But saying that most of the posts are music videos.

What else? Don't really have anything else to say. Oh well see you next time.

Darcy Lee

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Osama Bin Laden is Dead.

So Osama Bin Laden is dead. This doesn't bode well for me. I've just been shutdown. I'm not allowed a copy of my phone call where I yelled war live on talkback radio 2 days before the 9/11 terrorist attacks in America. It was more than me just yelling war. I made a whole case and stated my life on it. So much for random ness.

Now with Osama Bin Laden dead people will have no interest what so ever in anything related to the American terrorist attacks. I guess there still will be interest in the terrorist attacks by fringe groups like conspiracy theorists, but not interest in this website like there should be if I actually had a copy of my recording.

It makes me angry that I don't have an unaltered copy of the recording to place on You Tube where it belongs to have a place in history. I had a video on you tube that reached 25,000 views and that was just a short windows movie maker video that was just text and my cell phone number. The point is it had 25,000 views after 3 years of being on You Tube so if I post a recording of my phone call where I yelled WAR I can expect similar sort of views even if it's not that popular and earns less than 25000 views then my phone call still deserves it's place in history up on you tube and on this website...

My phone call should be considered an important piece of American History. Not just American history but the internet history and world history. It should have it's place up on You Tube.

It should of been enquired of at the time as to what I was thinking. What motivated me to make the call. Why I said what I said. It should of been on the internet from the start. It's a shame that interest wasn't strong enough to give rise to an interview. To examine my mindset and gather much more of an insite into how I was working and what I was upto.

I really believe that my recording should have a place. It's been such a long time now. Nearly 10 years has passed since the attacks and i'm still going on about this. But you see I know a copy exists. The government or someone definately has a copy. It's a very mean thing that I haven't been given a copy to release to the internet for all to view.

I believe it would definately open doors. People would be interested in studying my phone call. Conspiracy theories would be formed. And the thing is there would be some truth to the conspiracy theories. Me making my phone call is not all innocent. It's not worth talking about unless I had a copy to present to everyone.

There's not much I can do to get a copy now. Absolutely no-one is listening. I'm to poor to afford a lawyer and shouldn't have to go that far anyway.

O well that's all from me now. Osama Bin Laden is Dead

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Freedom of Speech. Torture.

I own some information. I own some words. I own an audio recording. I rang a radio talkback show and yelled war two days before September 11th 2001. Now the problem is while thinking of freedom of speech. That they won't let me have a copy of the recording. Please read these words I am writing. A copy of this recording still exists. It definately exists. They simply just won't let me have a copy. They know it will be famous even a little. This is where freedom of speech comes in.

Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak freely without censorship. The synonymous term freedom of expression is sometimes used to indicate not only freedom of verbal speech but any act of seeking, receiving and imparting information or ideas, regardless of the medium used. In practice, the right to freedom of speech is not absolute in any country and the right is commonly subject to limitations, such as on "hate speech".

The right to freedom of speech is recognized as a human right under Article 19 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights and recognized in international human rights law in the International Covenanat on Civil and Political Rights (ICCPR). The ICCPR recognizes the right to freedom of speech as "the right to hold opinions without interference. Everyone shall have the right to freedom of expression." Furthermore freedom of speech is recognized in European, inter-American and African regional human rights law.

The rest of the article on wikipedia can be found HERE

So Basically I have this right to express myself freely note without censorship and I can't because my phone call is being nazi hidden away censorised by the Government.

No one will help me not a lawyer not a policeman not the internet not myself.

My freedom of speech is being killed and murdered by other people who want to hide the truth.

My phone call where I yelled "WAR" is very important. Important enough to hide. They have taken it from my possesion against my wishes. I totally say right here in text right now that I want a copy and it is expressly against my wishes and against the law, the freedom of speech and many other laws, that it is being with held from me.

They are with holding it from me at gun point. They give me death threats sometimes.

Here is my scripture for today:

Behold, a certain lawyer stood up and tested him, saying, "Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?"

He said to him, "What is written in the law? How do you read it?"

He answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbour as yourself ."

He said to him, "You have answered correctly. Do this, and you will live."

But he, desiring to justify himself, asked Jesus, "Who is my neighbour?"

Luke 10:25–29,

Jesus answered, "A certain man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he fell among robbers, who both stripped him and beat him, and departed, leaving him half dead. By chance a certain priest was going down that way. When he saw him, he passed by on the other side. In the same way a Levite also, when he came to the place, and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a certain Samaritan, as he traveled, came where he was. When he saw him, he was moved with compassion, came to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. He set him on his own animal, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him. On the next day, when he departed, he took out two denarii, and gave them to the host, and said to him, 'Take care of him. Whatever you spend beyond that, I will repay you when I return.' Now which of these three do you think seemed to be a neighbour to him who fell among the robbers?"

He said, "He who showed mercy on him."

Then Jesus said to him, "Go and do likewise."

Luke 10:30–37

So here I analyse it like i'm the one who has been set upon by thieves and robbers and murderers and beaten nearly half to death. By being denied a copy of my phone call is just one thing they did. I'm waiting on somebody to help me. Of course nobody will ever come. Nobody loves their neighbour.

Your mind has never been a haven. Any person out there want to love their neighbour? Help me get a copy of my phone call back from the liars who took it freedom of speech. They torture me daily. With there technology. Thank you for your time.

Darcy Lee

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Invest, Information, Virtual Reality.

It's my birthday today May 11th. I turn 33. So my Nana bought me some socks. She celebrated her 80th this year, not so long ago. My mum bought me some track pants and other clothes which I needed. I'm pretty poor so don't get much spare cash to buy things like clothes and other necessities. My Dad or brothers didn't buy me anything.

It's 11.20pm at night so the whole day is nearly over. I woke up with a really sore neck this morning. When I say morning I mean about 5pm. I lay in bed for a while with my sore neck trying to sleep further as I usually do but my neck kept annoying me. It was pretty sore. I found I could get in some positions and it would be ok. As i lay there my left ear rang loudly as it always does from the government technology they subject me to.

So i'll make this post a further asking for money and maybe a Virtual Reality post so here goes.

As you can see I am just entering my 5th year of blogging here on this website. So I am well established and apart from death i'm not going away. I hope to live to about the age of 60 at minimum. As I have smoked alot of cannabis and tobacco in my life but not other drugs - this is why I lower my estimate of my life span lower than the average of 78.6 or whatever it is not to mention the psychiatric drugs they have me on.

The thing is I need to establish myself finacially. I need a house where I can retire to for the rest of my life and live safely out of harms way until the natural causes of death take effect. I probably have 30 years left and for those 30 years I will be blogging. As yet after 5 years, my blog only gets about 5-10 hits a day which is not good enough really. I need to expand. I've tried expanding before. It hasn't worked. What I am trying to convey is that apart from death, i'm hoping to be here for the next 30 years and for those 30 years be blogging.

Blogging is apart of me now. Sometimes i've had big gaps between posting but i've always come back to it. So if you could invest in me I will definitely be someone who's in it for the long haul. What can I offer in return. Well one thing I can offer is information.

I have information that technology currently exists that has the ability to port an image directly into your brain. This is the future of Virtual Reality. I have no proof only experience.

This type of information is future predictive and prepares you for whole new worlds that will be made available. This information hopefully won't scare you and you will embrace it as truth. If you call me a liar of mock me about this technology I will be hurt sure but you will lose as this tech is real. I am one of the first in the world to know about it. And basically I know nothing. But please all you have to do is have a little faith and you will know I am telling the truth when I say that the Government has technology to send full motion video directly into your head.

So information. Valuable information. Information about Virtual Reality. It's what i'm selling here. This is prophetic. Visions of the future of the world when the technology goes from being secret classified to open and available on the free market.

You are being let into a secret here that very few people in the world know about. Virtual Reality technology is real. You can now see computer images/video/graphics inside your mind.

Information Technology is about to rapidly change forever. The way you view an image on screen will be revolutionised. This is Virtual Reality. The Virtual World will mesh with the real world. You will be walking/driving/moving around with a H.U.D. (Heads Up Display) in your head, feeding you and nourishing you. When you get home you can totally emerse yourself in the latest game or virtual world or shop in virtual stores or explore the universe virtually. All in your head.

So what would this information be worth. To tell you that this world is real. That Virtual Reality is Real. Would it be worth a small donation to this website to keep me happy and ticking over and telling the truth to all who would deny the truth of the existence of this technology?

This technology will come out. But this is one of the few websites that will tell you of it's existence. This is valuable information. So if you feel upto it please pay for the priveledge of being told. You could with your new knowledge prepare yourself to make further money.

You could invest in domain names that are Virtual Reality related. This is just one way I can think of making money. Invest.

Invest in the concept of Virtual Reality of pictures and worlds in your head. Invest in this website.

Thanks for your time

Darcy Lee

Saturday, May 7, 2011

BRING DOWN THE WALL...

I would like a copy of my phone call that I made to a Public Nationwide New Zealand Talkback Radio Show. In the phone call I yelled war. I used the world "WAR" on its own, in it's own sentence. I yelled the word "WAR: As a Warning to the world (or at least anyone listening - close enough - now u get to listen). Now this happened 2 days before the September 11th 2001 Jetliner Terrorist attacks in America.

There's a Wall. I don't have a copy of such as my phone call... (me yelling war live on air). Like even if it's a crank call where I yelled war which it wasn't it deserves it's spot on YouTube time and date stamped and recorded in history. It deserves it's spot on the Internet. The arrogance and depravity that keeps a copy of the recording out of it's owners hands is astounding. This is where the wall comes in. It's been built around this phone call to keep it secret. I need help to Bring Down The Wall. No one will help me. I'm on my own so fail here goes fail more fail and fail I failed.

Guess posting on this websites going to make a hell of a difference. Going to make the current owners of my phone call cower in fear and handover my property. They are like people occupying my land and not handing over any taxes or dues for holding my phone call. I am being stolen from. Bring down the wall.

I really would like a copy of my phone call. It would go viral I believe. That's why it's purposely being withheld from the public view. Thief in the night.

I could also make a comfortable living off this phone call I believe. I live in absolute poverty and squaler. I am very poor. I simply cannot afford better housing. Ideally I need somewhere to retire to absolutely from working and life in general for the rest of my life and recover in my health. I believe my phone call could do this. Please can I have a copy of my phone call.

Anyway thats my posting rant for today. Do you like the pictures? Scary stuff. Just adding pictures for visiters who find them, Google seems to pick up my pictures more than my text.

Darcy Lee

Monday, April 25, 2011

Confer, Money, House.

So fail. And more fail. My life is pretty much fail. Tortured everyday. Yay.

My auction on Trademe for www.amaoricar.com failed. No one placed a bid. I did get 600+ views on the auction though. That's pretty good for a domain auction on Trademe. You can find the auction Here.

Think I will give up on trying to sell domain names now. Trademe is like $20 dollars to place an advert. Just too expensive. I do suppose that it stops all the rubbish domains from being listed but it should be cheaper like $5 dollars. I have an account with sedo.co.uk which is a domain selling place but not having much luck there either. Not that I know how to choose a domain that will sell anyway. I guess the bubble burst along time ago.

So anyways I now have amaoricar.com diverting to this site, i'll keep it until it expires which is in just under a years time.

So in analysing my fails. This site doesn't get enough traffic. Either from Google or from other sites that link to this site. In fact not many sites link to my page. This is why i'm not getting any traffic I believe. Also there's something not right with the things I write, the way I write. I'm not all together with it in the head. So the quality of my writing is not up there with everyone else.

I've tried getting links from other websites but yeah fail. I don't know how to build quality links that will raise my rankings in google. The links i wish could even be of the quality of providing traffic in them selves as i have seen with some people linking. They get hits from when other sites who have been found in google.

This blog only generates between 1 and 10 hits a day. My petrocksforsale.com which has less links and way less content generates between 5-15 hits a day. Solely from google, simply because I have high ranking for the term Pet Rocks For Sale.

At the moment from google (not that anyone cares but i'm writing to fill space to look cool and to make this blog lived in) at the moment from google the top two pages that get results are my bill gates house and slash his email address page and now from not so long ago my gpuz page of my new video card, both pages can be found Here and Here ... Both these pages show up in google for search terms relative to them.

Using Google Webmaster tools I am ranked highly for the word donate. I don't know how to move on from that. I like to ask for money. Money is another word i'm highly ranked for. There are 333 occurrences of donate on this website according to the tools. Money occurs 291 times. House is 3rd at 215 times. So Donate Money House. Top ranking words of this website.

The next top ranking words are:

4. Reality 196 times
5. Technology 196 times
6. Virtual 184 times
7. World (2 Variants) 152 times
8. New (2 Variants) 151 times
9. Darcy 141 times
10. Lee 136 times
11. Gates 135 times
12. Government 126 times
13. Dollar (2 Variants) 122 times
14. September 121 times
15. Bill (2 Variants) 117 times

K so lets analyse this a little. I don't want to say donate so much. There must be other ways of saying giver your money to me please. One word is gift. Please gift your money to me. I don't have good reasons why you should gift your money other than i'm poor and am sick enough to not be able to work for the rest of my life. My writing styles show I am poorly educated as well so don't have many opportunities . How was that?? Asking for money without the word donate?

I looked up donate in a thesaurus here's what i got.

Main Entry: Donate
Part of Speech: Verb
Definition: Make a gift of
Synonyms: accord, ante up, award, bequeath, bestow, chip in, confer, contribute, devote, do one's part, dole out, feed the kitty, get in the act, give, give away, grant, hand out, lay on, pass the hat, present, provide, subscribe, sweeten the pot.

So there's a few words I can use to get someone to dole out and sweeten the pot. Here are some more words you may be interested in if you are starting a chip in, feed the kitty donate website.

This is for the word Distribute: Administer, allot, apportion, appropriate, assign, bestow,circulate, consign, convey, cut up, deal, deal out, diffuse, disburse, dish out, dispense, disperse, dispose, disseminate, divide, divvy up, dole out, donate, endow, fork out, give, give away, handout, issue, lot out, measure out, mete, parcel, partition, pass out, pay out, present, prorate, radiate, ration, scatter, share, shell out, slice, sow, strew.

This is for the word Give: Contribute, Supply, transfer, accord, administer, allow, ante up, award, bequeath, besow, cede, come across, commit, confer, consign, convey, deed, deliver, dish out, dispense, dispose of, dole out, endow, entrust, fork over, furnish, gift, grant, hand down, hand out, hand over, heap upon, lavish upon, lay upon, lease, let have, make over, parcel out, part with, pass down ,pass out, permit, pony up, present, provide, relinquish, remit, sell, shell out, subsidize, throw in, tip, transmit, turn over, vouchsafe, will.

So if anyone would like to contribute and throw in some money they can by clicking the paypal button that is all over this page. No one has ever awarded me with their money in nearly 5 years of working on the internets. (Awarded originally said donated until I changed the construction).

See what I did there, I used contribute and throw in instead of donate. Much cooler than using the word donate for probably now the 340th time. I wonder if the Internets will ever payout to me?

I want the word Technology and other words. This blog isn't so much about consumer technology but secret technology that the government possesses. Virtual Reality Technology. Pictures in your head. Psychologists will call you schizophrenic. But any way the technology exists. I don't have much to write about this technology. I can't think of anything that would be important. The idea that you will have a headset is not new but the headset will be using your brain as a medium to receive the pictures not just to have a small screen infront of your eyes. Probably you won't even need a headset. Everything will be wireless. Pictures in your head technology. Wirelessly. The technology is real I can't stress this enough. It can definately be used to manipulate and control. You don't want to be an enemy of the people behind this technology as I am. I am there enemy. They don't like me. That's why I don't know much about the technology.

Things I know. They can send a picture/video directly into your head/brain/eyesight. A video, a computer image, it can be anything. Think porn. Inside you. Just like a dream except fully awake except generated by computer. This is the power they have. Some of the uses they have developed. They can see what you see and overlay information and graphics. No longer do they have to plant cameras in your house. You can be the camera. Your very own eyesight can now be a camera. People completely deny the existence of this technology and get angry and upset. Most people simply won't believe you.
So on that note i'll finish with a scripture from the King James Bible. I'm going to quote a few scripures in posts to draw in a few christians. I'm an agnostic athiest myself. Matthew 12:34-37

34 O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh. 35 A good man out of the good treasure of the heart bringeth forth good things: and an evil man out of the evil treasure bringeth forth evil things. 36 But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment. 37 For by thy words thou shalt be justified, and by thy words thou shalt be condemned.

There ya go one boring scripture. I like the part "For out of the abundance of the heart of the mouth speaketh".

So it's like every word you say comes from having an abundance in your heart. If you have good in your heart then your words are good. I want good words/treasure to bring forth good things from. I'm low on treasure. If you studied at school. Thats like treasure. A resource. The ideas concepts you learned at school/university from our jobs interactions with people flow from our hearts maybe and whatever a heart is. My heart has not much an abundance of good words or treasure though there are plenty of words on this page. I'll try and remember to quote a few scriptures during or at the end of my posts for a few posts anyway I won't go to overboard. I like scripture at the moment even though i'm an atheist agnostic. That was Matthew 12:34-37 again.

Thats it for me for now.

Darcy Lee