Immortality.

Ray Kurzweil

Here's an article from Ray Kurzweil director of engineering at Google and futurist about how nanobots will be the key to immortality which could be achieved in as little as 25 years.

I believe immortality is right here right now pretty much. I have experienced the matrix. This will be a huge part in the reality of immortality. They must understand the human body heaps by now.

I guess if God was real he would have intervened in WW1 and 2. The hour for God is getting late.

I have kinda messed up my life by hating on America. It should be covered under freedom but no it's not.

I'm hoping God is my ally and that he has a plan. I love my God. I love my bible and scripture. But i'm not sure if it's real in the absolute face of technology and hatred that exist.

God is perhaps a losing battle unless God himself acts.

Check the article out. I mention myself the matrix as existing in full form right now so immortality can't be to far away. I read they learnt how to lengthen telomeres which is why people age or something they get shorter and shorter with aging.

Time magazine had a picture of a toddler on its cover and stated the baby would live till 142. Wow.

I'm predicting immortality myself.

Darcy Lee

NecrotPain. Scriptures For The Day.

I Believe The Govt Damaged My Bones.

I believe the Govt Damaged the bones or whatever my neck is made from with a weapon. A secret weapon that they deploy to go through walls. It can explode your insides. I believe my neck was hit by some sort of ultrasonic or weapon designed to induce pain and do a little damage depending on power settings. Think Microwave and cooking. They cooked me. I went pop. It damaged my bones it was that powerful.

The thing is I took xrays of my neck. I believe the xrays would definitely have shown something. They came back negative.

I still suffer from a type of osteoarthritis in my neck. My bones all grind together.

I believe my pain has been covered up. I must speak up.

I have truly suffered. Beyond reckoning. I believe I have set world records possibly universal records that will never be passed. Never. Even if you try.

My pain was excruciating. I believe alot of my bones in the top half of my body have been hit by this ray gun. It mainly shows in the top half of my neck.

I believe this was covered up. As it was a couple years before I got the xrays and they had dedicated all their resources towards a mental illness. They didn't want to go back. Also it's a form of human experimentation. The pain.

I must speak up. The Pain.

Even if  I am delusional about the cover up.  Well I am not delusional about the pain that I endured. Records have been set. Endurance athlete records. Soldiering Records.

They were playing with my life. The Pain.

We were not designed to endure 1 day of the type of pain that I underwent. The Pain.

It's like having your head chopped off. The vertebrae are smashed and the discs are broken. All you know and feel is pain in your head. But you can't tell were it's coming from.

For all I new the pain was in my brain.

Very real though. It did not lapse this pain. There was no place to rest my head. 24/7 I was under this pain.

So if my neck issue is false the pain still existed I just didn't know what it was. Also well I know I was tortured by Govt and technology. After I had been hit with their ray gun they continued to torture me for a very long time. The Pain.

The only evidence I have of my neck is the current grinding that the bones do. It also feels like bones are out of place in there as there is sometimes a thudding with my pulse.

Whenever I lie down at night to goto bed this for the first 2 min or so this is the best healing time.

I can kinda feel nutrients of at least a type of healing taking place with the flow of blood. The Pain.

It doesn't happen everytime but it's basically like the only time I feel i'm healing.

Narrow is the way. Progression is slow. Why am I still unwell after 16.0 years of being sick.

If I can heal then healing has been set back by new injurys that the Govt has inflicted upon me.

Now they inflicted these injuries because I said "America Sucks" a few times and got a bit antsy with them. I am now deaf totally in my left ear. My right ear is also poor. The Pain.

They spam an electronic high frequency sound at me all day and night. It's very loud. The Pain.

It has made me deaf. So yep the torture stopped briefly from the Govt for a few years after 9/11 but it started again in 2009 when I rejected them and their dumb songs. The Pain.

But still that whole time I was setting records for suffering with my neck. The pain left around 2008. The pain started around February 1999. So that's around 10 years of the most brutal universal record type of suffering you can imagine. I topped it out. The Pain.

Foxes have holes, birds have nests, but I had no place to rest my head.

The word NECROTPAIN is a word I invented and it clocked Google. There were no search engine results for it. So it can be pronounced Necro-T-Pain or Neckrot-Pain.

The T is for bearing your cross or my at least for my interest in Christian stuff. Necro for death. Pain for pain. Deathtpain you could say also. The Pain.

Necrotpain the word that didn't exist and clocked Google.

So just saying i'm now being tortured yet again.

It's not so bad this time. But they possess you and mind control you.

For your worst enemies will be members of your own household.

Enough Said. The Pain.

Acknowledge my record or don't. But it's real.

I also want the truth. Buying Truth. I believe once the truth is available people won't be able to get enough. I'm not so much saying the truth about me. But some freedom bringing, above all else, type of event. The highest truth possible. The Pain.

I would like to burn with the highest truth possible.

Also need love. I seem to be in short supply of both truth and love. Please send supplies.

I can't figure reality out anymore. It's to much a mixture of technology and myself. I've been a slave all my life. They treat their slaves horribly. The Govt. The Pain.

I'll stop talking now.

Thanks for reading if you got this far.

This has been an adventure. I Must Yet Still Speak Up.


Leeda
Darcy Lee The Pain

More Than Conquerors. Scripture For The Day.

Romans 8:37 More Than Conquerors.

Romans 8:37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

This is the scripture I have been thinking on since last night when I read it. I'm mo
re the person who has been conquered at this stage in my life. The Govts are putting thoughts into my head via their matrix mind control tech.

Nobody believes me of course. But this tech is pretty easily able to conquer anyone. So yep I have been conquered and made a slave of by the Govts.

I am not a "More Than Conqueror". I haven't conquered at all. Not yet. I have my songs. But I have no power for people to believe the truth about how I cameo lyrically in like 20 now famous charting songs by various american and world wide artists. I have no power to get the truth about this out in the open. But you could call this conquering the music scene and by proxy conquering the world.

So you could say I have conquered the world but nobody knows. Can the world be conquered and nobody know?

In this area I have conquered the world. Through music. Everyone in the world would of heard at least one of my songs by now. Honestly there were so many and they spammed radios world wide.

But saying this. It's not really much of an achievement. It only took money. Sure a great deal of money. But I have only conquered the world through spending large amounts of money. It wasn't even my money. Someone else invested or paid for the songs to be created based on my Sept 9/11 phone calls that I made to a talkback radio station.

I guess it could be argued that this is quite an achievement. I had no money of my own. I wasn't famous. I had no high tech or valuable skills at all. Yet I managed a to convince a few people to spend millions of their dollars on me to get the songs created.

So from small beginnings I have come and sprung forth to more than conquer and dominate the music scene from 2001 to about 2008 on a global worldwide massive scale.

The world doesn't expect it or see it coming and it's happened it such away that the world doesn't believe me. Not one person believes me. But I speak the truth.

I Have Been Conquered by The Govts.

I am more than a conqueror. But I have been conquered by the Govts. Perhaps one day Jesus will set me free and hopefully then I will be free indeed.

For now i'm planning on trying to do more conquering by meditating on these words "More Than Conquerors". 

I'm only more than a conqueror in music. Most other areas I fail. I'm perhaps been made a retard by the Govt's. So no coming back from that. Once your brain is damaged it's damaged I believe. Doesn't take much either. Not when they know what they are doing and know how to make you a retard these Govts. 

So yep that's me i'm going to do some more than conquering. I guess Jesus ain't real. I don't stand a chance. Just wish I could break free of the Govt's. Perhaps conquer them. 

So Jesus Bud. Let me conquer these Govt's that persecute me and my freedom in my own home. Let me conquer through truth and love. Let me conquer the small as well as the large things. Let me conquer all things. 

Let the world burn with a righteous fire of Love Joy and Purity.

Let the music that has been created be seen by the world. This should start a fire. 

I hope to be more than a conqueror as seen in the bible.

I shall keep thinking and meditating "more than conquerors".

Leeda

Darcy Lee

Psalm 119:92 Unless your law had been my delights. Scripture For The Day.

Psalm 119:92 Unless your law had been my delights, I should then have perished in my affliction.

This could possibly be my situation. Chances be that if I hadn't found the bible then I might not be here. Though saying that the bible caused me a lot of grief. 

Perhaps I can't say if it has saved my life. I'm still alive though. I do seem to be falling away from belief and scripture. The bible needs an end. I can't seem to give it one.

I mean is there a GOD or not. Did Jesus come back from the dead. Answers to these things can change many peoples lives and the way they live. I don't know the answers. These questions are possibly too hard. Nobody in the world knows.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Scripture For The Day.

The scripture for today is:

Revelation 21:4 and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

And also the similar in style scripture:

Isaiah 25:8 he will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign LORD will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove his people's disgrace from all the earth. The LORD has spoken.

Mansion In Heaven.

So God I have to ask. Will this be gradual or overnight? Is everyone going to live in space? Perhaps you already have mansions made up, these are in heaven. But this means the question where is heaven?.  It's taking a little bit of time as well. I can believe in mansions in heaven.

There is a matrix but it's human tech and not GOD. I have actually tried to trade home improvements and fashions of costumes and armor accessories within the matrix that is they can be only seen if you've got the classified rating.

Like clothes but you have to be using the matrix virtual reality. I believe i'm one of the first on the market. I don't actually have any designs or skills to make designs even with my mind. My mind is poor. But i'm sure being first on the market with the idea is important.

Once the tech is prevalent enough should be good business.

An idea I had today was to set up a site similar to YouTube but make it a solely educational website. Kind of like a video based Wikipedia for education.

The idea is this. There are millions of students going to school each day. If the teachers recorded a lecture or more than one on all the different subjects they teach over a period of a year. They might have like 5 lectures but if lots of teachers all added there work over the year if would equate to a lot of educational videos that students could use to learn how to do different things.

It would be a matter of getting as many teachers involved as possible. They teach every day. Teachers should definitely be adding footage and lots of it. Even if at the moment it's to Youtube. Also getting the students involved in making the video perhaps holds potentials as well.

I'm just saying that TEACHERS of students need to make more as many and heaps hours of footage of themselves teaching and post it in a useful way. Any and all footage should be posted as a teaching legacy. It would be the power of the multitude and mass of teacher if they all joined in in posting videos of their lectures. Instead of You Tube someone could set up an online university where perhaps only registered teachers could post. Power to the teachers and studernts. Creating a mass of videos should be for them. Footage for footage sake footage upon footage posted.

Comfortable and lasting. Better World Transportation.

Also another idea I had is based on experience. Basically there should be a minimum quality of footwear sold in stores. Like a shoe I bought from The Warehouse lasted about ill give it 6 trips into town and back before it had a huge hole worn right in the bottom of the shoe. Now i have a on special $50 dollar pair of shoes that are new balance branded where I have walked twice as many trips and they aren't showing any wear practically. The thing is the New Balance shoes were also millions of times more comfortable to walk in. Like they gave u a spring in your step.

This is like for transportation. If people have decent cheap shoes then they can walk twice as far and still be comfortable. And if they are doing a lot of walking then the shoe should be comfortable and long lasting. Not like The Warehouse shoe which was practically a waste of materials. The comfort level of The Warehouse shoe was very bad for walking.

It's really for people down on the poor end of the scale. People who don't have cars and have to walk everywhere. I guess also cheap peddle bikes can help. The Warehouse sell those as well. Thing is they probably lack quality for the price.

I know that petrol has fallen. But still for the poor people who have to walk it works for them to give them better longer lasting transportation in the terms of a better shoe to wear and eliminate a certain lower standard of shoe.

I guess I have gone off topic for the scripture of the day.

I'm pretty sure i'm immortal. If I die I will be resurrected. I have trouble believing in certain aspects of the bible. The work of god is to believe in the one he sent. I have no way to prove if Jesus was resurrected and came back to life after being crucified horribly to his death. I'm stuck there.

There are so many fallacies in the bible why can't I hold to them and see past. I keep coming back to the bible to be punished. Is there anything more constructive I can do with my time? Some how perhaps i'm a believer. But what draws me to the bible? I want the power of LOVE.

If one could solve whether there was a God or not this would greatly help the world. If you were able to communicate this information in a believable

way. But I bet that's an impossibility. The mystery of GOD will go on my whole entire life however long or short that is.

It is a mystery. There isn't proof. I can't prove that Jesus was resurrected. If I could prove that it would be power. We talked about power in my last post. I'll leave it here for now.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

What is Love?

What is Love Haddaway.

Adding this to music 2. Looked up what is love and this is the video that they are pushing. There's also a couple of interesting psychological articles about what is love.

That article states that you can't command love.

Not sure if that is totally true.

You can build a fire perhaps. Giving you more than a base level of love. A deeper love. From the excess you spend it on gaining more. A hotter fire.

Love if you have it can't be turned off very much.

Guess i've never been in love. That sucks.

Im concentrating on loving GOD and his son JESUS. But if they don't exist then I am wasting my time utterly. Is it wrong to love Jesus. I can't seem to find any love there really. It's pretty cold hard place trying to get love outta Jesus, enough love to change the world so that there is no more suffering pain tears or death like the scripture says in the bible.

I'm to sick to love really. I find myself getting a little sicker these days again.

To me love is a cure. It's medicine and allows you to preform miracles.

I have yet to see a powerful love like those in the movies where it vanquishes bad guys and demons and defeats all enemies. I dream of this love.

I have idealised love for a long time. I probably haven't loved for along time. Not since I suffered.

I'm finding myself falling away from the bible. I do love everything it says about love. But there is no end to the proofs that are needed such as Jesus being resurrected. It's simply to hard to figure out given the tools I have.

I'm pretty sure i'm delusional in chasing The Holy Bible. I just find the new testament, proverbs psalms and isaiah all very interesting. I mean what if it's real. See I am just this dumb and gullible to fall for it. I like things like defeating evil bad guys and love and righteousness and justice. This is essentially what the bible is about. So this book just agrees with my ideals. It appeals to me. I have a taste for it.

Not sure but believing in the bible it probably only leads to death like every other pursuit on the planet at moment. I like to think if there is anything to be found in the bible I can hopefully find it and be equipped by it.

This is a war on death I am waging. I haven't mentioned it in a while. I would like to live forever. I believe every problem has a solution leading to a paradise awaiting.

I believe we are all eternal now. There will be a resurrection. Nobody actually dies. But some are punished upon resurrection. All our lives will be open before everyone. There will be no secret thing.

I had more ideas but I have forgotten them.

So i guess I can say that being taught of Hollywood I am looking for love through the bible.

I am looking for power. For the kingdom of heaven according to the bible is not a matter of talk but of power. At the moment I have very little power. I am all talk no power.

How do u get power?

God apparently has unlimited power. Love is the power I crave. Because that's the strongest power there is. These also are just more words and talk. I don't know what to do,

We do some strange things when were sick.

So bible if your real i'm waiting on you and God to help me. If your not real then no problem I had fun with you even though you make me very angry for pushing something as truth when in fact it isn't. Bible you confuse so many people. O bible what is your truth.

I shall never see through you to perhaps something better. Bible are you the best there is.

Bible your certainly poor in many areas. You cause much great distress in my life. Why can't I rid myself of you. Not that I want to be rid of you. But I want to know that truth and thus have some peace. I want to be able to present what I have found to others so they can share. At the moment I cant do this as I have nothing.

I want to know the truth.

Now iv'e said enough.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Scripture For The Day.

John 6:29 Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

So I think this is basically saying that the work of God is to believe in Jesus. Reads impossible to some extent. I mean there is a complete lack of evidence about Jesus. There is the bible and that's it. I find it incredibly hard to believe in Jesus.

In the words of Guns and Roses Sweet Child o Mine my opinion about Jesus..... "Where Do We Go Now."

That is to say Jesus is kind of an everlasting circle. There is no end to Jesus. The arguments to and forth on all sides never end.

Myself for one thing I could say that because I have suffered so much and ever so greatly that Jesus is fake. But the bible talks about sharing in Christs suffering. But that's stupid. There needs to be an end to suffering once and for all. A decisive strike.

So having suffered I fall away from Jesus with the opinion that he c
an't really help much. The medicine of earth is horrible and also along with the medicine of religion which works even less.

I have fallen into a horrible trap. O what a tortured soul I am. Who will save me. Perhaps the truth will set me free. It is good to be alive. I am much freer than I was in my Twenties. I no longer suffer the pain that I once endured. It's gone. I don't even have a memory of it. But now i'm tortured by the GOVTS again. With their mind reading tech.

I'm told i'm in a zoo of sorts. Also i'm told i'm a dog in terms of intelligence. I could believe both. So then what can I possibly hope to achieve.

Believing there will be power that does mighty good even if I die I press on. I just have to wait. I will start a fire on this earth at the very least.

I am already fading though. I once was and am yet to come. I have to believe that good will come. To satisfy any longings I had as a kid I have to accomplish good and alot. Evil wars with me.

Really why do we live. Is it just to suffer. There are some hard questions. I can't answer them. If the bible has done anything for me it has provided me with a puzzle. I hope the bible can do good. It is themed around such things. But yet it is so easily twisted. But it hasn't answered any of my questions the bible. The bible has only created problems for me.

I experience the bible to be cool. But it is a puzzle. Perhaps without a time travel machine we will never know. Perhaps an observation is required. I really don't know any keys to unlocking the mysteries of life. I am a passenger hoping to be taught by someone much smarter than me.

What are we able to teach our selves. Do we stagnate? I guess we grow backwards after reaching our peak. It's all down hill from here so they say.

I can't add much to the world with just my words. I'll leave it here.

Scripture For The Day.

Romans 7:24-25

24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? 25Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

I haven't really seen Jesus rescue anyone. I'm quite wretched. It's like I have Alzheimers or something. So now's the time Jesus.  Start saving people. Will Jesus be able to rescue me from this body that is subject to death. He hasn't rescued anyone else as far as we can tell.  There is always hope. Jesus I kinda need rescuing from this body which is subject to death.

So if your out there Jesus start rescuing us from these bodies which are subject to death.

AMEN.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Was Jesus Resurrected and How to Prove it.

On another topic....   Just consider such an impossibility of proving that Jesus was or wasn't resurrected.  I thought such a thought as to prove the existence of Jesus.  If he was resurrected then he's awesome.  But there is no proof.  But there are still so called believers.  But they most of them, the believers are without proof, going on just faith and belief is not good enough. It's impossible to prove.  Jesus is either hiding or dead.  If he's hiding then he don't want to be found easily.  If he's dead then there's still no proof of that either so people keep believing.

It's an impossibility.

In your opinion what is the best way of solving the questions such as Jesus, God and other religions. Like they can't all be right can they?

The bible says the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the Glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.

So I wonder what God is waiting for.  I'm kinda waiting on God.  I expect i'm going to die before I see God.  I would like to see God if he's real.  A mansion in heaven and eternity to live would be awesome.

I want to be the one to prove or disprove God but I think my time has passed i'm old as.  I'm an ancient.

Really it's not up to me to prove God.  It should be up to God.  But i'll be glad to help ya aye God.

But I guess it can be proven with belief and not fact that Jesus didn't get resurrected and God isn't real.  We shall know the truth.  So what is the truth about this.  Most argue now that God isn't real.  I see their point.  But I grew up in the bible.  I like it.

I'm kinda ashamed of Jesus though.  Am I?  I can't back him 100%.  All I can say is that he probably suffered to the extreme if he was crucified.  So I can share in his sufferings.  I have suffered to.

So the question remains.  Was Jesus resurrected.  IS GOD REAL. I think it's beyond me the simple who tends to believe in a God and Jesus even though they do nothing.

Suffering says God isn't real?  There's plenty of suffering going round. God is needed. More than he knows I guess. I can't figure.  I can't figure if God is real or not.  I tend to go with the crowd who says he isn't real.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Nirvana - Marigold

Nirvana - Marigold.

Im'ma Marry God.

Darcy Lee

Lyrics....

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's scared in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)
All in all the clock is slow
Six color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all

25 Most Brutal Torture Techniques Ever Devised.

Video is 25 Most Brutal Torture Techniques Ever Devised.

Just watched this.  Very scary.  Torture is still rampant and practiced today.  Jesus underwent torture. But what makes his torture any greater than anyone else?  He had supposedly never broken a law?  Is that enough?  He had never sinned?  But then you have to define sin.

I really don't understand how this torture can happen.  Suffering has to be wrong.  For anyone. I'm finding the bible doesn't really cover alot of things.  There has been so much suffering.  What does it achieve.

Had someone I know say that Jesus and his suffering actually made the world a worse place.  So like you can suffer and nothing good comes from it. Jesus bought the church with his suffering but in this persons opinion the world was worse off and would be better if Jesus had never suffered because of all the wars of religion that the church committed.

Really suffering is terrible.  We need the light of life perhaps.  A light so burning so hot and bright. A light so as not to stumble in the dark.  This life light will show all things.  It will show the value of life and lead people out of great darkness to peace and security.

I can't really say what the light of life looks light but perhaps it illuminates giving guidance making free and bringing liberty.  I hope to have such life.  Life in abundance.  Brighter than the sun.  Life brighter than the sun or any other source of light.

We still wait for this great light.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Why ordinary people need to understand power

Eric Liu: Why ordinary people need to understand power.  Thats the title of the video above.  I watched it all. Having power is something that my psychologist said I didn't have when I told him about the songs I have words in.  He said I need power. I need power to get my phone call out into the public.
There perhaps needs to be a demand for it, my phone call.  I don't know how to create a demand.  I didn't give myself enough power at the beginning and was treated horribly after that.  I guess that I have to keep telling my story on this website and on forums.  The thing is all my threads die a very horrible death.  Nobody listens.  If I used power better I would've been able to get financial support from my initial phone call.  But I kinda blew that off.

I reckon if I'd thought about it I could've got 4 billion dollars on the spot.  The thing is I wasn't like I am today.  I was still suffering hard core and with this I think I would've made poorer decisions.  It's possible that waiting has been safer.  But not this long.  Not as long as it's been.  I'd be in much better condition if I was rich possibly from food to gym equipment to housing to entertainment.  The bible says to beware the deceit of wealth.  It's hard to imagine life being rich.  How can rich be bad?  I possibly might use some drugs or something?  This could be a very real trap.  Money is kind of power.  The bible says you either love money or God and that you can't serve two masters.

Between money and God, God would be the better master.  It would be far better to be in Love with God than to be in Love with money.  But what am I?  I can't ask myself this question.  I chase money very hard.  I long and want money to be rich.  I just want to be comfortable.  I don't really know God but I know money. I can't ask myself this question because I don't know the answer.  It's like God are you even real.

I have a lot of questions with very little power to answer them and make endings and solutions.  We are working in the dark.  Some still shine brighter than others even in this dark.  Jesus said "I am the light of the world.  Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life ".

I don't know how you or I can follow Jesus.  Perhaps he is just a myth and Legend.  I grew up with Jesus.  I went to a thing called Boys Brigade, it was a Christian organisation for boys.  That's possibly where I learned most of my scripture.  I never had a bible at home.  But today it's very hard to see the light of life and I possibly walk in darkness.  It's very hard to believe in Jesus in todays world as a grown up after examining the bible again.  I must say I do like some of the teachings. Many of the teachings.

I have found myself practising stuff from the bible as I grew.  I liked it and used to rely on it, the bible.  I have truly suffered now.  If you can share in Christs suffering I have done that, I have truly suffered.  Now I hope to share in his, Christs glory.  I guess my end will be death like everyone else.  Medically i'm not in the best condition.  I'm poor medically as well as financially.  But I hope I got 30 years left.  I should see some marvellous things in the next 30 years.  Technology will be amazing.  They are working hard everyday.

We humans are fragile aren't we.  Here one minute gone the next.  I hope I have deep roots and foundations to see me through situations that may come about.  This has kinda been the type of power that I use in this post.  I rely on the bible stories a lot for my power.  But they could be quite false.  I have no way to prove or disprove them.  It's what I love though.  I will keep searching scriptures for answers to everyday problems where solutions are needed.  I like referring to scripture.  But it could be just nonsense.  Why do I use it when there is not end to it.  It goes on and on.  I hope to oneday solve the age old question "Is there a GOD".  Will I ever answer this question.  I guess to solve it is to meet him.

I still find the bible a good read.  I also like reading commentary and blogs about scripture and listening to sermons.  I guess this post is long enough.  I need more power to solve things is this the answer?  Where will this power come from?

911 Phone call on YOUTUBE is a small the goal.  Death is the final enemy.  Fight death.  Defeat Death.

Win.

My Word Shall Not Return To Me Void.

Isaiah 55:11-12 In Song.

Isaiah 55:11-12 So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.  12 For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands

I actually totally did this as a kid, verse 11 anyway, I musta been like 9-10 years old.  I must of heard the scripture somewhere and imitated it. What I did as a kid in primary school was to somehow send my word out.  Then what happened is it came back and someone had voided it but they were lying.  I had to add something to my word to make it so it couldn't be voided by cheating.  I was like "What.... Void..... My word shall not return to me void" I was sending out my word to do good things.  But alas this was along time ago.  To my thinking I was doing something original that hadn't been done.  It's only now I discover the scripture almost word for word exactly what I was doing.  In this scripture I have imitated.

I added this cause I thought the tune was kinda catchy and also this is the scripture I have been meditating on for the last couple days.  

Another Thread I Started That Failed.

Here is a another thread I started on a couple forums. It died pretty quick, this ole thread. We are in the dark. I'm just guessing. My guesses aren't of a smart kind. There must be more to it. Anyway here is the thread:

LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE BEFORE OTHERS.  (Thread Title)

As a person living on planet earth I look around and see myself totally in the dark over so many things. Not just me either but everyone. Everyone is in the dark.

There are heaps and so many unknowns about life. We live in the dark and scurry around in it like cockroaches. I imagine most actually prefer the dark as it gives them cover to do evil.

Anyway let this thread be a place to let your light shine before others. I would like to see your light and see what it will do for me. Now because we're in the dark I can't give you instructions on how to let your light shine or how to even make light.

By posting in this thread you are giving us a taste of yourself, you are shining your light. A smart person has more light perhaps than a dumb person but I don't know if this is true? Are you still so dull?

What is this light that Jesus talks about. How are we the light of the world? Please explain anything you want in this thread but make sure you are letting your light shine.

If your light is shining it will illuminate me and others lives so we don't stumble and we progress.

I kinda saw a light oneday. It was like I was shining and the person was real dumb in comparison and I was able to lead them to there own source of light after they had been in my light for so long. Like she was in darkness and under my light her face lit up like shining a torch on your face when its pitch black it looked exactly like that except it was in broad daylight that her face lit up. I was demonstraing something discussing something and someone said the exact line "snatch them out of my hand" Jesus talks about his sheep and how noone can snatch them out of his hand. But anyway to no avail, i'm dellusional and matrixified so none of my experiences mount to a hell of beans.

I imagine most lights are very dim now. Love grown cold. I know my light is dim. I'm in the dark now. I tried walking while I had the light but i'm afraid I didn't get very far and only fell back into darkness.

What can you tell me about lights and Jesus? I would like to see your light as I have great darkness.

LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE BEFORE OTHERS, POST IN THIS THREAD.



That was the thread I started.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Hey Joe Jimi Hendrix.

Jimi Hendrix - Hey Joe.

It's pretty late here.  It's like 15 minutes past 3amm in the morning as I write this first sentence.  I came to this version of Hey Joe by Jime Hendrix Live by thinking on the word Angel which can also be pronounced  as Age Ole or also I was saying it as Hey Joe.  So Angel = Age Ole = Hey Joe.  I didn't like HEY JOE when I first looked it up again a little while ago.  Perhaps when I was listening to A11 Along The Watch Tower.  But I remember liking hey Joe as a teenager.  I'm including hey Joe because i've given it a few plays now and also this paragraph has clues as to why i'm adding it.

What have I been doing?  Well playing more WOW.  I'm levelling a shaman to 60 and it's going to be my boost toon.  I was going to boost a 60 priest that I specially levelled but i'll probably just hand level him unless I become rich and suddenly get heaps of money enough to COUGH COUGH buy a level 90 or two. It sucks how you can buy level 90's now.  It makes it a rich mans game.  Guess it means if you pay $65 for each level 90 that my account is worth somewhere round $260 dollars for say the cost of four 90s that I have.  But this $260 dollars is nothing in comparison to the actual amount of hours I have invested in some of my characters.  It works out at about one dollar per 24 hours played sitting in chair.

I'm a terrible World of Warcraft Player.  I have no smarts.  Anywho.

Battlesheep was a domain I checked out but it's gone to some Portugal gaming company.  I check out domain names regularly and write down good ones I think are will be ok.  Most are stupid but who knows maybe one day i'll think of a good one.

I actually stumped Google a little while ago.  I searched for the word Militourance.  Google had absolutely no results what so ever for this word.  It's a word I invented myself and if it ain't in Google then it probably hasn't been thought of yet.  What do you think it means, what's the definition of the word?  It's quite hard to stump Google.  Also the word Miltourance stumps google.

I actually have hurt my back.  About three days ago I felt something kind twinge or snap or move in my lower back and it's been hurting ever since.  The first night was the worst I couldn't even move hardly it was very painful to move anyway.

Leave you with this.  According to the bible oneday there will be no pain no tears no mourning or the last enemy, no DEATH.  This means that we are still primitive and we must therefore think and take action perhaps fight hard to arrive at a place such as this.

With thought and truth it can be done much faster than we think possible perhaps.

I want to see a place like this where everyone is safe.  It would be nice to know GOD if he was real.  Like to prove that GOD was real or not would solve heaps of problems.  It would answer alot of questions for so many people.  Many many people follow religion and GOD and intertwine it with there very nature and being.  But this seems to much of a challenge to solve the answer of IS THERE A GOD?

Ok i'm going to bed now.




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End of Pain. A Call Into The Wilderness for Soldiers.

Posted this today on my usual forums.  Got pretty much ignored as usual.  Anyway here is the post for future reference:




Place your vote and opinion here. Do you want to end pain for all creatures on earth and perhaps the polyverse (universe).

If you say no then you haven't experienced pain. You might of had the odd thrill with it. But wait. You still don't understand the potential.

All pain needs to be ended now.

Also if you say no and want to see pain continue then you should expect your own pain.

Whos to say whether pain is natural or not. Perhaps it's an invasion and our rulers using it to command us. I joke really.

Nobody knows what pain is. Pain is not good. It is the opposite. I vote to end pain now.

Join me as soldiers in a planned all out attack and war on pain.

If we lead others will follow. Be a light to the world.

I've lead a solo effort foray and initial attack into suffering by suffering. This perhaps give me experience but I still have no weapons other than a crappy mind and body which can't be relied on for the truth.

A couple of scriptures: 1 Peter 4:1 Because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin. If this is true then this is me. I have suffered in great depth and magnitude. But alas suffering is really more of a breeding ground for hate. If this is true then I can't sin any more for this is how much I have suffered. I only wish it was true. But don't think so.

2nd scripture: Revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away

This scripture predicts the end of pain. I think this is an easy prediction to make. Whether there is a God or not pain must end for everyone.

Why should we think this to hard. It's not to hard. I also predict an end to pain.

The more people that post in this thread the more is being done. Do your bit.

We must be soldiers. Everyone, every living creature with the potential to suffer is on your side.

Soldiers use whatever they have available. Use what you got. Fire at will.

We need organisation and a long as it takes concentrated effort.

Honestly I have suffered and nobody knows. This is all suffering.

I am not an officer. I'm more of a tank. I have tanked so much suffering. Perhaps this suffering forwards me as a higher rank than you. I have knowledge but I lack fire. I don't know how to pass on the knowledge of pain and its bottemless depths. Pain needs to be ended.

I'm trying to start a fire. Please help me start a fire by posting the obvious or whatever you have. Be a soldier.

We need weapons. We are unarmed blind and deaf.

Everyone Post your Orders for people. Call out into the wilderness.

I'm looking for soldiers. Do you consider yourself a soldier? All hands and every man on deck.

If your not a soldier then your a burden and your divided against yourself as everyone who has the potential to suffer is a soldier. You can't deny. Absolutely everyone is needed in the fight till death.

We need highly motivated but inexperienced people to carry the message of great suffering and tribulation. It needs to be preached. Great suffering.

Preach about suffering. Cut down anything that causes suffering. Avoid suffering yourself. Find weaknesses and grey areas that aren't so dark. I don't know what orders to give you. Just be on the alert. Such great suffering exists that anyone can be prone to. Be fighting. Suffering is an evil.

Hey if the bible says there will be no more suffering and pain then it's got to be true right? I say just give it time. But we need more urgency and effort and power invested right away. This is a warning to everyone. Suffering is unrighteous and an almighty wrong. It is a weapon that is used against us all the time. I perhaps have said some wrong things here. But I am just trying to prepare you for what you don't know. We need to fight this at the bottom which this is as well as the top which is more likely the Govt. Every man, woman, child and lifeform.

I am Soldier. I have suffered just as great as any soldier. I have earned the right to call myself a soldier for the battles I have been in and the endurance I have shown. I give you warnings. You need to fight everyday. Pain is a deadly and great enemy. I don't understand it. I don't know what it is. But I don't like it and I never want to suffer again but yet I still have this potential.

Don't consider yourselves immune. Everyone is susceptible. This is why you need to get your soldier on. The weak need to be defended perhaps. The strong need to spend there strength.

This is a call on your life. Do everything with all your might. I hope your ready for war. I can't prepare you. Sorry I can't tell you much. Imagine your worst. Foolish people will pass this thread by and consider themselves safe. No one is safe.

Be a man. Man up. Fight. End pain now. Are you a soldier yet? You are whether you think so or not.

Got any ideas? I guess no one will even post in this thread. Pain is ignored and left alone. All I know is that we need soldiers and they need to be forcefully advancing.

I'm on the side where there will be no more pain. Beware the enemy.

Post in this thread. Comfort others. Alleviate and Liberate. Fight until we win. Play your position.

Perhaps if someone else posts in this thread they may give you orders or practical things that you can do to fight pain.

Perhaps you could post your war stories here about battles you've had with pain to inform others.

We need more of a consensus on pain. I am starting this thread in hope of achieving this and other objectives regarding pain. This is of the utmost urgency. Pain needs a fight to the end. I can't stress how urgent it is to get rid of pain. If you don't know then its very hard to explain. Be a soldier is all I ask. Be a soldier.

I am SOLDIER.

The truth of pain is.....

Leeda,
Darcy Lee.


That was end of thread.  Pls leave a comment below.

No One Will Snatch Them Out Of My Hand.

John 10:27-29  27"My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me; 28and I give eternal life to them, and they will never perish; and no one will snatch them out of My hand. 29"My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand.

I have this memory at primary school.  It's from such a long time ago. I was very young. I can't really remember the truth.  I remember a kid snatching something out of my hand.  

If your talking Psy then it was like I was controlling people who I suppose could be sheep with my hands they were doing tasks and being rewarded or they were doing missions of discovery Psy.  I can't remember accurately. All I remember is demonstrating this to like 2-3 other kids and that a kid tried to snatch them out of my hand.  This is what he spoke.  

It was kind of like there was a link between me and certain others that matched me and they were kept in my hand.  Psy.

It's kind of like I wondered why he didn't goto the effort of starting his own rather than snatching mine.  I think mine in my hand were only slightly built up but that is the advantage.  This is about all I can explain.  I think by showing others I was teaching.  It's so hazy now.  I can't remember exactly what I demonstrated that got snatched only something like it was a link to other people contained in my hands maybe fingers.  I remember sending a person out and it was like they went right to the end of something and then back again completing something.  It made you stronger or more complete or there was some type of reward.  

I wanted to write this memory down.  It's so fuzzy now that it's not very good.  But basically the kid said he snatched the things out of my out hand Psy kind of exactly like described in the scripture at top.

If only I could remember what I demonstrated better.

I'm also going to post this exact post on ATS but it was posted here first this time.

Thanks for reading this fuzzy memory.

Leeda.

Darcy Lee

I Wonder Why.....

I wonder why god won't heal amputees.  Christians and Jesus persons always claim that people are being healed by them and their prayers all the the time. Like they pray for people to get better from cancers or whatever disease and if they get better it's  a miracle.

Yet not one persons legs or arms ever grow back.  Amputees are never healed.

If there were miracles everyone would know.  If even one leg or arm grew back it would make massive news.  But alas my belief in Jesus comes to an end.  I need to see peoples arms and legs growing back to believe in Jesus.

I have had fun reading the bible.  I like to pretend i'm good and wholesome.  There are some epic sayings and teachings in the bible but most simply won't hold ground.  If the bible hinges on Jesus then it kinda fails. You can't grow limbs back by prayer in Jesus.  Not yet probably never.  It's been 2000 years nearly since his death.  You think someone would of figured it out by now if there was anything there.

Medicine is fast progressing and possibly soon will be able to provide immortality under it's own steam. Most people turn to Jesus when they are in trouble and facing a crisis or extreme trouble.  I guess I would like to say that Jesus can't help you.  If your in pain or facing mental health issues or whatever be the problem Jesus can't help you.

You have to do it on your own.  It will be you who suffers.  It will be you who carries the burden.  Jesus won't save you.  But saying this I still believe in immortality.  So even though you die you will yet live.  I'm pretty sure technology will become advanced enough to resurrect people from death no matter what time or age they lived.  It will be for everyone.

The future looks bright but the present is dim.  We must endure and have faith.  Sometimes there just can't be better days.  Jesus can't grow limbs back.  But I say give it 50 or 100 years or so and then it shouldn't be a problem.  People are working today to solve problems that we as a world currently face.

They are doing this in secret.  We don't know about alot of the things that are going on.  I'm basically a cheer leader sitting in the background hoping and praying that things will come to pass that make us shine and bring life to decay and death.  There will be sadness on the way.  God can't help this.  But remember the future.

I foresee that  any problem we face today will eventually become no problem at all.  I'm looking forward to a paradise.  I'm hoping to live another 30 years minimum that would make me 65 years old.  I believe I will truly see some amazing things in this time.  If I can live 30 years I might see life extension tech, extending my life until eventually I can live forever and be immortal.  Failing this I believe in resurrection.

If there was a God I would love the justice.  Nobody could be more fair than God.  You know if your punished by God then it's fair no matter what your feeling.  But alas there is no God.  Prayers and Jesus don't grow back lost limbs.  Soon people will be praising the tech which grows them back.  If it's a race then Jesus is not doing very well.  Humans are managing under their own steam.

I'm incredibly dumb.  It just took me a while to learn it.  The whole time I thought I was smart.  Are you like this.  What path are you walking  in life.  If you have an education your probably smarter than me.  But even an education can lead you to error.

I've made some dumb choices in my life and are paying the price.  You should yourself try and not think so smart of yourself.  At least until death is defeated.  There's a lot of pain out there that could be experienced by people so be careful.  I don't think pain is good for anything.  It's a negative.  Everything about it is bad so therefore it must be defeated.  And this will happen.

I look forward to the day that pain and death are reversed and defeated forever.  There will probably always be evil people unless we develop a super intelligence of some kind, this may help.

Anyway this is long enough.  Jesus doesn't grow back limbs so I don't believe in him.  His suffering was epic but he got the church for it and has changed the face of the world.  Others who have suffered just as much as Jesus go unnoticed.  Jesus hasn't been very kind to me and I kind of feel deceived by him.  He promises much but delivers nothing.  Not even love.  Jesus could be a kind of liar.  What else is there to say about Jesus.  I wish some hero would save me from poverty, persecution and illness.  But nope.  Jesus never comes.  Even money wouldn't save me and really what else is there.

I don't believe in Jesus anymore.  Maybe when he grows back an arm, leg or actually does something about all the evil people in the world then i'll believe.  At the moment evil owns everyone.  Sorry for disowning you Jesus.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

All Along The Watchtower Jimi Hendrix.

All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix.

I'm not totally sure if i'm going to listen to this much more but I like the intro and the line "All Along The Watchtower".  It reminds me of being on a watchtower and looking out for danger, least the word watchtower does.  I'm going to add this to the label amazing guitar as well as I find it unique enough and whatever else.  

So we is all on the lookout for danger to warn others.  I feel that because through my suffering I have something to say.  I don't really have anything to say but I should I guess.  I hope it will come to me. Matthew 10:19 At that time you will be given what to say.  I have suffered extremely and nobody knew.  So i'm telling you now.  There is extreme supreme suffering out there to be had.  Life hasn't yet swallowed up these things.  Some of you may be called to suffer in life like I was.  It's not pleasant.  I hope there is a purpose to it.  Surely it must make sense some how.

In suffering all is lost.  Suffering is the absence of joy.  I hope not to suffer any more.  1 Peter 4:1 because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.  I hope that from my suffering I have learned not to sin as Christians call it.  I hope my suffering has perfected something or some power in me.  What is the purpose of suffering?  Nobody knows.  Suffering could be bad and therefore is an enemy.

Christ suffered.  If Jesus Christ didn't have miracle powers then we at least know that he suffered.  What is it about suffering?  I aim to live above and abolish all suffering in an age that accepts it as the norm.  Such is suffering that it needs to be finished and gone forever as soon as possible.  I believe that the level of suffering some have experienced already will somehow be enough to defeat suffering forever.  Something permanent has to be done.  Right now.  Not in a 1000 years but now.

Revelation 21:4 There will be no more death' or mourning or crying or pain.  So according to this scripture there will one day be no more pain.  I like the thought of this and it rings true to me that this will be the case and truth one day.  There will be no more pain.  Pain because of it's nature will be abolished and no more. Nobody likes pain.  If you like it it's not pain.  I cast my lot and my vote that all pain should be outlawed and abolished to the deepest darkest chains there are.  With the end of pain comes immortality.  There is nothing to fear in being rid of pain and suffering.  2 Corinthians 5:4 What is mortal may be swallowed up by life.  I think this means life will shine so bright that it will get rid of every bit of wrong and evil.

I could only wish God was real so that his bible would come to pass.  We at the moment live in the dark. At least I do.  God seems along way off from reality.  I have to believe there is enough power to war on suffering.  To defeat it.  I have a right, law and grace not to suffer anymore.  Suffering is wrong and it's here to be defeated and triumphed over.  No more suffering.  I have said enough for now.  War on suffering until immortality.  Let life shine brightest.

Anyway i'll leave you with Jimi Mr Hendrix.

The Universe is Trying to Kill You. Out Smart the Universe.

This is like 30 seconds.  I think it would take a combined effort of the world to overcome death.  Each playing a member of the body.

1 Corinthians 12:14-26

14 Even so the body is not made up of one part but of many.

15 Now if the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” it would not for that reason stop being part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18 But in fact God has placed the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19 If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts, but one body.

21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” And the head cannot say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” 22 On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24 while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has put the body together, giving greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25 so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26 If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.

Something like that.  Everybody has something to do and plays a part.

It could be that one man or a team discover immortality and it's keep secret for a long time with people dying in the mean time.  I really don't believe they have it yet.  But they are trying very hard and everyday is a step closer.  They currently have a type of Manhattan project going I believe that will come up with some pretty neat stuff for humans to play with.  But probably it will be the domain of the rich.

They need to solve hunger.  That would power the world more.  There are many things that need to be solved.  It's good that people have to goto work for 40 hours a week.  The world is progressing.  You can see progression in the way prices drop on electronic goods like computers and TVs.  But I still say it's to slow.  Everyone needs to be involved not just the few.  People have skills that are yet to be discovered.