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Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Scripture For The Day.

SCRIPTURE FOR THE DAY.

Thought I would post this scripture:

1 Peter 4:1 Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin.


I've got the feeling i've posted this before but I feel a strong attachment to a lot of the scriptures that talk about suffering. I'm hoping that this scripture applies to me. I would like the power to never sin again. That would be an awesome power. If sin is nothing but bad then the ability to avoid it every time would be cool.

So I have armed or am arming myself with this scripture, hoping that my 10 years of suffering qualifies me for the blessings that are spoken of in the bible for people that suffer. This scripture is one of them.

I could do without sin in my life. I wish to never suffer again. I will avoid it greatly I hope. Suffering is horrible and something needs to be done about it. I believe I have suffered enough so others won't suffer. Or how much suffering is enough. Suffering is an evil.

I can't find good things other than scripture about suffering. I certainly from experience don't find anything good about suffering.

Perhaps oneday something good will come from my suffering. Perhaps I never will sin again. Perhaps I am done with sin. I hope so.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Summer Breeze by Seals & Crofts.



Summer Breeze - Seals and Crofts.

Found myself singing "Summer breeze rolling through the chapels in my mind".  Yep must've remembered this from my child hood.

The actual line is:

Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind. Got a couple plays out of this song, adding it cause I remembered part of it.


The whole lyricys are this:

See the curtains hangin' in the window, in the evenin' on a Friday night.
A little light a-shinin' through the window, lets me know everything is alright.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

See the paper layin' in the sidewalk, a little music from the house next door.
So I walked on up to the doorstep, through the screen and across the floor.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

Sweet days of summer, the jasmine's in bloom. July is dressed up and playing her tune.
And I come home from a hard day's work, and you're waiting there, not a care in the world.
See the smile a-waitin' in the kitchen, food cookin' and the plates for two.
See the arms that reach out to hold me, in the evening when the day is through.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.
Summer breeze, makes me feel fine, blowing through the jasmine in my mind.

A memory from me.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Monday, December 22, 2014

Elvis Presley - Blue Suede Shoes.



Elvis Presley - Blue Suede Shoes.

Found myself listening to this on 3rd play right now.  I looked it up for the line "It's a one for the money".  There's also a recent movie called that as well.

I'm thinking that I could add more music that I randomly access for one reason or another even if I don't really listen to it more than once. I still have to have a reason for adding it and i'll try and include that reason.  There have been a couple songs that I've forgotten now that I could have included because i looked them up for one reason or another.

Also another reason for giving this a listen is that my auntie, my Mums sister, is a big Elvis fan.

My Aunties kid, my first cousin, who I grew up with but haven't seen for years, the eldest of her kids, is getting married on either the 1st or 2nd of January 2015 and alot of the family are heading to Mt Ruapehu for the ceremony. I'm not going. Would cost heaps to have me stay there. The old saying: "IF I WAS A RICH MAN"

So yeah enjoy Elvis. He was a rich man. He's dead now. I think immortality would be a higher possession than all the riches there are at the moment in this world.

There is an effort to push for immortality but it needs more money and higher profile people. An end to all suffering is what the bible predicts and i'm happy to agree with it. But alas there is much evil in the world and we must take as many precautions as possible.

I could say that i've covered a fair bit of the human suffering that exists in my own body. Manboy have I suffered. No really. I have truly suffered for a very long time and right at the limit of human suffering. Suffering didn't make me strong. But I endured. But my suffering should have changed something. I wonder what my suffering has achieved for me. I say my suffering was so great that things can no longer stay the same or as they were. My suffering has altered the world. If you can share in the sufferings of Jesus Christ like the bible says then I have done that.

Failing that. Well my suffering was so great that I predict it will impact the world in a huge way. Thus far people only fail to interpret exactly how much I have suffered. I am told that in Africa they suffer more. I came under the power of the Government Executioners. They tortured me with modern technology. Far greater than any natural suffering I endured. It was inflicted upon me. There isn't a mark on my body to show my suffering. As far as you are aware I am normal. I have never suffered. People can't recognise great suffering in others if they have never suffered themselves. The world by my suffering that took place is now different. It can never happen again.

Really there needs to be a huge push for the end of suffering and a huge push for immortality. Right out in the open. With everyone taking part. There are jobs for everyone, they just haven't been named.

I should have a job really. I can use a computer better than alot of people. But saying that any literate teenager would have the same skills that I have now adays and better as they do it all with a cell phone and I barely use my cell phone at all.

Scripture for the day:

Proverbs 27:12  A prudent person foresees danger and takes precautions. The simpleton goes blindly on and suffers the consequences.

There is plenty of evil in the world in the form of people.

Recognise my suffering.

Donate for my house and car and lighter lifestyle. When I have my own house then my suffering has been recognised in part. I repeat. You must recognise my suffering. There is heaps to be learned by it. Don't let my suffering be wasted on you. I have truly suffered. I say things.

I have earned a house of my own through blood. Yet I still don't have one. My suffering was great. I now need a house please. I through suffering have changed the world. But this is not recognised either. The world will be a better place, that I have existed and suffered.

I have changed the world. Through suffering.

For this change I ask for my own house not much else. Respect.


Leeda
Darcy Lee


Sunday, December 21, 2014

All Along The Watchtower.



Bob Dylan - All Along The Watchtower.

This is Bob Dylans version of Watchtower, he was the original author of this song made popular by Jimi Hendrix.  I love the harmonica.  I haven't listened to it much yet but I will over next couple of days.  I'm adding it cause I already have Jimi''s version on this website and thought this is version is very good as well.




Dave Matthews Band - All Along The Watchtower.

Like how this is slow at start and then real fast.  Got this version from the comments of Bob Dylans version.  I like this version as well.  But some of the lyrics aren't clear when it gets fast.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Friday, December 12, 2014

Scripture For The Day.

Romans 7:24-25

24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? 25Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

I haven't really seen Jesus rescue anyone. I'm quite wretched. It's like I have Alzheimers or something. So now's the time Jesus.  Start saving people. Will Jesus be able to rescue me from this body that is subject to death. He hasn't rescued anyone else as far as we can tell.  There is always hope. Jesus I kinda need rescuing from this body which is subject to death.

So if your out there Jesus start rescuing us from these bodies which are subject to death.

AMEN.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Madness Our House.



Madness - Our House.  This is from 1983 apparently. I found myself looking up this song after singing the chorus.  This must obviously be from my child hood. Putting it under Music 2 as a song I remember not that much but enough to look up and upon listening it passes.  The chorus is cool.

Our house in the middle of the street LOL.

Darcy Lee

Aerosmith Livin on the Edge.



Aerosmith - Livin on the Edge.

Found myself quoting the first line of this song today which is "There's something wrong in the world today" and I considered myself living on the edge for a while when I was real sick.  This is why i'm adding this song.  I have hardly played it but might get a few more goes out of it.  This song is going under music 2.

Darcy Lee

Friday, December 5, 2014

Mike Will Made It 23 ft. Miley Cyrus Wiz Khalifa, Juicy J.



Mike Will Made It 23 ft Miley Cyrus Wiz Khalifa and Juicy J.

Got a couple days out of this.

Darcy Lee

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Oasis - Wonderwall.



Oasis - Wonderwall.

Listened to this for a couple days.  This song is about 20 years old now.  Was just 16-17 when I first heard it.  Have memories of a friend listening to it then rewinding it on tape and listening to it again over and over.  I'm only just catching up to what my friend doing toin Wonderwall back then by this I mean getting multiple plays out of it myself. Of course tech has advanced now and I only need to push play on YouTube and the song starts playing again.  None of this rewinding tape.

I'm hoping to listen to this more.  But even so i'm adding this to Music 2.

Darcy Lee

Was Jesus Resurrected and How to Prove it.

On another topic....   Just consider such an impossibility of proving that Jesus was or wasn't resurrected.  I thought such a thought as to prove the existence of Jesus.  If he was resurrected then he's awesome.  But there is no proof.  But there are still so called believers.  But they most of them, the believers are without proof, going on just faith and belief is not good enough. It's impossible to prove.  Jesus is either hiding or dead.  If he's hiding then he don't want to be found easily.  If he's dead then there's still no proof of that either so people keep believing.

It's an impossibility.

In your opinion what is the best way of solving the questions such as Jesus, God and other religions. Like they can't all be right can they?

The bible says the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the Glory of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.

So I wonder what God is waiting for.  I'm kinda waiting on God.  I expect i'm going to die before I see God.  I would like to see God if he's real.  A mansion in heaven and eternity to live would be awesome.

I want to be the one to prove or disprove God but I think my time has passed i'm old as.  I'm an ancient.

Really it's not up to me to prove God.  It should be up to God.  But i'll be glad to help ya aye God.

But I guess it can be proven with belief and not fact that Jesus didn't get resurrected and God isn't real.  We shall know the truth.  So what is the truth about this.  Most argue now that God isn't real.  I see their point.  But I grew up in the bible.  I like it.

I'm kinda ashamed of Jesus though.  Am I?  I can't back him 100%.  All I can say is that he probably suffered to the extreme if he was crucified.  So I can share in his sufferings.  I have suffered to.

So the question remains.  Was Jesus resurrected.  IS GOD REAL. I think it's beyond me the simple who tends to believe in a God and Jesus even though they do nothing.

Suffering says God isn't real?  There's plenty of suffering going round. God is needed. More than he knows I guess. I can't figure.  I can't figure if God is real or not.  I tend to go with the crowd who says he isn't real.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

World of Warcraft - Warlords of Draenor.

So been playing wow a bit.  Just hit 100 today actually on my Druid.  It was pretty cool.  But i've fallen way behind everyone else.  Spent 14k on a ring stupidly. Probably won't get my gold back but i'll try, might have to use it eventually.

I ended up buying a heap of spirit dust.  I'll sell it in like 2 years time when it's rare.  Wow should still exist by then and i'm sure if i'm still alive cause u never know but i'm sure i'll be playing wow.  I've heard of a death of a wow player which was a little sad.

I currently have about 200k gold but that is basically just one expensive mount or gearing a few characters off the Auction House.  You make about 10k Gold Leveling from 90-100 but your garrison costs a fair bit.  I made a little Gold out of enchanting about 20k but it took a bit of effort like sitting in front of the AH but I topped out at like 35 sales an hour after advertising in trade.

Next expansion hopefully i'll do better.  I failed in this one a fair bit.  I mean I only hit 100 today. That's nearly 2 weeks since release.  Sad Panda Again.

The xpac of World of Warcraft has been fun though I must say.  I'll try and play a bit more at 100 over next few days.  I've already run the normal dungeons at least once as a healer
.

SO yep. Exciting.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

Sunday, November 9, 2014

Ariana Grande - Break Free ft. Zedd



Ariana Grande - Break Free ft. Zedd.

I almost didn't add this but I found it playing through my head so I went back to it.  Adding to Music 2.

Darcy Lee

Monday, November 3, 2014

Brain Decoder Can Eavesdrop On Your Inner Voice

Brain decoder can eavesdrop on your inner voice.  

This is a link to an article that describes how they can read your mind.  They have been able to do this for years and it is far more advanced than you think.

They have the ability to control us.  They can read our minds from a distance.  I have been made deaf by their machine that constantly analyses me.  

This is only what they are showing us.  They can do far more.  You have been warned.

They torture me.

LOL not funny...

Leeda.
Darcy Lee

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Day of Fire - Jacob's Dream.



Jacob's Dream - Day of Fire.

Used to listen to this back in 2004 sometime on a Christian radio station.  I love the guitar and have quite often come back to this song.  I'm adding it now to Music 2 as other might enjoy it.  I still listen to it occasionally.  I also believe this is one of my songs that I cameo in the lyrics.  It's pretty much based on what I said anyway.  When it says "If I Rest My Head" I was talking both about a beach head being rested and my own head as I couldn't find any rest no matter how I moved.  I was always in pain.

Darcy Lee

Friday, October 31, 2014

Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Under The Bridge.



Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Under The Bridge.

Managed too get a few plays out of this after coming back to it from my teenage years 20 years ago. I didn't think i'd enjoy it but I did kind of not mind it at all and yeah actually got a few plays out of it like I said.  Going in Music 2 though.

Darcy Lee

Katy Perry - This Is How We Do.



Katy Perry - This Is How We Do.

Got quite a few plays out of this now.  Love the twerking ice cream at the end.


The Thesis = Darcy Sys.

Justice How We Do - Darsys How We Do - This Is How We Do.

Darcy Lee

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Carl Orff - O Fortuna ~ Carmina Burana



Carl Orff - O Fortuna ~ Carmina Burana.

Probably not going to listen to this much but it's a pretty epic piece that is instantly recognisable.

Darcy Lee



Sunday, October 26, 2014

Awesome Animated Cake



This is an optical illusion known as a zoetrope.  Everything looks like it's animated it's great.


MineCraft, But No Really Suffering and Torture.



Never really played minecraft that much. Didn't see the point in moving blocks around and the version I had was real hard. Once you died u died. This city is impressive enough to add to my website though. Found this on my facebook page. 4.5 million hand placed blocks.

If only we could devote such time and dedication to building housing and feeding people in real life.

Some of the things people do for attention on Youtube cost a lot of money and consume a lot of time. Money would be better spent helping the homeless and feeding people. I want to see more of an effort alleviating peoples misery and suffering and pain. I can't really talk myself. I mean what am I doing over and above what others are doing.  Nothing at all.  I play World of Warcraft all day and night and waste my life away.

I have suffered terribly so know what it's like. It would be awesome to alleviate peoples suffering. But how.  What can I do. I ask these questions but don't have any answers. I guess first I really need to secure myself? Perhaps. But i'm fairly stable. I have the same bills each week.

I find I fall away from such ideas all to easy.

Like the saying "The Truth Will Set You Free". I reckon I need to do some soul searching and find some place to stand. I need to find the truth that will set people free. Thing is many people have come before me. They were much smarter. It's my suffering experience that wants me to help alleviate others suffering. But i'm not smart enough.

Although I have suffered I am not motivated at all to help others. Perhaps it helps to be kind. But this doesn't help another. Some people are unreachable perhaps violent.

The Matrix tech could possibly help with communication and could provide strength and healing. But that tech being revealed is far out of my hands though I once grasped such power if only for a few days.

So what can I do to help? If I were to give the orders they would be incorrect. If I were to follow orders I would fail. The issues of the world need stronger smarter people than me.

One problem is the smart people don't understand suffering. These people live in a paradise and suffering is so far removed from them that there isn't enough urgency. If suffering could be explained better and people could understand it better then perhaps such people would be more willing to help a sufferer and less willing to inflict suffering.

So much money is spent on weapons of death. If this money was to be converted to life instead we would be better off. Anyway again I have fallen away from helping the poor and suffering. I don't know how to help. I'm no longer suffering so it doesn't concern me maybe. But no. People are all to willing to inflict suffering, it even brings them pleasure to see others suffer.

It is truly an evil world we live in. Evil currently reigns. It's hard to see it ever ending.

God has failed. This has been going on for millions of years. I guess tech has to catch up. So if we don't wipe ourselves out then there are still going to be losers. Hopefully there will be justice and everyone can agree that it is justice.  Even the punished.

I don't see any justice at the moment. Evil has free reign. Evil is able to inflict torture on other humans. I am tortured by the American Govt. No one believes me. They have the power to read your minds. No one believes. I want to be free but I am not. I haven't done anything wrong.

I said America Sucks a few times. They torture me for this. Because I first spoke in unique arrangement some of the lyrics that now appear in many famous songs by many famous artists and said America Sucks a few times right before they were going to tell the world they torture me. This is not right. But you won't believe me.

Everyone gets away with so much because of unbelief.

I am tortured by the Govt. This is my only problem in life apart from poverty. But the Govt denies what I speak and you don't believe. You don't think them able of such things. The matrix tech is used to torture me every day and night. I have no rest from it. When will you come to my aid.

When will you stand up for me.

If it happens to me it happens to others. These people are murderous.

They torture for fun and pleasure and revenge no other reason.

I am innocent. They brought this upon themselves by their own choices.

They chose to watch instead of help. They left me to suffer. They drugged me. Because I didn't like the songs and said America Sucks they chose and tortured me.

This is the worst modern type of torture you can imagine. Please help.

Only those who believe my words can help me. Now I know no one believes. No one bothers to help me. No one comes. No one does what it right. No one listens. Everyone is right except what I say. No one takes any notice of what I say. I am just delusional to you. Yet I don't lie. Yet I am not delusional. Yet I am not Schizophrenic. The Govt calls me Skitz and drugs me. They do this all the mean time torturing me with mind control tech.  I have suffered so much.

No one believes me.

No one has experienced my suffering. Right now my left ear rings louder than any tinnitus could possibly make.  It's so loud. They are torturing me for writing this. They subvert all my thoughts. They limit them so they fit inside their computers memory. I'm not allowed good thoughts. They say the opposite to everything good.

But you don't believe me. You believe their words and appearances. You believe what they have made me with their machines. They have made me deaf and retarded. Tech has done this. Not my lifestyle. They use people's unbelief so that I am a nutcase skitzophrenic and you and your thoughts are safe you believe.

Why do you let them torture me? It's your unbelief that lets them do it.

You have failed as friends and good people. There is no one good. Not one person believes my testimony. I don't hold any weight other than I am a crazy in your eyes.


Darcy Lee
26.10.2014



Saturday, October 25, 2014

DJ Snake & Lil Jon - Turn Down for What




DJ Snake & Lil Jon - Turn Down for What

Found this similar to Lonely Island and "When Will The Bass Drop"  Been hearing this on the radio at a friends and quite like it.  This version was before Lonely Island.  I'm guessing this is the original.

Toddlers Regulate Their Behavior To Avoid Making Adults Angry.


Watch this video.  It's pretty interesting.  About a toddler and how he regulates his behavior based on the cue of adults to keep the peace.  Read the article below and watch the video.  


Researchers at the Institute of Learning & Brain Sciences at the University of Washington have discovered something that may surprise many parents. Toddlers are more intuitive than we may think, and spend time “regulating” their behavior to get the best outcome to certain situations, and depending on the emotional cues of the adults around them.

To put it more clearly: Even at two years old, kids pick up on the attitudes and behaviors exhibited by everyone around them, and look for ways to “keep the peace.”

In this fascinating experiment, one researcher shows a cute little boy a blue box, and joyfully and enthusiastically encourages him to play with the toy — and he happily obliges.

Moments later, another researcher walks in and sits down next to the boy as he’s shown a second toy. Before he can play with it, however, the second researcher loudly proclaims her annoyance at the toy.

When the boy is finally given the second toy to play with, his expression says it all: I won’t play with this – even though I want to – because it seems like this toy makes her mad.

This is such an interesting look into incredibly smart, incredibly intuitive child brain! Parents, this is more proof of how powerful our roles are in our children’s lives.


Darcy Lee

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Nirvana - Marigold



Nirvana - Marigold.

Im'ma Marry God.

Darcy Lee

Lyrics....

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's scared in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)
All in all the clock is slow
Six color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all
He's scared 'cause I won

(chorus)

He's there in case I wandered off
He's scared 'cause I warned
He's there in case I want it all

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Jesus He Knows Me - Genesis Phil Collins.



Genesis Phil Collins - Jesus He Knows Me.

Starting listening to this today after listening to I Can't Dance also by Genesis.  I'm adding this to music cause I've listened to this more than once and i'm still quite enjoying it.

Darcy Lee

Humans Glow Invisible Light.

You can find the whole original article here

Schematic illustration of experimental setup that found the human body, especially the face, emits visible light in small quantities that vary during the day. B is one of the test subjects. The other images show the weak emissions of visible light during totally dark conditions. The chart corresponds to the images and shows how the emissions varied during the day. The last image (I) is an infrared image of the subject showing heat emissions.
Credit: Kyoto University; Tohoku Institute of Technology; PLoS ONE

The human body literally glows, emitting a visible light in extremely small quantities at levels that rise and fall with the day, scientists now reveal.
Past research has shown that the body emits visible light, 1,000 times less intense than the levels to which our naked eyes are sensitive. In fact, virtually all living creatures emit very weak light, which is thought to be a byproduct of biochemical reactions involving free radicals.
(This visible light differs from the infrared radiation — an invisible form of light — that comes from body heat.)

To learn more about this faint visible light, scientists in Japan employed extraordinarily sensitive cameras capable of detecting single photons. Five healthy male volunteers in their 20s were placed bare-chested in front of the cameras in complete darkness in light-tight rooms for 20 minutes every three hours from 10 a.m. to 10 p.m. for three days.
The researchers found the body glow rose and fell over the day, with its lowest point at 10 a.m. and its peak at 4 p.m., dropping gradually after that. These findings suggest there is light emission linked to our body clocks, most likely due to how our metabolic rhythms fluctuate over the course of the day.
Faces glowed more than the rest of the body. This might be because faces are more tanned than the rest of the body, since they get more exposure to sunlight — the pigment behind skin color, melanin, has fluorescent components that could enhance the body's miniscule light production.

Since this faint light is linked with the body's metabolism, this finding suggests cameras that can spot the weak emissions could help spot medical conditions, said researcher Hitoshi Okamura, a circadian biologist at Kyoto University in Japan.
"If you can see the glimmer from the body's surface, you could see the whole body condition," said researcher Masaki Kobayashi, a biomedical photonics specialist at the Tohoku Institute of Technology in Sendai, Japan.
The scientists detailed their findings online July 16 in the journal PLoS ONE.


Darcy Lee