What is Love?

What is Love Haddaway.

Adding this to music 2. Looked up what is love and this is the video that they are pushing. There's also a couple of interesting psychological articles about what is love.

That article states that you can't command love.

Not sure if that is totally true.

You can build a fire perhaps. Giving you more than a base level of love. A deeper love. From the excess you spend it on gaining more. A hotter fire.

Love if you have it can't be turned off very much.

Guess i've never been in love. That sucks.

Im concentrating on loving GOD and his son JESUS. But if they don't exist then I am wasting my time utterly. Is it wrong to love Jesus. I can't seem to find any love there really. It's pretty cold hard place trying to get love outta Jesus, enough love to change the world so that there is no more suffering pain tears or death like the scripture says in the bible.

I'm to sick to love really. I find myself getting a little sicker these days again.

To me love is a cure. It's medicine and allows you to preform miracles.

I have yet to see a powerful love like those in the movies where it vanquishes bad guys and demons and defeats all enemies. I dream of this love.

I have idealised love for a long time. I probably haven't loved for along time. Not since I suffered.

I'm finding myself falling away from the bible. I do love everything it says about love. But there is no end to the proofs that are needed such as Jesus being resurrected. It's simply to hard to figure out given the tools I have.

I'm pretty sure i'm delusional in chasing The Holy Bible. I just find the new testament, proverbs psalms and isaiah all very interesting. I mean what if it's real. See I am just this dumb and gullible to fall for it. I like things like defeating evil bad guys and love and righteousness and justice. This is essentially what the bible is about. So this book just agrees with my ideals. It appeals to me. I have a taste for it.

Not sure but believing in the bible it probably only leads to death like every other pursuit on the planet at moment. I like to think if there is anything to be found in the bible I can hopefully find it and be equipped by it.

This is a war on death I am waging. I haven't mentioned it in a while. I would like to live forever. I believe every problem has a solution leading to a paradise awaiting.

I believe we are all eternal now. There will be a resurrection. Nobody actually dies. But some are punished upon resurrection. All our lives will be open before everyone. There will be no secret thing.

I had more ideas but I have forgotten them.

So i guess I can say that being taught of Hollywood I am looking for love through the bible.

I am looking for power. For the kingdom of heaven according to the bible is not a matter of talk but of power. At the moment I have very little power. I am all talk no power.

How do u get power?

God apparently has unlimited power. Love is the power I crave. Because that's the strongest power there is. These also are just more words and talk. I don't know what to do,

We do some strange things when were sick.

So bible if your real i'm waiting on you and God to help me. If your not real then no problem I had fun with you even though you make me very angry for pushing something as truth when in fact it isn't. Bible you confuse so many people. O bible what is your truth.

I shall never see through you to perhaps something better. Bible are you the best there is.

Bible your certainly poor in many areas. You cause much great distress in my life. Why can't I rid myself of you. Not that I want to be rid of you. But I want to know that truth and thus have some peace. I want to be able to present what I have found to others so they can share. At the moment I cant do this as I have nothing.

I want to know the truth.

Now iv'e said enough.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

25 Most Brutal Torture Techniques Ever Devised.

Video is 25 Most Brutal Torture Techniques Ever Devised.

Just watched this.  Very scary.  Torture is still rampant and practiced today.  Jesus underwent torture. But what makes his torture any greater than anyone else?  He had supposedly never broken a law?  Is that enough?  He had never sinned?  But then you have to define sin.

I really don't understand how this torture can happen.  Suffering has to be wrong.  For anyone. I'm finding the bible doesn't really cover alot of things.  There has been so much suffering.  What does it achieve.

Had someone I know say that Jesus and his suffering actually made the world a worse place.  So like you can suffer and nothing good comes from it. Jesus bought the church with his suffering but in this persons opinion the world was worse off and would be better if Jesus had never suffered because of all the wars of religion that the church committed.

Really suffering is terrible.  We need the light of life perhaps.  A light so burning so hot and bright. A light so as not to stumble in the dark.  This life light will show all things.  It will show the value of life and lead people out of great darkness to peace and security.

I can't really say what the light of life looks light but perhaps it illuminates giving guidance making free and bringing liberty.  I hope to have such life.  Life in abundance.  Brighter than the sun.  Life brighter than the sun or any other source of light.

We still wait for this great light.

Leeda
Darcy Lee

World of Warcraft - Seeking Donations to Play. Indiegogo.

I recently just put up a page on indiegogo.com asking for money so that I can play World of Warcraft when the new expansion pack comes out Warlord of Draenor.  You can find the page here: Indiegogo Page

Below is the text included from my indiegogo page. Indiegogo is a site where you seek donations and people actually go there to give money.  I'm hoping for $1000 dollars.  Here is the text from the page:



As people may or probably may not know the new Expansion for World of Warcraft releases on the 13th of November 2014.  The new 9gb patch with major changes is about to hit probably in 2-3 weeks with a whole lot of new changes and is using up my 40gb cap as we speak.
I'm hoping to play this latest WOW xpac.  But it's a huge burden of my mum.  She pays for my subscription fees and will probably end up having to buy the new xpac from the shop (I collect the box) as well.  I've been trying for a house for a while on this site and this but haven't had any luck.  Now i'm going to try for something smaller.

I guess what i'm asking for in this DONATION PAGE is contributions towards World of Warcraft and myself playing.  I hope this is ok.  Perhaps not just WOW but general  day to day life operations.

Wow costs about $15 US or $19 NZ Dollars a month for the subscription.  The xpac I think will cost about $85 NZ Dollars to purchase.  When the xpac hits I'm hoping to be up and awake for about 48 hours or more in a row and be consistently playing for a couple weeks solid probably.  What this means is I need Food from the supermarket and also money for takeaways like Pizza, Kebabs, Mcdonalds, Indian, KFC.  I need as much up time as possible and  as least distractions as possible.  This means money.  Probably what will happen is I will remain poor though realistically.

 Of all things though it would be nice to have extra money for this game.  It would help me play.  I have about 300 days clocked up in this game over all my characters over about 5 years.  That's 300 days 7x24.  But I have done that time in like 1-12 hour stretches like I said over 5 years it's just the total time played added up from those 5 years.

Now i know it's illegal in NZ but I also like to smoke weed, it's the most expensive part of my life.  Please don't tell anyone like my MUM until I'm rich and famous and can support my own habbit.  Also don't tell the police.  Cause they suck.  I did ask for a licence to smoke as a reward, but it was only over NZ talkback radio and I can't confirm it.  This was only after making a phone call where I said "THEY DON'T THINK" three times in a row, then Yelled "WAR" declaring there was going to be one, then saying "THE THING" "THE THING", Then finally voicing a gleam in my eye.  2 Days later after that phone call the planes hit the buildings in America.  You can learn more from my website www.DarcyLee.com if your interested.

O yeah I trained myself for that Prophetic Phone call I made to the talkback radio where I yelled war.  I am a soldier.  Will you leave a soldiers request unanswered?
I'm not really a soldier though.  I'm just a weakling.  But I made a stand and defense during the phone call and it was perfectly spoken and timed and expressed.  LIke you have to hear it.

This is about my only claim to fame.  I believe the phone call is classified and most will say it doesn't exist but truly it's a Mona Lisa.  You don't destroy or delete a MONA.  It deserves it's place on YOUTUBE.com  But alas no.  It remains in government hands classified with no one knowing. It took intense suffering to make that phone call.

I need around $1000 dollars to live the dream for a little while playing the new xpac of World of Warcraft.  This will purchase the game for me get me 6 months to a year game time and provide food and weed for the first 2 or more weeks of playing the wow xpac.  It will possibly purchase a couple of fresh new 90s as well to level on different servers.

Anyway that's me Please Help.  Send money so I can continue to play World of Warcraft and can play the expansion pack without troubles.

Enough donations for a house would help all this as well of course.  But finding someone wealthy enough and willing is a challenge.  I having trouble with even one donation.



Here are my Characters in WOW:

In World of Warcraft I have a 4 Level 90's a druid, pally, mage, on ally, and a 90 priest on horde, I also have 84 Hunter, 81 Dk, 80 Rogue, 57 Shaman all ally, also 52 Monk and 44 Warlock on horde.  I also have a level 60 Priest on a Player vs Player server that i'm going to use as my free character boost to 90 that you get with Warlords of Draenor the Xpac.

The level cap for the xpac is being upped to 100 so 10 new levels.  All these characters have been hand leveled.  It kinda sucks for the poor like me now you can pay $65 dollars and get your char leveled to 90.  It takes me like 6-8 days played time to go from 1-90 so that's quite a low hourly rate but I have fun I guess.  Again that's like adding all time played across many days altogether.  So yep anyhow anyways if you can donate some money to me please do.

Love is kind so the bible says.  Be kind. Donate to me.

Thanks again.

Leeda
Darcy Lee





That's it.  Goto the page and have a look.  You can of course donate directly from the page this text is on by clicking the paypal button.  You now know my story.

Much Love.

Darc

Tainted Love - Soft Cell.

Tainted Love - Soft Cell.

Adding this to Music 2.  Couldn't add the original video.  It's probably a bit better.  This is live.

Darcy Lee
Leeda

Tina Turner - What's Love Got To Do With It.

What's Love Got To Do With It - Tina Turner.

Found myself coming back to this again.  I like most about this song but not all of it.  I guess I like it enough to post.  It's going under Music 2 though.

What's Love Got To Do With It.
What's Love But A Second Hand Emotion.


Leeda
Darcy Lee

All You Need Is Love. The Beatles.

The Beetles - All You Need Is Love.

Adding this to Music 2.  Not that I've listened to it much.

As long as you have love perhaps.

Love Love Love.





Darcy Lee
Leeda

My Word Shall Not Return To Me Void.

Isaiah 55:11-12 In Song.

Isaiah 55:11-12 So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.  12 For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands

I actually totally did this as a kid, verse 11 anyway, I musta been like 9-10 years old.  I must of heard the scripture somewhere and imitated it. What I did as a kid in primary school was to somehow send my word out.  Then what happened is it came back and someone had voided it but they were lying.  I had to add something to my word to make it so it couldn't be voided by cheating.  I was like "What.... Void..... My word shall not return to me void" I was sending out my word to do good things.  But alas this was along time ago.  To my thinking I was doing something original that hadn't been done.  It's only now I discover the scripture almost word for word exactly what I was doing.  In this scripture I have imitated.

I added this cause I thought the tune was kinda catchy and also this is the scripture I have been meditating on for the last couple days.  

LOVE.

Love on Fire.

I posted the below post on about 3 different Forums across the net.  On one forum overnight I only got 2 replies and now the topic has died on all forums.  Here is the post I said I would be posting stuff that I posted on forums so here it is.  I also made a second post which was quite long as well.  O well you don't have to read all this.  I have added pictures so it looks nicers.


Express yourself here.  So what have you got on love. What can you pass on or teach to another about love? It's a tough topic. Seems not anybody knows about Love. Maybe you know about LOVE.

Are we just pretending? What are your questions and answers?

There is Love God, Love Neighbour, Love Enemy.

Do we dare love ourselves? (how do you read it).

What are the essential elements for LVOe. Does Love extinguish. Then was it love?

Poor Love. What are you going to do and say to/about it?

I'm sorry for setting such a tone. For the tone I know not what to set. For love. Hmmm, For LOVE is it real?

Got any science on love. I suppose you can post that here.

What is the extent of the power of LOVE.

What are your theories on LOVE. What are your realities about LOVE.

Do you have any LOVE to Share? Can you prove it?

I'm not feeling the LOVE.

Can LOVE grow back someones arm or leg?

What is the limit of LOVE. Whay is LUFF so limited currently.

Drop Some Love. If you got any. I'm sure there's plenty of people ready to eat.

Show US the LOVE.

We is Needy.

This is not sext. Cause ewww. Perv. Go somewhere else.

So in your opinion Love is building upto something big. Got any opinions at all?

1 Corinthians 13:8

This is my light. Shining. Is Love Boring? If i'm bored am I not loving? What if i'm tired. What if i'm in pain.

Um so what is your definition of LOVE. Consider this post. It may or may not contain LOVE. Are you offended? In what way?

Writing this with all my might... Well I figure the world needs more love.

How do you figure in LOVE VS PAIN? Who is the winner?

What can you honestly tell me about love? What is your experience?

Can Love heal? Love is the word.

Enlighten me. Cause I don't have the whole picture on love. Maybe a small peace.

One person sharpens another ya know. Maybe you could make good reading and cause action through your love?

I only have weak human love to offer.

I give my life so I can claim it back again.

Affear much.

Tell me what you want?

Do you practice LOVE?

Fine i've lost the subject.

Love.

Write something about LOVE here.

This has been my effort. Try an inspire without hurting yourself.

Does LOVE fail? So was it then LOVE?

What is the truth about LOVE?

What is going to be your stance on this topic and towards me?

If this thread dies is that LOVE?

Anyhow.

Post on LOVE Here. Others need it. They need to know. There is huge interest.


Thanks

Leeda.


That was the end of my first post.  Over the first night I got two replies.  The first post said "All you need is love" and had the beatles songs of the same name embedded.

The second post was by a user named DaphneApollo this is her post:

Love is the time you give someone and the little gestures and actions you do for them when you can't exactly say " I love you ". Love is just being there for someone who's in pain, lonely, helping bring happiness to their day and in turn they mirror happiness back to you.

Love swells someone's heart who just before they met you, thought no one cared. Love is kind, giving, sharing and caring about someone/thing other than yourself. Give a little every day to someone and watch the transformation, it in itself is a miracle, a beautiful flower blooming slowly in front of you that you've carefully tended with water and nutrients that now thanks you with a beautiful smile, it's bloom. Once you've shown these kindnesses to someone, they never, ever forget you. They begin to love in turn and understand that someone truly cares for them where before hopelessness may have been.

This little light you have inside, let it shine on others, and watch the miracle that develops before your very eyes. Nurture someone today, give LOVE AWAY.


That's it.  So after the first night and 2 replies I wrote this:


Rather pitiful turnout for LOVE. It's much to hard I think. Nobody has belief any more.

I don't LOVE. Not that much anyway. If there is ever love then you could pretty much do anything. Love does not exist right. Because God does not exist and God is Love.

If love entered this thread everyone would know it. Love is obvious. So nope no Love in this thread. Unless it's secret. It could be secret Love. But not with just 2 replies to the op. There's no secret love going on here.

Can I imitate your love? I don't have any or many examples to go by. So if I imitate Jesus I end up crucified and in alot of pain? This sounds like my life and I didn't ask for it. Alas there's tonnes of poor people in the world who need help.

Someone show some love please. And we can all imitate it.

To hard? You could change the world from your position right here on this forum.

Whos attention are you trying to capture? With your love surely we could do great things? Or are you like me and have no love? You right now have the attention of powerful people through this forum. You can affect them. Alter them. Have them copy and imitate you.

Perhaps your looking for someone to imitate? I rage alot myself so that's not a good thing. But I am being persecuted. Not that anyone would believe. Your welcome to imitate me as I try and provoke someone to love. I mean provoke. Violent Love perhaps.

No ones willing to love for more than a few seconds if at all. 2 Posts is pathetic.

If more people posted about love then maybe things could happen.

Basically we don't know anything about love. We don't know how to start it. But we know it when it there.

Is this any comfort to you. Am I being any comfort to you? Perhaps i'm the devil appearing as an angel of light. Love fails till Love wins. When there's no love your lost and in failment. Then oneday maybe well be old o baby and maybe love will appear for final victory. Love takes it's time and is slow.

I still see no love. I still feel no love. Love is losing. There is hope of course. But that's under a stress of pain and disbelief that nothing will ever happen.

What's your story.

Does anyone anywhere have any examples of love.

How do you practice love? Where do I begin? I'm lookin to love. See I think this love stuff is all made up.

I always thought love would be hugely powerful. What weapons does love provide? How do you fight using Love. What is the martial art called that uses love? Christianity the martial art?

No really how do you fight with love? Your love has no power here.

Do we really have souls? The bible says to prove all things (1 thes 5:21). Now how do you prove to me about love. If someone strikes you in on the cheek why do we hate back.

If someone possesses your body and mind how do you love them? There is no reason to.

How do we love our enemies? What practice should we take?

Why is it so hard to love. I can't even overcome simple evil with good. I'm evil myself and repay evil with evil leading to more of my suffering and I still don't learn. Rage Rage.

Jesus Christ seems to be failing the world. Limbs can't be grown back by his believers or brain damage can't be healed. Even a broken bone takes 6 weeks of healing. Maybe it's not Jesus who failed but his followers.

Why can't people copy and imitate the miracles of Jesus Christ. They would bring me such joy. See maybe they never happened. I don't believe the proof that i've seen so far. For 2000 years God has had a chance to educate and teach people about things. Right things. The right way to live. But no one has been taught. Everyone has had to do things and learn things by themselves.

The bible doesn't solve pain. We are waiting for a time when there is no pain.

Abandon Christ.

How long till love prevails. In the mean time your probably not being tortured so there's no urgency about life or matters as such. Your on vacation.

God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whosoever believe on him shall not perish but have eternal life.

I have not seen one believer ever. Not even myself. Not no one. No one is good.

So great. Machines shall lead the way of love. Our language and communication will be linked to machines. This is unless god saves us first which is highly unlikely.

I've typed enough. What is Love if God is love. What is human love.

Lay your life down for mine. A stranger.

Bring The Love.

Leeda



That was my latest reply the very next night like 24 hours later.  I got a further two replies this is the reply from Arpgme:

Nobody can make you "feel the love". They can only inspire it but it is only felt from within.

If someone came here saying "I love everyone", you still may not be "Feeling The Love".


The next reply was a little weird but was this from Backcase:

I quoted you from this thread, in a recent thread of mine.


He was quoting Arpgme the post above but I don't know which thread he quoted him in.

All of this was on the forum AboveTopSecret.com

So yep that's all people had to say about LOVE. Not much really.  What do you have to say about the topic?

Thanks for reading.

Darcy Lee

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

Christian More Love, More Power - Jeff Deyo.

I have been pronouncing Jesus as Daysis as in Days is Christ.  Daysis can be made to sound like Jesus.  Also I have been saying Endalls as Angels.  Anyway I just like this song so i'm adding it.  I could be a Christian if I believed in the bible but it seems so primitive for a God.  Sure there are some good things in there and i'll definately keep reading and listening but to say I believe what most churches believe would be difficult.

I believe in love I think.  Though that fails.  It's not a power to defeat much today of what is happening - of the suffering there is in the world.  Love falls short.  Who is there to help.  Drug could/can aid.  But do u get addicted and live a lesser life because of it.  Love won't help you with general issues or even important things.  It's quite an effort to summon up love which for me i'm probably not achieving/doing anyway it's just something that falls short.  How to love when you suffer?  Dunno.  Much to hard.  But that's possibly what you need to do.  I tried but failed.  Maybe I have never loved.  I had life a lot easier when I was younger.

Anyhow today is my birthday the 11th of May 2013 and I turn 35.  Happy Birthday to me yaya.

Seasons of Love - Rent

Seasons of Love - From "Rent" the movie a musical.

Wealth From God.

The Following Post I found in draft mode of blogger, i'm publishing it today 13/08/2014.  I hadn't published it before I don't think.  I not sure if I feel the same.  I continue to search for answers but I can't think.  I search for LOVE.  Love that burns like a fire. What is higher? Love sounds like a good deal.  I want a love that is just as strong as death.  Is there another word for LOVE?  What is your power?  Here is the post anyway in it's entirety:


God is a boring subject. BORING. Not much wealth. I don't believe in god/jesus anymore. No thanks. It took me a while. The word I like at the moment is mythology. I always wanted to know about that. Wether god existed. I'm hoping to reap some benefits of knowing god doesn't exist. It should help a little. I won't be so dumb.

Here is some very expensive valuable information that would normally cost you $$$$$Thousands. GOD doesn't exist. It's a little important.If you want you can pay me for this hard won fought information by clicking the paypal button and using your credit card. I guess i'm cutting of all the people who believe in god and don't know when I say god doesn't exist. They can donate too if they want.


RULING THE UNIVERSE

Ruling the universe for me is for me having a really nice house with Sky TV, World of Warcraft, nice furniture, car, assorted electornics er basically being rich. Being as comfortable as possible and experiencing. A start for me would be a house. For ruling the universe. For me. I want to rule the universe. If you would like me to rule the universe. Um you can donate money getting me closer to a house. Every person has the power to rule the universe perhaps. Altogether at the same time as well. Everyone wants to be as comfortable as possible.

Asking for money is hard work. Ok this is a strange post. I'm begging which is bad also this is all of what someone in my position is capable of damn it for myself. I really wanted some money too.

Add World of Warcraft to my wishlist and Sky TV. I want house. With house I will rule universe.


That was it.

Leeda
Darcy Lee